65th of Winter
Day - Forest
Elara was blowing off steam by running in the woods- she had no where else to go that was vaguely comforting. She had no loved ones here- only her cat, which didn't count. Cats couldn't talk and be sympathetic. They didn't understand if she said, "Another Avora was trying to have a fling with me earlier.. He doesn't even know me.." The cat would merely meow and try to move her hand for more petting, knowing the petting helped Elara calm down. She let out a breathy sigh, absorbed in her thoughts. How was she ever going to live here? She got along with no one it seemed- partially her fault, she knew. She wasn't exactly charming- she was more run your mouth off with insults with bits of sarcasm, which made most fear her.
She smiled faintly at the faces she'd done when she'd managed to insult everyone in the room and walk off- they wouldn't forget her. She did attempt to be nicer to some people, but eventually she managed to pull them away too. Another faint smile. Elara, daughter of Syna. People would've imagined children of the gods would be patient, but of course, she was the different one. Always the different one.
She kept aimlessly walking, the thought of hunting ignored. She could do it later- always later. If she didn't find anything, then she could simply lie and chalk it up to winter and promise she would get more next time. Elara, daughter of Syna, sarcastic, impatient, and also a liar. What was she and what had she changed into since she had left from Syna? She didn't even care about not giving foods to some people that needed it? She didn't even deserve much, did she? She was supposed to be giving.. She laughed,feeling slightly dizzy. She had to stand for awhile, she knew. She had these sometimes. A tree was near- it would be okay- she just needed to rest for a few moments. Suddenly, she tripped as she walked, falling into a bush head on.
A litany of curses sprung up in her head, quickly putting her hands down to not fall on the bush, and multiple stings were immeadiately felt, making her wince. Slowly, she moved her legs up to a better position, and slowly stood up, looking at her bloody hands, along with the dirt. Cautiously, she touched one, and pulled her hand back as soon as she felt the sting again, more blood coming out.
She had to go back. She couldn't possibly manage to fire a good arrow like this, could she? Shite. Shite shite SHITE. She had to get something at least, right..? No. Hopefully they would understand, but that didn't stop her shame of doing nothing. The Inartans had helped her, and in return she got them food. She simply shook her head, aware that she was suddenly crying like a twat. Her lip curled, looking back at the way she came, and slowly went the way back to the mountain, attempting to rein in back her mind and berating herself for paying no attention.
( OOC: I hope that's good enough, lol.. Sorry if it sucks. )