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Noah's still recovering from his wolf bite. Elann, acting as a caretaker of sorts, pays him a visit while he wallows in self-pity.

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[Traveler's Row] The Caged Bird

Postby Noah Amuel on November 11th, 2015, 6:34 am

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Her sudden answer took Noah aback. His eyes faltered as she avoided his gaze, falling to glance at the floor. He gripped the shaving kit’s case tighter as he tensed with a tinge of nervousness. The tone she used wasn’t the gentle, cheerful, and pure one she usually possessed. It was subtle, but the sternness was there, detectable since he knew her voice so well. Needless to say he took the warning, pushing unnecessary questions of her out of his mind. She wanted him to shave and so he would do that without fuss.

Her help was much appreciated. Even with her short stature, she was proving to be an extension of Noah’s own hands. The limping Kelvic followed her back into his bedroom and back to his wardrobe where she had placed the waterbasin atop. She was a little saint resting beside his dresser for him to begin his once usual routine.

Noah set the shaving kit on top of the dresser, unlatched it, and skimmed over the contents briefly. Once he settled that all his necessary tools were there he found his old, cracked mirror, a square piece of reflective glass, that he position between two of his baubles at an angle that allowed him to see himself. He recalled dropping the piece of glass a long time ago and not bothering to get a new one or to have it repaired. He didn’t even know if you could have mirrors repaired. It wasn’t as if it had a handle or anything to hold it by in the first place. It was simple, an extension of his identity.

Before he began, he glanced at Elann, noting the way her blue orbs danced with the sunlight. While she spoke he opened his jar of cream and poured a decent amount into the jar’s top then splashed the bottom part of his face with water. He adored Elann’s tales about her homeland. He tried to place her back there in his mind, imagine how she would behave in her natural element surrounded by ‘her people’, as she would say. Frequently she told tales that held lessons in them and they were always about her once-home. Noah figured it was because there were so many memories to draw upon, all the easier to speak of a lesson when one’s been through it themselves.

He wet his brush in the waterbasin then swirled it in the cream, coating the boar hair end with white. He made the same circular motions on his face when he applied the cream to his stubble, cheeks, chin, upper lip, jowls. He made sure he had a nice coat of it on before continuing. “Are you saying I’ve lost my way?” he asked of her. He knew it was true himself, but he needed another opinion, an affirmation. Who better to give that opinion that his best friend?

Noah opened up his straight razor with a quick flick of his wrist, examined the blades edge with a careful gaze before applying it to his stubble, gently pressing as the blade slid across his face. Constantly he glanced at the cracked square mirror, checking himself as he shaved. “Should I find my old self or will I become someone new?” he questioned her quizzically for he could not decide himself.
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Postby Elann on November 11th, 2015, 7:08 am

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With anxiousness she watched him shave. She liked his clean face much more than this gruff exterior he had attained over the past few days or even weeks. She couldn't remember the last time he had shaved. Leaving him be to finish the job, she didn't fuss with anything anymore now that he was cleaning himself. He may not have realized it, but he seemed more like a human when he did human actions like this. There was something almost therapeutic in going about your normal routine, be it putting on your own underwear, pulling up your own pants, shaving, and going about putting on a shirt on your own.

"I don't know Noah..." she let out a little sigh, "Right now, I think you are torn in three pieces. One is the man I see before me, capable and strong, curious and kind; the other being the man who bonded with Caesarion; and the third being a beautiful Golden Eagle, soaring high in the clouds. I think right now you hurt in your heart from the bond that was broken, and your injury has kept you from not only being the man you are, but also the Eagle." she gave him a little smile, seeing his clean skin come forth as he shaved. "I can't say whether you will be a new man or the old one, but we can work on what we have. You are getting better every day, and soon, I know you'll feel the wind under your wings...and maybe on that day, you'll know the answer to that question."

With that she slowly moved to gently hug him on his side, careful not to put any additional pressure on his already weak leg, and doubly careful to keep away from the mess that was on his neck at the moment. Sliding from the embrace she beamed a grin to him and said after an intake of breath.

"I am going to make you some breakfast."


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Postby Noah Amuel on November 11th, 2015, 7:40 am

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He rinsed his blade in the water, considering her answer. Noah couldn’t help but believe that she was right; it wasn’t as if he had the answers himself. The past few weeks of his life had been riddled with anxiety and worry, anger and discomfort, pain as dull as his once vibrant eyes. All the feelings that he was feeling inside started to show themselves on his exterior, breaking through the delicate shell that was his skin, piercing through the veil that separated psyche from reality. He knew that he was breaking when, every morning, he’d see bags under his eyes, when he would wake in the middle of the night from terrors, sweating fear from his pores.

He had not told Elann of his night terrors, something told him that she already knew. She was not blind nor was she dumb. At times, she was as alert to his tacit clues as he was to a peaceful meadow hiding a hare. She didn’t prey on his blemishes though, she aimed to patch them, fix them, not cover them to be revealed once the makeup was wiped away. She was a fixer of the heart and soul. He was an ender of life, harbinger of animal souls. Noah concluded that, if left alone, he would be dead already. Not by his own acts, but lack thereof.

If Elann was right in that he’d find the answers to his questions when he was healed, then he hoped that he’d be able to go out and about sooner rather than later. His home, once another sanctuary within the cage that was Syliras, was becoming a prison itself. His only visitor was Elann and with her she brought glimpses of the world outside. Those glimpses were in the form of her cheerful voice, in her stories about her day, in the clothing she brought for him, the breakfast she cooked.

Her embrace was another surprise to him. Like her, it was gentle. The feel of her tunic brushing against his bareskin, the lingering scent of her smell, brought a certain sense of comfort to Noah. Out of the corner of his eye he caught her grin before she exclaimed that she would make him breakfast. Something his stomach thanked her for.

As she strode out of his room, Noah finished up. He rinsed off his straight razor, his brush, and replaced the lid back on the jar. The razor and the brush went back inside the case before it was relatched, then he splashed his face again, clearing it of the cream before whiping it clean. Curiously he ran his hand along his jawline. He had nearly forgotten the satisfaction of a good shave, a shave that bore no cuts, a clean shave. His skin was soft again. He missed it.

He put away his shaving kit and placed the towel in a laundry hamper to be cleaned later. Not surprisingly his hamper was near empty. The only time he really wore clothes was when Elann was over, even then she didn’t stay long enough for the clothes to warrant cleaning for he took them off soon as he was able.

Before he left his room he grabbed the shirt off the bed Elann had made for him. He did not want to show her disrespect by not wearing it, so he made note to put it on before he ate. If he kept it in his hands, it would be easier to remember to do so. Noah emerged from the room rubbing his free hand on his smooth face, searching the room for Elann. “What are you making?” he asked once he found her. He did not want to seem too eager but he was very hungry, no doubt she knew that too though.
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Postby Elann on November 11th, 2015, 8:00 am

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With a bit of a skip she moved out of the room. She had bought some foods that perhaps as an eagle kelvic he was not used to, but would help him maintain weight. She also bought some nice fatty cut steak that she was going to bread and try to cook up to the best of her ability. Coupled with some sausage, eggs, and whole milk, he would gain back some of that weight.

He would find her by the hearth, bent down on her knees, getting a fire going. The ember she made was placed in a bound tinder and then by beating the ember with wind, in no time she had a fire going. Could she set up a simple fire in a hearth? Yes, but make her do it out in the wilderness when it was raining? No she could not manage. His voice made her spin a tiny bit to look over her shoulder. His emergence from the room made her stand and smile. He looked good, like he used to, though perhaps a bit skinnier. It still brought a warm smile to her face.

"You look so good. Very clean." she said in a subtle Benshiran accent, ignoring his question for the moment. Shifting to move to put some wood on the flame, she answered him. "I am making you some meat. I brought some milk and bread with some jam to have on the side."

He didn't know it but she had actually bought peanuts and was going through the long arduous process of making him peanut butter. Getting enough to fill a jar though was hard work, and something she didn't have time for. In a day or so it would likely be done and then he could even make himself his own sandwiches; a goal she had established for him without his permission.

"I'm sure you're hungry. Do you want me to pour you a cup of milk while you wait?"

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Postby Noah Amuel on November 12th, 2015, 3:37 am

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Her smile and the compliment that followed it made Noah smile slightly in return. The smile wasn’t just to Elann though, it was to himself as well. Elann had said he looked good – it was something that he hadn’t believed for a while. It took Elann’s own voice to make him a believer of the statement. He supposed it was true enough and he wouldn’t argue it.

After that moment he stood inside the doorway, shirt held in his hand, as he watched Elann labor over the fire. When he saw her work like this for his own benefit there was always a twinge of guilt that clamped down on his conscience. It should be him starting the fire either for her or for himself. He wanted to apologize for her having to do it, but her second bout of speech didn’t allow it. Plus, she would not like his constant apologizing, he knew that much.

Instead of complaining about her assistance he muttered another thank you. Noah moved to his sofa. While it wasn’t new, it wasn’t old either. If anything it had hardly been touched since he got it put in his home. Through his injury is the most that it had been sat on or laid upon. Noah was very gentle to his furniture, not by choice, but because his bed was the only thing he needed. He was perfectly content with the small room he had before he upgraded his lease to a simple, double room flat. He did it out of consideration for Elann and other friends he had hoped to make long ago. He wanted them to have a place to congregate, somewhere where they could laugh and talk without his bedroom being an open exhibit for display. This apartment gave him the space for friends to hang about, but the apartment did not give him the friends he needed to fill the space. Elann was the only body that regularly sat upon his couch. The only one to allow Noah to recognize his vision, albeit a lighter version.

Elann’s offer of milk was a kind gesture but the white liquid that came from cows wasn’t exactly something Noah was fond of. Mead or ale, sure, water even moreso, but milk? He shook his head. “No thank you,” he said. “I don’t like milk that much.” Noah thought he should explain why he was turning down Elann’s offer. “I’d rather have water.” He swallowed dryly, still thirsty and dehydrated.

Sitting on the couch he held out the shirt at an arm’s length, flipping it around like he did the pants. Elann had made it herself. That made him think of her job, her occupation as a weaver.

“How’s your job going?” he asked, sticking to simpler words that both Elann and he understood near effortlessly. Even though he was raised on the Common tongue, some words still eluded him. He remember that Elann’s mother tongue was not Common, and so he actively tried to keep the complexity of his words to a minimum.

He tussled about with the shirt, fitting it over his head of curls. He pressed his arms through the holes then scratched his scalp. “Didn’t you say something about saving to go back to Eyktol some time ago? Do you still want to?”
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Postby Elann on November 12th, 2015, 4:02 am

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He was right in assuming her wrath should he constantly be apologizing and showing his guilt in front of her. He was getting to the point where he could take care of himself, and that was good for Elann. It meant he could continue his working and get by. His rejection of milk was heard, though she didn't like it. It was so full of good fats, but she figured it was more for her anyways, since she loved milk with her whole heart. Before cooking she poured him a glass of water from the boiled pail and brought it to him as he sat down, setting it down on the table before him.

"I figured as much. Why don't you like it? It's so good." she said as she moved to pour herself some, happily taking a sip and resealing the container. "Is it the consistency?"

That was a big word, harder for her, but her daily talks with her coworkers and the constant communication in common had improved her speech so greatly over the last couple months that she hardly struggled at all anymore; yet her accent was always there. He inquired after her job, something she was slightly hesitant to talk about, knowing the connection of conversation it would lead to.

"The job is fine. I guess I'm getting along okay with them. I imagine if I lived on the grounds I would be getting along better with them. Right now I am kind of an outsider. Plus I am foreign, so some don't like that very much, even though they don't say it."

She moved to start cooking as he pulled the shirt over his head. The question that came from him next caused her to nearly pause a moment as she stared into the cooking pot she was setting up. "Oh...yeah, eventually. I really do. I can't stay here. I don't belong you know?" she flashed him her eyes briefly with a little smile and then got to cutting up the sausage and tossing it into the pot.

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Postby Noah Amuel on November 12th, 2015, 4:29 am

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Noah slouched in the cushions of the sofa, letting them engulf his thin body in their soft hold. Quietly he watched as Elann poured him a cup of water from the boiling pail. He smiled at her words, what did she mean by figuring as much? Was she expecting him to be difficult now? The question was not an angry one, it was very playful.

“Why don’t you like it?” she asked before exclaiming that it was ‘so good.’ “Is it the consistency?”

Her use of the word surprised Noah a bit. He did not expect her to use it. He supposed that it was true that she was becoming more practiced in her Common. Maybe it was he who was falling behind in his vocabulary and it was she who was excelling. It would not be a surprise given the circumstance with him stuck at home and her free to travel about Syliras, meet all kinds of people, learn new words. If asked, he would admit that he was jealous to a small degree.

“I wasn’t raised on milk,” he replied, swirling his index finger around the lip of his cup. “Birds don’t drink milk, you know,” he jested. He had a small smile on his face that remained through Elann answering his question about her job, but faded as she admitted to wanting to go back to Eyktol eventually.

“I can’t stay here. I don’t belong, you know?” she had said.

Noah vehemently disagreed. What would happen to him if she left? Who would there be now that Caesarion was gone? “I don’t know,” he responded, his tone was a hard one. “If you don’t belong, then I don’t belong either. At least you’re human.” He met her eyes briefly but did not share her smile. He was stone-faced instead.

He believed his statement to be true. If her coworkers were disliking of Elann herself, how would they feel when they believed him to be a human, not a shapeshifting Kelvic, possessor of two forms and one mind. He imagined their shock and potential disgust. His skin felt hot. How could you not like Elann? he wondered, gripping the top of his cup tightly like a claw from above.

His jaw tensed before his eyes settled on Elann again. “I don’t want you to leave,” he spoked, tense and sad. Noah’s eyes drifted down to the cobblestone floor between Elann and him. His anger gave way to melancholy.
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Postby Elann on November 12th, 2015, 4:53 am

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His comment about not being raised on milk made her laugh a bit. She figured that was the reason. It was good to see him laugh. It filled her with deeper feelings than he could know. It was a sign that somewhere in there, somewhere perhaps hidden among everything else that was going on that was horrible, he was still there. A rosy hue started to creep upon her cheeks.

"I know. That's why I got you meat. You should branch out though. Try new things. That's part of being human I suppose."

She had turned to cut the meat, and didn't see his face of disagreement, but she certainly could hear his tone. While it was a hard one, it meant he was at least passionate about something. That also was a good sign. She finished cutting up the sausage and got it started cooking; shooting him a glance once more.

"Oh now don't be grumpy." she said mockingly, his stone-faced look not phasing her in the least. "That is where my family is. It is where my home is..." she took in a deep breath as she went about preparing his steak. "I'm not saying this isn't my home...and I'm not saying you aren't my family. You are." she said weakly, her smile faltering as he thought of what to say next. "I just need to make sure my father and mother are alright, you know? I am part of a tribe Noah. I have duties I have to fulfill." she was speaking of marriage and providing for her parents as they got older as well as the parents of whomever she was set to marry.

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Postby Noah Amuel on November 12th, 2015, 5:29 am

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Under his melancholy he still simmered. Noah understood her reasoning, but at the same time did not. Something in him refused to acknowledge that there were others in her life besides him at the moment. Any other time, he would have encouraged her to go home, to see the family she obviously missed. But times were different, he had been dependent on Elann for so long that when her presence was not around, he felt cold, alone at times. Yet he knew he would see her again; she lived down the hall. What would happen to their relationship should she leave, should she go back to Eyktol, to her home? He was scared of the answer.

“Why can’t you just write them?” he asked insistently. If he, a courier, could deliver letters to Zeltiva without much of a fuss, what was the difference if Zeltiva was replaced with Eyktol? He realized that he was pushing, but he didn’t want to let up. If he let up then Elann would drift away, just like Caesarion, just like Oriah before them. The people that had an impact in his life always drifted, always left him. Elann was supposed to be different, she was supposed to stay. She had stayed this long, why not longer? Why not forever?

“What duties do you have to fulfill?” He exhaled swiftly from his nostrils. Noah really wanted to know so he softened his tone. The soft tone did not mean that he wasn’t still up in arms about the whole situation, because he was. He just didn’t understand why Elann would come to Syliras if she planned to leave again in the first place. Noah came to escape Zeltiva. Did he miss home? Sure, sometimes, very much so at other times, but recently Zeltiva had become a fading memory.

He boiled in a stew of consideration. He did not want to apologize for what he said because he meant it, but he did not want to say more carelessly.
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Postby Elann on November 12th, 2015, 5:52 am

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His question made her pause once more before adding the steak to cook for him. The smell of the dry rub rose immediately into the air, and while it smelled good, it wasn't what was on her mind. He was being insistent, and she was very observant of his attitude. Slowly she turned the sausages in the pot as it hung over the flame.

"They live in tents in the middle of the wilderness Noah. They even roam dependent on the season. There is no way to write them. Someone would have to go in person who knew what they were looking for...and not only that, have the ability to survive the Eyktol deserts; It's not possible."

Her eyes focused on her duties, but when she could tell he had softened his tone, she looked up briefly to him, still attending the food. Her duties. Now she had to list them out for him. He certainly was an eagle kelvic, always wanting to know what was going on and if something was there he could possess, he wanted it. This time it was information.

"Well, I will have to watch my father's goats and sheep, draw water from the oases, and set up the tent for us. Then it is likely I will be married at some point. If I can stay there safely, then I'm sure my father will give me away in marriage to someone of my people, and then I will have to take care of my parents and my husband's parents; whomever they'll be. Otherwise who else will they have to take care of them when they get older?"

Once the sausages were starting to get closer to being done, she flipped the steak and started to cook some eggs in the mix for him.

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