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Considered one of the most mysterious cities in Mizahar, Alvadas is called The City of Illusions. It is the home of Ionu and the notorious Inverted. This city sits on one of the main crossroads through The Region of Kalea.

Djeod Daladaeq

Postby Vizayas on May 4th, 2015, 10:17 pm

Late Summer, 507

Djeod Daladaeq


The wooden floorboards moaned and shook, creaking as Vizayas followed in the footsteps of someone important to him. The candlelit shadow-filled halls were familiar to him, as was the dusty air that pricked at his senses in regular intervals. Today, his mother was going to teach him something, and these were exciting times for him. Moments that would later become some of his best memories would soon be fostered. Of course, he didn't know that at the time, but none-the-less he was giddy to have the chance.

The woman, much taller than he was for Vizayas was but a child with long bangs and ridiculously poofy hair, warranting the ire of every other child who thought it to be so - she stopped at the entrance to her office. She grabbed a burning candle from the wall with her right hand, holding it carefully in front of her and casting her shadow upon Vizayas as he followed. "Your father made something for just the occasion." Vizayas' mother said with a smile, pushing her shoulder into the door as her arm raised towards the knob, spindly fingers grasping and turning it. Vizayas heard the click of the door giving way, the wood following with a noise most sharp and filled with disdain. He didn't like the sound a creaky old door made.

The office was eearily darkm pitch black even despite the open window. The candles weren't lit. It was dusty, just like any other place in their home. In fact, Vizayas often complained of the dust stinging his lungs if he stayed home too long, since they rarely let him out into the world. He never thought of these sad things though, for he was most often in the moment and thinking of the possibilities to come rather than time ill spent. His mother ventured into the office, and Vizayas stood at the doorway. They didn't like when he was in there unattended, even if he would often sneak into it when they were both away.

"You can come in, my dear." Her voice sounded in his direction, carrying a cheery tone. She turned towards the wall and lit a candle, then set hers down upon a tray on the large oak desk Vizayas' father had made. "Have a seat." She said, leaning over the table and shuffling through an assortment of parchment. "I want you to read something." The air slowed the descent of the paper she yanked out of the pile, placing it upon the desk and in fron of the chair. Vizayas looked to his mother, then approached. He was to read something? He liked to read.

She pulled out the chair for him as he maneuvered his way around it. It was an uncomfortable wooden chair, but it had a single dreary cushion placed upon it. He briefly glanced at it for spiders before he risked his rear on such a dangerous surface. Plopping down into the chair, he leaned forward and dug his heels into the ground to pull the chair forward so he was closer to the desk. Looking at his mother for a brief moment - she had a passive enthusiastic gaze that he could feel upon his skin, he pulled the parchment forward and set his eyes upon it, beginning to read.

But his eyebrows arched in surprise. The text was not in common, it was in the language he had been practicing with his mother, the ancient tongue she called it. Nader Canoch. It was sometimes frustrating to read on paper, he had a much easier time understanding it when it was spoken. Placing his finger upon the page, he read the language aloud, trying to make sure it sounded right by this comparison. "You-student good are." He said aloud, careful to punctuate the words properly as his mother listened. He connected the words to praise, wondering if a reward was in his future. His birthday was approaching soon, after all.
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Postby Vizayas on May 4th, 2015, 10:19 pm

"You-", he paused, there was a word he didn't know yet on the paper. "Da-jee-odd." He looked to his mother, who laughed. She was waiting for his confusion, and he knew that she liked to play games with him. Mockery was common in Vizayas' family. "Djeod." She said, in Nader Canoch. She switched to explain the meaning in the language he was more familiar with. "Djed, in common." Vizayas smiled, masking the blush that made him want to laugh with her. She had an exuberant personality when she was having fun.

Vizayas returned his attention to the writing, now having the required information to continue. "You-djed learn about." He said with confidence, tracing his finger to the next line. What was this 'Djed'? He was curious. He was learning about it. His mother, teaching him about it. "Djed-life is." Short phrases continued down the page. "Djed-power is. Gods-djed are. Djed-thought is. Djed..." The next two phrases put everything above together. It sounded a bit fantastical to him, but he kept reading along, starting from the beginning of the last phrase. "Djed-family power is. Power-shape change to. Power-protect-us." He now knew that Djed is something related to the power of his family. To change shapes, to protect. It was strange. He read out loud the last line. "Around-turn." Turn around. His stomach sank, what did this all mean?

If he turned around, what would be there waiting for him? He slowly turned in his chair, and the form that entered his view sent a chill down his spine. A knot in his throat formed, and his eyes widened. "Mom?" He asked. He couldn't help but say it in a scared tone. There, before him, naked with her back turned to him, stood spread-eagle his mother. The terrifying things about it though were the feathers upon her arms that seemed to glow in the candlelight, and down her spine. Her head was bent forward, and she had feathers congealing into the tailfeathers of a bird. Her legs, they were thin and bony with bird-like toes adorned with talons. She looked like a raven, and she looked like she could take flight. Vizayas was so terrified, he almost wished that she would.

"Do not fear djed." His mother spoke, turning her side to him. Taking a glance at her face, he saw that she had wide, avian eyes that pierced into his being, and a curved beak perfect for rending flesh. Vizayas stood from his chair, finding it tough to formulate words. "Morphing is the power to change the shape of your djed." She said again. "I am going to teach you this." Vizayas propped his back against the wall, sinking into a sitting position on the floor as his heart raced. A sheer look of disbelief on his face.

"Y-you're a monster." Vizayas said, conflicted and reeling with confusion. Torn between fear and love for his mother, he immediately regretted the words. His thoughts turned to the past, remembering his face. I'll still love her. I'll still love her. No matter how terrified I am of her. I have to love her. His mind raced, telling himself to be come. He sort of shut himself down, trying to escape the moment into his mind. He raised his head up against the wall, grimacing toward the ceiling.

"But you're my mother." The words escaped like needles piercing his heart.

His mother began to walk forward, silent except for the claws that rattled on the wood floor. She too pressed her form against the wall and slid down to sit beside him. "I am as I always have been." She assured him. "I merely look different. Just like the illusions you see every day.
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Postby Vizayas on May 5th, 2015, 5:57 am

It was a dilemma tough to swallow, but he was beginning to understand her. He still didn't want to speak, but he focused on clearing his mind of all the distrust, the malice. To look upon her for who she was, not who she appeared to be. Finally, he lowered his head and looked at the so-called monster before him. She had the form of a bird, but she was still herself. He insisted that she was. It could be something good, he just had to see it that way.

She began to speak again. "This was a gift from my mother, this knowledge. As it was a gift to me, it will be a gift to you. I will teach you how. Clear your mind, Vizayas. Close your eyes." Darkness overcame him as he obeyed, eyes shutting tight. He was conflicted about learning such things, but he would learn. He would learn this for her. As he had cleared his mind before, he began to do so again. His heart slowed the fast rhythm that had become normal for these past few chimes. His breathing became more relaxed. Over the next chime, he became less tense.

When he cracked his eyes open again, his mother stood before him fully clothed. Her skin was fair as usual. She was human again, no longer part beast, or was she always human? She chuckled heartily, showing upon her face a great amusement. "When I am done teaching you, there will be a time when you learn to be a quick dresser - just like your mother." Done with her chiding, she fell to the floor in a sitting position and let her hair fall back with a roll of her neck. "Shall we continue, my darling?"

Vizayas slowly picked himself up off the floor, not quite feeling well at the same level as her at the moment. He felt weak, violated. Such a great part of him had become so much more unknown. He carried himself to the chair, deliberating on his next words carefully. "I will continue." He muttered. He looked to be positively defeated.

Vizayas' mother let out a drawn out, consoling 'aww' sound as she walked over to him. "We are just getting started. You should cheer up. You know, I was just as scared as you were when I first learned this. My mother - she turned into a turtle." She ended her last word in the most amusing tone. Vizayas couldn't help but smile, snorting. Turtle was such a funny word, especially the way she said it.

"Now where were we..." Vizayas' mother said with a questioning tone, pressing her index finger and thumb to her chin and squinting. By now, Vizayas was sufficiently motivated. He wasn't quite over the events, but they were now far more normal to him now. "Ah yes, djed." She said. "Do you remember what that paper said about it?"

Vizayas wasn't expecting a question, a strategically placed one to get him in the talkative mood. His expression turned quizzical, reflecting back on the Nader Canoch that had been written for him. He was told that djed is power, gods, thought. He had an idea now, how to respond. "Djed is everything?" It was a simple answer, but a loud clapping behind him followed, along with that laugh which was now starting to get tiring even as a son to its owner.

"Correct!" She scrambled off the floor. "Djed is in everything. That table, your wonderful eyes. It can be harnessed, you can tell your djed to change by force of will. Your djed belongs to you, and nobody else. Djed comes in countless forms. Djed, djed, djed..." She trailed off, carrying a tune as she did. She rested her arms on the back of the chair, against the back of Vizayas' neck. "Djed is the language of the world..." She whispered into his ear, sensually, darkly. "You can alter the mind, the body, the soul. Yourself, another, or the world around you. Your little imagination is the limit. Ahh..." She breathed.

Vizayas processed everything, reflecting upon the words she spoke. His mother was acting strange. Of course, this wasn't the first time she got like this. Maybe she was a monster? No, no... she's just misunderstood. Understand her. Try. You have to, Vizayas. "Why are you acting that way?" He asked, expecting swift repercussions. However, punishment did not come. Instead, more information poured from her lips.

She retreated away from him. Vizayas craned his neck to look at her and take in the scene before him. "Djed is like a drug. It's addictive. Play with it, you can't stop." She twirled in place, spinning and spinning. "You can't stop, until it hurts. But then it's too late." Her words went in and out of tone with her motion. Spinning, spinning forevermore she didn't stop. "You still want mooore." She stopped spinning, reeling in a daze. She fell to the floor in a pile of limbs. Vizayas stood from his chair and scrambled over to his mother, kneeling upon the floor with her. He was worried now. "Let this be a lesson." She said, her voice muffled as she spoke into the dirty floor. "Do not abuse this gift, or it will abuse you."
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Postby Vizayas on May 5th, 2015, 4:32 pm

She suddenly sat up, leaning with her hands splayed out behind her back and looking at Vizayas with a reassuring smile. Vizayas took a step backwards - was she fine? "I was having a bit of fun there." She admitted. Vizayas arched his eyebrow as he gave her the look of surprise and confusion. "I'm playing with you. I am perfectly sane, but I'm trying to teach you a lesson. Magic is dangerous. I gave you a taste of what you can expect if you go too far. Those feelings I instilled in you, remember them. They will guide you on the right path. She made Vizayas go deep inside his own mind to reflect upon what this all meant. He was beginning to understand the danger of what she was trying to teach him. But mostly, he was relieved that his mother wasn't a lunatic.

"I understand. Take drugs, but not too many so that I don't lose myself." Vizayas said.

"No, no, no. Don't take drugs. Magic is like a drug in that it's addictive and harmful. Drugs aren't a proper exchange of djed. All they do is take. Magic, it -gives- and takes. Every time you change yourself, injure yourself, or use your djed, it's changing. You will be losing bits and pieces of it. If you learn to understand this, you will be fine." She leaned forward and pushed off the ground to stand on her feet again. She put her hand on Vizayas' shoulder, looking into his eyes. He diverted them, looking away due to the power her gaze carried. "Never use magic as a plaything." She said. "Ionu will tell you otherwise, but such a creature is an old fool that takes delight in people moving their minds from this world to the next. You should still respect Ionu, for Ionu can help you along your hard times. Without Ionu's blessing, life will become more difficult in the city you live in, Alvadas. Do you understand?"

Vizayas took his eyes off the wall and looked her straight in the eyes. "Yes." He said. He was starting to learn more about this magic, to understand it. Djed was the beginning and the end of everything, it's everywhere. You use your own djed, parts of your being, for magic. You lose this djed, so be careful not to use too much. "Do I get more djed?" He asked.

She stood up fully. "Now we're talking!" She said. "Slowly, yes. As you grow, your body grows in mass. Whenever you eat things, your body absorbs it. That's more djed. Your soul gets new information in the form of djed, but it grows much slower. What part of your mind and body the magic takes is different for every discipline. Morphing, which I will now begin to teach you, will take away pieces of your self image, sometimes your memory. You can stretch your limits too far and your djed will snap, breaking your body in the process."

"It's called Morphing, that thing you do where you become that... thing?" He asked. She gave him a sincere nod. "But, I don't want to lose myself. Why would I learn this if I'm just setting myself up to lose myself in the future?" Another question, this time more thought out. Like her lesson on djed, this was all a lot to take in. They were moving very fast through this. This whole thing just seemed foreign to him, archaic. Dangerous.
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Postby Vizayas on May 5th, 2015, 4:35 pm

"You don't need to worry about that, at first. As long as you are careful, you can manage the consequences and not go into what they call 'overgiving', what mages call giving too much djed and hurting themselves as a result. Just don't give in to those nagging thoughts at the back of your mind begging you to give more of yourself to magic. They are called 'Sweet Whispers', and they can be difficult to resist. Stay pure, become faithful in a god that frowns on such things and they might give you the strength, the support to overcome. Some people need this later in life, but I never have."

Sweet Whispers... they didn't sound so nefarious. He would take his mother's word to heart on this though. "Alright, so Morphing...how do I learn it? Do I have to do some kind of ritual?" He knew full well how bizarre magic happened to be, even this young. Stories of dangerous and profane rituals had reached his ears in the gossip of the street on some nights. He wasn't about to become the butt of these stories in a negative light.

The only response from his mother was another laugh, followed by a sigh of relief. "Uhh, no. Morphing is a bit more difficult to learn than that. If all it took was a ritual, more people would have learned it by now. You need to separate mind from body. This requires weeks of fasting and meditation for most, it's a bit of a journey. I'll help you through it, teach you about it. I'll support you along the way, but it's different for everyone. I got it in only a few days, but your grandmother, it took her months. Years before she was any good at it. If you're young though, it's easier to learn and change."

"Well, it's a good thing I'm young then." Vizayas said, smiling despite the repetitiveness of it. Fasting, meditation. He hadn't done a whole lot of these things, and it was tough to wrap his head around the concept. He was beginning to grasp the idea, though. Separate your mind and body, so you can look upon your body with your mind and change it as you wish. "So it's like molding clay, but with your mind?" He asked, trying to relate it to something more familiar.

"Sort of." She said. "It's more about thinking of a concept in your mind, some creature that you know well, and becoming it. Most will accomplish this by imagining different parts of the creature, going from the head down to the feet, the feet to the head, or the arms towards the chest and the rest of the body. Talented morphers can do this in an instant. It takes me a few ticks. For a beginner like you, chimes of focus and meditation once you know how."

"Concept of a creature, one part of your body at a time. So, I have to study creatures to become them? I can't just think about being a bird and becoming one? I have to visualize it in my mind, all the details, like the feathers and the beak?" Vizayas had questions of his own now. He was really getting into it.

"The concept you become is called a model." She said. "I only have a few, they are tough to remember. You build this model in your mind as you study a creature. Get up close if you can. You can study the parts of different creatures to become more familiar with them, and you can even become a creature with just a glance. Doing that, however, is slower. You will also make more mistakes. Having a model to think about makes it easier."
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Postby Vizayas on May 5th, 2015, 4:36 pm

She continued to explain further. "For a raven, you need to study every single part of the body. The iris and color of their eyes, how they look around with them. The length and purpose of each and every feather, how these feathers interact with the wind. The beak, how it curves ever so slightly and how the nostrils feed scents through it to the head. The little black tongue. The bony legs and how they connect to the body. The long and curving talons and their purpose. Also, how the muscles move the feathers and the body, how they move those powerful wings up and down to lift it through the air."

Vizayas listened to her listing things off one by one as best he could, but she kept going after a slight pause. "And that's not all. You have to learn to use this form to move around, to use it's senses, even instincts if you're good enough. Flying is no small task. Birds don't fly all day, they spend a lot of time in the trees. Many of them die trying to learn to fly. Of course, you aren't a bird brain so that shouldn't happen if you're careful."

Vizayas understood every word. He enjoyed thinking about this now, he finally wanted to give this a try. It was smart, scientific even. He was always curious about nature, this gave him even more reasons to go out and watch the birds. "So a model is almost everything about a creature, memorized and stored within your memories. Once you have this model, you need to learn how to move like that creature. It doesn't come naturally to you like walking."

His mother walked around him, snatching the cushion off the chair and throwing it to the floor. "Yes, and now that you're sufficiently informed, I'm going to the market since the sun is beginning to rise. You can start meditating now, cross your legs and keep your back straight. Relax, let your mind become an entity of it's own. That's the best way I can explain it. Don't be afraid to let sleep take you if you're tired."

Vizayas glanced at the window, and he saw faint blue light decorating the sky, and the faintest sliver of orange above the rooftops across the street. He returned his attention to his mother. "Okay, I'm going to try and learn this. What's for dinner, by the way? I'm starving...' He indeed felt the pains of hunger when he realized how much time had gone by.

"You're going to be fasting, silly. I don't need to feed you anything. If you want to learn this, that's how you have to do it. Just drink lots of water." She said. With that, she walked through the room and snuffed out the candles with her finger before leaving the office without another word. It was dark, but there was just enough light to see. "Very well then, guess I'll start this meditating business." He said to himself.

He got on his knees and positioned the cushion so that it would be facing the doorway, then he moved forward and sat upon it, crossing his legs. He kept his back straight as he was advised. Closing his eyes, he began the arduous process of clearing his mind and trying to sort himself out. He was going to learn Morphing. His mind was drawn to what he had learned today, so it was difficult.

He continued to try and relax, to let his thoughts drift to the back of his consciousness. But it was difficult. It's going to take weeks, he told himself. He had plenty of time, this wasn't a race. For now, he just had to make progress as best he could. He continued this process for the next few minutes, trying to separate his mind from his body but losing a bit of his consciousness with every chime. He was growing tired, he had stayed up all night. All that was left was one thought - sleep.

His mind faded into Nysel's realm, and his body slumped forward, asleep.
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Djeod Daladaeq

Postby Fable on May 6th, 2015, 10:46 pm

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    Observation +4
    Intelligence +2
    Meditation +2
    Socialization +5
    Investigation +5
    Rhetoric +2
    Tactics +1
    Organization +1
Lores
    Djed: Everything
    Djed: Constantly Changing
    Djed: Building Blocks of Magic
    Djed: Replenished Through Eating
    Magic Can Be Addictive
    Magic Is Not a Toy
    Overgiving: Sweet Whispers
    Dangers of Overgiving
    Morphing Tactics: Head to Feet
    Morphing Tactics: Feet to Head
    Morphing Tactics: Arms to Body
    Morphing: The Process of Change
    Morphing: Initiation
    Morphing: A Loss of Identity
    Morphing: Shifting the Shape of Djed
    Morphing: Models
    Morphing: Creating a Model
    Meditation: Mother's Proper Posture
    Meditation: Relaxation of Mind and Body
    Fasting: Drink Water
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    So just a note on Nader Canoch, while Djeod was a very old form of the now written "Djed", it was during the very very early stages of the language. It would be unlikely for a nuit from the Alahean empire to know, let alone a woman in a family of morphers in Alvadas. If you want to take the time to research the language to the farthest extents of its history, this lore would be something that you might potentially be able to find. Otherwise, please use "Djed". Another note, "Djed" is Nader Canoch; there isn't a really a Common equivalent.
    Interesting little lesson! His mother strikes me as a little bundle of carefully controlled crazy (even if she isn't), and her method of teaching is very "Alvadas" to me.
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