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.....Summer 21, 512av
This wasn't how she wanted to spend their birthday. It was supposed to be a day of celebration, of joy, of the two of them doing whatever they wanted even if their older siblings would look upon them like they were idiots. It was most definitely, one hundred percent, not supposed to be spent inside the pavilion worrying over her twin for what felt like the a hundred petching years.
Dinah knew it was going to be like this. Or, at least something like this, when she had heard that their mother was going to be initiating Zhol into reimancy much the way she had done for Dinah the year prior. The process was never pleasant and the recovery was awful, but where Dinah had vague recollections of impossible cold gripping her and refusing to let go, her twin was burning up. The fever had persisted for a handful of days now and while her brother suffered, Dinah had refused to leave his side. If their mother had been around she may have been able to pry herself away, but as it was the woman had left with the promise of returning for their birthday. She was late, and Dinah was starting to feel a slow forming anger towards that fact no matter how much she loved the woman who had birthed them.
That creeping rage was fully secondary to everything else she was experiencing, icing over the back of her mind while all attention was directed towards Zhol. She sat next to the cot he hadn't really left since returning from his initiation, in the same place she had been as well, clinging to her brother's hand as he drifted in and out of consciousness. He was better than he had been by far, but still she worried.
"Hang in there, okay?" Dinah whispered as she reached out and put her palm to his forehead. At least she wasn't begging him not to die on her anymore. Their eldest brother had mocked her for her tears until he had suddenly been overcome with the strangest sensation of water going up his nose. The rest had gotten the point to leave the twins alone after that.
A snort just outside the tent flap brought a wave of guilt for neglecting Niamh, but the Strider seemed to understand Dinah's overwhelming need to tend to her brother. At least, she hoped so.
"It'll be over soon, I promise. Hai, you're doing better than I did. You're stronger than this, I know you are." The words sounded like annoying platitudes no matter how much she felt they were truthful. Gods, hurry up and fix this!
There was only one thing she could do to help ease things, and even that was far from truly helpful. If she'd been more practiced, if she could add air to her command she could have done it properly. As it was, Dinah closed her eyes and let a breath flow slowly through her. It always seemed easier to do when she was more active, uncaring in the amount of djed she pulled from herself in the form of res, balancing precariously around how much she needed versus the amount that could damage her. But here, now, she needed control.
Dinah could feel the effect before it ever manifested, the res tracing down her arms, following the veins close to the surface in a near-black ooze. Her mother and sister always seemed to have much more delicate visualizations, but Dinah's often reminded her of some form of cursed blood in the way it worked its way through her. No matter how it appeared, it still did the trick as she willed just a few drops of the substance through her skin to her fingertips. A soft blow of her lips, entirely unnecessary but done on instinct transformed the thick substance into the clear and far more agreeable looking water that gently dripped from her hands to Zhol's forehead.
She gently wiped the liquid across his skin and used her hand to fan it, once more angry that she had no control over the temperature at which the water formed with. It was never hot, thank the gods, but when you wanted a cold compress and only could make something that kept with the same temperature as the air around it, it was downright infuriating. Still, it was cooler than his flushed skin and she supposed that was something. A small kindness she could offer, one that didn't nearly equal out all that Dinah felt she owed her twin.
Dinah knew it was going to be like this. Or, at least something like this, when she had heard that their mother was going to be initiating Zhol into reimancy much the way she had done for Dinah the year prior. The process was never pleasant and the recovery was awful, but where Dinah had vague recollections of impossible cold gripping her and refusing to let go, her twin was burning up. The fever had persisted for a handful of days now and while her brother suffered, Dinah had refused to leave his side. If their mother had been around she may have been able to pry herself away, but as it was the woman had left with the promise of returning for their birthday. She was late, and Dinah was starting to feel a slow forming anger towards that fact no matter how much she loved the woman who had birthed them.
That creeping rage was fully secondary to everything else she was experiencing, icing over the back of her mind while all attention was directed towards Zhol. She sat next to the cot he hadn't really left since returning from his initiation, in the same place she had been as well, clinging to her brother's hand as he drifted in and out of consciousness. He was better than he had been by far, but still she worried.
"Hang in there, okay?" Dinah whispered as she reached out and put her palm to his forehead. At least she wasn't begging him not to die on her anymore. Their eldest brother had mocked her for her tears until he had suddenly been overcome with the strangest sensation of water going up his nose. The rest had gotten the point to leave the twins alone after that.
A snort just outside the tent flap brought a wave of guilt for neglecting Niamh, but the Strider seemed to understand Dinah's overwhelming need to tend to her brother. At least, she hoped so.
"It'll be over soon, I promise. Hai, you're doing better than I did. You're stronger than this, I know you are." The words sounded like annoying platitudes no matter how much she felt they were truthful. Gods, hurry up and fix this!
There was only one thing she could do to help ease things, and even that was far from truly helpful. If she'd been more practiced, if she could add air to her command she could have done it properly. As it was, Dinah closed her eyes and let a breath flow slowly through her. It always seemed easier to do when she was more active, uncaring in the amount of djed she pulled from herself in the form of res, balancing precariously around how much she needed versus the amount that could damage her. But here, now, she needed control.
Dinah could feel the effect before it ever manifested, the res tracing down her arms, following the veins close to the surface in a near-black ooze. Her mother and sister always seemed to have much more delicate visualizations, but Dinah's often reminded her of some form of cursed blood in the way it worked its way through her. No matter how it appeared, it still did the trick as she willed just a few drops of the substance through her skin to her fingertips. A soft blow of her lips, entirely unnecessary but done on instinct transformed the thick substance into the clear and far more agreeable looking water that gently dripped from her hands to Zhol's forehead.
She gently wiped the liquid across his skin and used her hand to fan it, once more angry that she had no control over the temperature at which the water formed with. It was never hot, thank the gods, but when you wanted a cold compress and only could make something that kept with the same temperature as the air around it, it was downright infuriating. Still, it was cooler than his flushed skin and she supposed that was something. A small kindness she could offer, one that didn't nearly equal out all that Dinah felt she owed her twin.
"Pavi" | "Common" | "Tukant"