As Miro told Artur just how things were about to change and how trying it would be for him, the bear could only sulk even further with further poorly made attempts to smile. He was terrible at it no less, but given that he was a quick learner with things like this, he need only practice it after a while before he would be good at hiding such troubled expressions. Either way he felt part of himself no longer the same, he was conflicted deep down and the whirlwind of emotions he felt within just didn't seem to die down. Was this something he needed to fix? Was he somehow broken deep down? He didn't know for sure, but he did know for a fact that it wouldn't matter to him anymore seeing as how he will have a young one to raise. That above all would have to be important.
KRI was in view and its facility only served a constant reminder of their destination, all while Artur struggled to contain his inner fears of returning to that place. How long did he have nightmares after his escape? How long did he suffer terrors of being subjected to more tests even after his escape from the horrid prison? Gyatt never really did much to help them because there was hardly anything he could do, and with Artur belonging to Miro it was only natural he did his best to hide it. Yet after a while the Kelvic somehow wound up moving past it, the nightmares lessened a little over time as he found himself in a place of comfort over time. Now though... it felt like he'd fallen back into one of those nightmares, and he did it with the ferry no less which only made the reality seem worse. Still he managed to keep himself distracted, enough to ignore the feelings of his stomach tossing around anyway.
I never wanted to go back there... I still don't... we can leave now, just forget all about this and... His conflicted feelings rolled out then, as he felt his own skin turn to stone as he glared in terror at the institution. Kelvic Research Facility. How hard it was going to be for Artur to get there.... he didn't know up until now anyways. He hadn't even moved to get out of the Ravosala when it finally reached a stop at the docks, he felt too heavy as though a single inch would lead to him sinking within the lake. But he had to do this.... he had to face his nightmare once more. My... child needs me. He's going to be saved, by Miro and by me! He ground his teeth together as he started to stand nervously, his legs felt weak as he climbed over onto solid wooden ground to be free of the motions that the water inflicted in his stomach. "We're on the way then..." He pointed out with a silent gulp as he kept his breathing under control, by now he felt his stomach roll and it wasn't just because of the trip over the water.
It was because he would soon finally visit the nightmare he so desperately wanted to forget.
KRI was in view and its facility only served a constant reminder of their destination, all while Artur struggled to contain his inner fears of returning to that place. How long did he have nightmares after his escape? How long did he suffer terrors of being subjected to more tests even after his escape from the horrid prison? Gyatt never really did much to help them because there was hardly anything he could do, and with Artur belonging to Miro it was only natural he did his best to hide it. Yet after a while the Kelvic somehow wound up moving past it, the nightmares lessened a little over time as he found himself in a place of comfort over time. Now though... it felt like he'd fallen back into one of those nightmares, and he did it with the ferry no less which only made the reality seem worse. Still he managed to keep himself distracted, enough to ignore the feelings of his stomach tossing around anyway.
I never wanted to go back there... I still don't... we can leave now, just forget all about this and... His conflicted feelings rolled out then, as he felt his own skin turn to stone as he glared in terror at the institution. Kelvic Research Facility. How hard it was going to be for Artur to get there.... he didn't know up until now anyways. He hadn't even moved to get out of the Ravosala when it finally reached a stop at the docks, he felt too heavy as though a single inch would lead to him sinking within the lake. But he had to do this.... he had to face his nightmare once more. My... child needs me. He's going to be saved, by Miro and by me! He ground his teeth together as he started to stand nervously, his legs felt weak as he climbed over onto solid wooden ground to be free of the motions that the water inflicted in his stomach. "We're on the way then..." He pointed out with a silent gulp as he kept his breathing under control, by now he felt his stomach roll and it wasn't just because of the trip over the water.
It was because he would soon finally visit the nightmare he so desperately wanted to forget.