76th Day of Spring, 516AV || The Terraces
He didn't like to dream. Oblivion was always preferable. It was safer. Easier. Faster. He rolled into bed, sometimes not even bothering to free himself of his weapons (though they were always close to hand), and tipped his hat over his eyes. Sleep found him soon enough, whether it be through drink, drugs or simple fatigue. He didn't have trouble sleeping, despite what many thought.
Konrad didn't fear guilt he didn't feel. But he could not abide any realm he could not control, even minutely.
He was in his home. It wasn't a house, could barely considered a dwelling. Like many in the Tent City, it was cobbled together for boards, scraps, bricks, stones, anything that could be piled and nailed together and wouldn't collapse from heavy rain or thick snow. There were only a pair of rooms serving all functions, and a door that didn't close properly.
It wasn't a house, but it was his home. He had no other word for it.
"Fuck're y'lookin' at, boy?"
He was drunk. It was a default state for the brooding, tattooed thing that squatted heavy on the young boy's soul. There were only a handful of times he remembered the man being sober, rational, clear-headed. They were an improvement, but that wasn't saying much, compared to what he was like when-
"Sed what're y'fuckin' lookin' at?!"
"N-Nothing, father! I... I just-"
"Speak, boy!" He was up in a lurch that should have been ungainly, clumsy, totterign but was not. His father was of a blood that was hardened by a deadly jungle. Even years from the continent of his birth had not stripped that from him. In a blink he was away from the fire and hurling the bottle that the boy barely managed to avoid. "m'talkin' t'ya!"
A woman squawked in the shadows. He couldn't turn to see her face. He was pinned, fixed rigid and wishing that bottle had hit him now, instead of showering broken glass and foul liquor over him instead. It might have knocked him out. Sent him to darkness and ended the beast's interest.
In that place, in his home, that is what his father became. Mottled skin and facial tattoos that writhed and shifted across a cruel, sweating face. He stomped over and lifted him up with one hand by the scruff of his shirt.
Again, a woman's voice. Low but desperate, pleading, begging pathetic and brave at one, touching her husband's shoulder-
"Fuck'af me, slut!"
The beast shrugged and pushed all at once and the woman went clattering into a table. The beast turned his eyes back to the boy and they were burning, dropping, melting but never falling away. Every word he spoke reeked, choked, blew foulness over his face and he wasn't a man, he wasn't a towering nightmare in a black hat with steel weighing him down and knowledge of how to use them.
He was a boy, and he'd made his father angry. With a practiced tug his belt was off and raised high, leather glistening in the flames from the fire.
"Dun' stare at me, boy! Y'hear?! D'ya hear?!"
"Y-Yes, father-"
"Don' call me dat-"
The belt came down and-
The knocked tore through realms and world the sleeping man was buried him. The sound grew strong handed and yanked him out from that drowning place, brought him to reality sputtering and grasping at any steel he could put his hands to. Konrad was half-swinging as he rose from his bed, ready to lay open that bastard with everything he-
Nothing there. No man. No woman. No belt. No home. Just a sparse room with some clothes slung in odd corners. Morning light trickling through the curtains. The dull roar of a city rising and grinding into action from the south... and that petching knocking.
Konrad winced and shook his head. Which was not a good idea. His head felt a couple of sizes too large and holding it didn't help. Quite the opposite, in fact. He swung his feet out of the bed as gingerly as he could and sat there with slumped shoulders and helpless misery, listening to that deafening battering on his door while he waited for-
"Wait, fer petch's sake!" He bellowed, voice hoarse from sleep and frustration. "m'comin' when m'comin'!"
That seemed to shut them up for a chime. Enough for Konrad to pull himself to his feet and remember where he was. Kenash. The Terraces. Working for the Radackes. Yes. He remembered it all and as was his usual routine, his hands roved over his body and touched each weapon he possessed. Once he'd taken inventory of all four, he rubbernecked around until he found-
His hat. On the floor, where his startled awakening had thrown it. He reached down, snatched it up and donned it on one, not-quite-smooth gesture.
Always smells like salt here. Must be the sea.
There was another old ritual for answering the door. He approached it from the side, casting no shadow across the front of it. When he looked through the little peephole drilled into the middle, he did so be standing at the side of the door, leaning over and briefly pressing his eye to it.
Not for long. And not with the bulk of him in front of it. Konrad knew that a strong man with a good blade could jam it through that wood and into whomever was behind it. A mark dead and a contract fulfilled, without even having to open the door.
He knew it from experience: he'd been the one knocking, a time or two.
But thoughts of assassination were dispelled when he saw whom it was that had disturbed him. He frowned for a moment as he took in the aristocratic features and the haungty, stoic expression. The finely-brushed clothes and the sharp features of born nobility.
Konrad opened the door with his left, and gripped his kukri with his right. Just in case.
"What the petch d'you want?"