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... 29th of Fall, 514av
... 29th of Fall, 514av
The last thing any sane, rational person would want to do after a long day of work, a hot bath, a good meal with a friend, and a slow walk back to their room at a bell or two later than it should have been, would be to do anything but fall asleep; especially if their schedule for the next few days promised an exact repeat. So it was with some measure of doubt, if only for her own good, that Khara had begun to wonder if she may have lost her mind somewhere along the way. After all, the Chiet had promised herself she would wait until Market Day she didn't have work to start on the next phase of her project. That too, was what a person who had thought things out would do. There was always the possibility of needing something else, something she hadn't thought of, and if it was Market Day the girl could simply have gone sprinting from her room to go get it - but it wasn't, and she couldn't and that wasn't for another eleven days at best anyway.
It was late, she was tired and sore and sleep really was the only thing she needed, but her mind refused to calm and Khara wasn't about to spend another restless evening staring at the darkened ceiling of her room trying to remember everything she thought of. She had to get it out of her head. Permanently.
No sooner than she entered her room and shut the door, however, that it was the first problem and oversight was noted. The halls of the Darniva Commonrooms had some measure of light source, even this late in the evening, enough that a small glow crept in under her door that always seemed to give just enough light to keep her from stumbling into the few pieces of furniture she had been given. Her room, unfortunately, had nothing. Khara hadn't thought to purchase a lamp, or even candles among the assortment of other items she had picked up on the twentieth. Of course not, you were going to wait. Remember?
A small sound escaped her throat, not quite a groan but somehow managed to convey all the uncertainty she felt while standing in the near darkness. It was followed by a small huff of defiant annoyance as her decision was made. What if someone asks what you're doing? No one's going to ask what I'm doing. What if he comes along and asks what you're doing? He isn't going to, shut up. The last two words of her internal dialog were punctuated as she flung her door open, letting in the meager light from the hall.
"I'm not doing anything wrong," Khara grumbled to herself. It had to be the exact opposite, actually. If anything she was bettering herself for the benefit of others. It wasn't like she was the only one who was going to get anything out of her figuring this whole thing out. You really think the hunters are going to care? You're not that clev- Stop that.
Another sigh of annoyance, more with herself than the actual situation, passed from the corner of her lips, blowing a stray piece of hair from where it had fallen in front of her eyes. Khara watched as it settled before shoving it aside with her hand, tucking the offending piece behind her ear before she took the all-too-short trip back across her room to where the more tattered of the two backpacks she now owned sat on top of the trunk at the foot of her bed. A few objects were removed and set on the floor: a book borrowed from The Enclave on various animal prints, a small vial of ink that she handled with an overabundance of care, a rather plain feather that had been sharpened at the end to a point, and lastly a small book that while had seen better days still remained blank as the day it was bound together.
The backpack was pulled aside as the trunk itself was finally opened and Khara reached inside and pulled out a handful of linen, cut into various side strips and of numerous color. With a small smile she turned to begin moving everything to the small table that always seemed to go unused in the corner of her room, but the expression fell as she saw it was cast into shadow. Oh sure, she could have moved it but that would have probably required moving other objects within the room and then she would have to reorganize later again and...
Her eyes fell to the stone floor where the stream of light was, although pitiful, brightest. You sure you don't want to wait? The Chiet shook her head back and forth quickly, enough to dislodge the stand of hair once more. She glared at it out of the corner of her eye, considered taking her new knife to it, and settled for once more shoving it out of the way. No, she'd waited long enough and if she had to another few days Khara was certain that her head might quite literally erupt from keeping it all in.
With a bit of a huff, and a twinge of sore muscles, the teen let herself drop to the floor, sitting so she faced the open doorway. She pulled the items over to her one by one and finally opened the blank book she had purchased. It wasn't going to be much of a journal, she supposed. Sure someone could get an idea of her life from it, but it wasn't for other people, after all. It was going to be for her, a reference guide for when she needed it, notes to help her remember, and anything else useful she could think of. And it was all going to start with tonight.
It was late, she was tired and sore and sleep really was the only thing she needed, but her mind refused to calm and Khara wasn't about to spend another restless evening staring at the darkened ceiling of her room trying to remember everything she thought of. She had to get it out of her head. Permanently.
No sooner than she entered her room and shut the door, however, that it was the first problem and oversight was noted. The halls of the Darniva Commonrooms had some measure of light source, even this late in the evening, enough that a small glow crept in under her door that always seemed to give just enough light to keep her from stumbling into the few pieces of furniture she had been given. Her room, unfortunately, had nothing. Khara hadn't thought to purchase a lamp, or even candles among the assortment of other items she had picked up on the twentieth. Of course not, you were going to wait. Remember?
A small sound escaped her throat, not quite a groan but somehow managed to convey all the uncertainty she felt while standing in the near darkness. It was followed by a small huff of defiant annoyance as her decision was made. What if someone asks what you're doing? No one's going to ask what I'm doing. What if he comes along and asks what you're doing? He isn't going to, shut up. The last two words of her internal dialog were punctuated as she flung her door open, letting in the meager light from the hall.
"I'm not doing anything wrong," Khara grumbled to herself. It had to be the exact opposite, actually. If anything she was bettering herself for the benefit of others. It wasn't like she was the only one who was going to get anything out of her figuring this whole thing out. You really think the hunters are going to care? You're not that clev- Stop that.
Another sigh of annoyance, more with herself than the actual situation, passed from the corner of her lips, blowing a stray piece of hair from where it had fallen in front of her eyes. Khara watched as it settled before shoving it aside with her hand, tucking the offending piece behind her ear before she took the all-too-short trip back across her room to where the more tattered of the two backpacks she now owned sat on top of the trunk at the foot of her bed. A few objects were removed and set on the floor: a book borrowed from The Enclave on various animal prints, a small vial of ink that she handled with an overabundance of care, a rather plain feather that had been sharpened at the end to a point, and lastly a small book that while had seen better days still remained blank as the day it was bound together.
The backpack was pulled aside as the trunk itself was finally opened and Khara reached inside and pulled out a handful of linen, cut into various side strips and of numerous color. With a small smile she turned to begin moving everything to the small table that always seemed to go unused in the corner of her room, but the expression fell as she saw it was cast into shadow. Oh sure, she could have moved it but that would have probably required moving other objects within the room and then she would have to reorganize later again and...
Her eyes fell to the stone floor where the stream of light was, although pitiful, brightest. You sure you don't want to wait? The Chiet shook her head back and forth quickly, enough to dislodge the stand of hair once more. She glared at it out of the corner of her eye, considered taking her new knife to it, and settled for once more shoving it out of the way. No, she'd waited long enough and if she had to another few days Khara was certain that her head might quite literally erupt from keeping it all in.
With a bit of a huff, and a twinge of sore muscles, the teen let herself drop to the floor, sitting so she faced the open doorway. She pulled the items over to her one by one and finally opened the blank book she had purchased. It wasn't going to be much of a journal, she supposed. Sure someone could get an idea of her life from it, but it wasn't for other people, after all. It was going to be for her, a reference guide for when she needed it, notes to help her remember, and anything else useful she could think of. And it was all going to start with tonight.
"Nari" | "Common" | "Pavi"