Aventis slit his eyes at the girl, his chest pounding beneath his clothing. He wasn’t as tired as the girl he had been fighting, who looked about ready to explode, but tired nonetheless. A moment ago he would have considered calling Vanessa’s bluff, tightening his stance, perhaps attacking her. Perhaps continuing the battle. But Vanessa… She seemed honest. Trusting. Aventis should ask the same of himself to accept it from her.
Slowly, Aventis lowered his fists to his sides, his actions and thoughts weighed down with a heavy and cautious trepidation, unsure of the truth in Vanessa’s words. He wrapped his cloak tighter around his torso with his arms hidden beneath its folds, watching the girl carefully as she approached the Eypharian. It seemed harmless, benevolent, so why did his trepidation linger? Why was he still suspicious of the girl? It felt… Strange. Unnatural and alien. Being near her, that is. It gave him the strangest sense of… Of what? He didn’t quite know. It was uneasy, unnerving. It was quite possible that Vanessa was someone he’d want to avoid. But something about her made him think otherwise.
Carefully, Aventis reached out and shook the hand Vanessa had offered a moment ago. She was… pleasant. Unfortunately so. The situation had succeeded in making the squire uncomfortable within mere ticks, and the contact did little to reassure his scruples.
With the fight concluded, Aventis couldn’t help but feel surprised that Utis had not intended something less than expected, or at least had not yet revealed ulterior motives. It was… Unlike him. Of course a pleasant and welcomed turn of events, and yet here he was, feeling butterflies the size of bats in his stomach, fists sore from impact and mouth dry from loss of proper diction, not sure whether or not he actually enjoyed the sensation that came with Vanessa’s company. It was hard to tell. And while Aventis stood there with what was most likely the dumbest face he had yet to make. Quickly he realized he had been standing in the same spot for the length of his small mental filibuster gripping the girl’s hand, debating to himself the option of leaving when, in fact, he had the option to leave now. He had the option to end the encounter.
So why did he yet stay?
Under any other circumstance, he would’ve stayed, he would’ve considered this peculiar sensation of hesitance to leave and trepidation to stay that he couldn’t quite explain with common words, but now he was afraid. He feared both leaving and staying, but he feared staying and submitting to his stubborn insistence to stay. The battle was done. He didn’t need to stay. And this girl - Vanessa - was… Strange. And Aventis didn’t much want to explore the reasons of his unusual emotion, at least not with her present.
“... Thank you for… For the training, Vanessa.” He blurted, jerking his hand back from her own quickly, stepping back from her and towards the exit. “I, uh… I need to go… Go do rounds. Have a nice day,”
And with that he dashed from the area, as if a child had held the hand of his crush and was too skittish to stay and talk, rather to run and smile to himself later on. As soon as the girl was out of sight, the squire stood by himself, singular, alone, and comfortable. He held out his hand - the one that had shook with her’s - out before him, examining it closely, and all seemed in order, but he wiped the palm against his heavy cloak as he moved it back to his side. Inhaling deeply, the squire did his best to regain his calm, which was somewhat difficult. No matter. He could go on some rounds, now. He could go on some rounds and forget this ever happened. That sounds nice… Just… Forget this ever happened. Forget this ever happened…
And with that, Aventis collected his thoughts, walked forward, and forgot the girl with the raven black hair.