Zifor punched the target bare fisted, “Nothing is right” he growled under his breath as he stroked his hand softly he hadn't thought this through his frustrations led him to no other conclusions his emotions were out of control but there was a feeling, a dread on his shoulders something was messing with his mind. He sighed deeply and let out a breath trying to clear his mind but his thoughts raced even faster through his mind.
The training grounds felt empty tonight even Gerard couldn't be seen on the grounds tonight zifor wondered how half the training weapons even didn't go missing he grabbed a small sword off one of the weapon racks and inspected it, The Blade of the sword was short and worn with rust but it seemed to still be able to be a lethal weapon if used in the right hands. Zifor grinned and laughed halfheartedly. “Not that i could use this anytime soon” he grabbed the sword in one hand and swung it at thin air, the blade felt light in his hand but holding it felt like the blade was the perfect size for him.
The decision for him to gain skill in using a weapon wasn't really brought on by necessity or desire to protect himself just something to occupy his dreaded down time when he was alone at night and needed something to do his emotions got on his nerves and maybe some solitude and learning how to swing a sword or throw a knife could help him train his emotions as well as his fighting skills.
Zifor grunted and swung the sword quickly at the training mannequin in front of him in a rapid strike and as he spun to try and hit the dummy in a final hit he tripped over his own foot and dropped the sword into the dirt his head smashed into the dirt and he coughed out sand onto the ground with a pained grunt he righted himself from the ground and brushes his chest off he picked up the short sword and shoved it into the weapon rack and he knocked the training dummy to the ground and sat down against the wall and sighed
“Why can i never seem to do anything right”
Zifor stuck his hand to his head and grunted but he looked up as he heard footsteps approaching the pits.