Fall, Day 63, 511AV
Noven watched as the wrinkled little apple rose high into the air, then plummeted back down in his outstretched palm. He'd been tossing it up and down for a good quarter of a bell now, contemplating how pitiful it must seem for someone his age to prefer being holed up in his shabby apartment over making merry out in some tavern with a saucy wench in one hand and a pint in the other.
The young man was lying on his back, feet propped on the edge of his bed frame as he toyed with his late night snack. Was it pitiful that he could find nothing to do on his day off? Could not even muster some semblance of desire to get up and be his old self?
Nov frowned. No, that was no longer possible. His old self was long gone, replaced by the dictations of crimson veins that now webbed brightly over his left hand. Besides, who the petch cared what anyone else thought? Except for Calyn and some of the orphans, there was not a soul left that he cared for in this miserable world.
"I don't need anyone," he muttered aloud to himself, the familiar tang of anger laced in his words.
A sigh echoed through the room. Nov caught the apple and froze, his muscles tensed, his eyes fixated on the ceiling as he strained to hear more. A few, silent moments later, he let out a whoosh of air and laid his forearm over his brow. Maybe he really was going crazy. It certainly did him no good to be locked up in this old room for so long, surrounded incessantly with memories of Nona.
Nona, Nona, Nona was all he could think of, all he could remember. Nona making him stew, Nona fixing a broken chair leg, Nona pulling the covers up to his chin as she kissed his hair and bade him goodnight. She was the only family he ever had, that he ever needed.
And she was gone.
It had been, what, two years? Three? It was hard to keep track, and the fact that he kept having to haphazardly guess when to celebrate his birthday was no help either. Sometimes, Nov felt like he was a tiny fish stuck in a jar of paste, unable to move or breathe. Just...preserved.
The thought made him shudder. He rolled up on his bed, staring at the mealy apple before taking a large bite out of it. Everything's a mess, he grumpily thought to himself. My body, this apartment, life. If it hadn't been for the steady burn of his desire for vengeance, Nov wasn't entirely sure what he would doing right now. Maybe dead somewhere, shriveled up in an alleyway, or frozen by the time Winter began in earnest. At least now he was working for Calyn, doing a bit of good by cooking for the kids at the orphanage and occasionally teaching them how to fight when the old woman wasn't looking. At least he was doing something.
He ran his fingers through his damp hair and stuffed the core of the apple in his mouth. A tick later, he spit out the stem and a few seeds, heartily chewing the rest as he struggled not to think anymore.
Gods, he needed a drink.
Nov stopped chewing, however, as he sniffed the air. What was that awful, stifling stench? He got up from his bed and looked out the window.
Holy hell. The bottom of the building was on fire.
As he ran about the room, panicking and trying to find everything he needed to take, screams of terror began to pierce the evening air. Children's cries and urgent shouts steadily grew in volume as Nov stuffed all that he could into his pack. When he had everything he could possibly carry, he ran to the cupboards, threw open the bottom doors, and pulled out Nona's precious crock pot.
Then he burst from his apartment, only to find the world ablaze with flames.