"Spilt blood cries out to me. It speaks of life and death. It sings of sins and blessings. Every drop is precious, but not all cries are holy." Spring 85, 511 AV A gasp pulled Seven out of a deep sleep and he rolled over onto his back, kicking off thin blankets and exhaling in an exasperated sigh. He was covered in a thin layer of sweat and was panting, a particularly alarming dream that was quickly fading from his short-term memory had jolted him out of his slumber. It wasn't the first time it had happened recently. At least once a week since he had settled in Syliras, night terrors had interrupted his sleep and left him exhausted the next morning. Seven's hands lifted to his sticky forehead and he brushed back damp bangs before sitting up, resting tired arms on slightly bent knees and staring at the dying embers in his hearth. It was getting too warm at night to be lighting fires, he decided, flipping his pillow and pulling off the cotton shirt he was wearing. The shirt was tossed carelessly onto the floor before Seven collapsed again, laying on his back with arms folded behind his head, stern gaze focusing on the ceiling. His breathing had slowed as panic and the memory of whatever had startled him abated. While it was nearly pitch black in the apartment save for the orange-red glow of coals in the hearth, the half-blood could examine heavy wooden rafters above him quite clearly. A mouse ran across one beam and escaped through the tiny hole in the roof that would otherwise let in a bit of moonlight with the relatively fresh air had the sky not been completely clouded over. "It's too petching humid here," Seven hissed at the unimposing ceiling, rolling over onto his side and allowing one arm to dangle off of the side of his single bed to touch the moderately cooler floor. Sheets peeled off of his sweat-moistened back and he pushed blankets further off of his pale body with his feet. In the company of others, Seven maintained his polite facade although when he was left on his own there was no need for such etiquette. It wasn't likely he was going to get back to sleep any time soon by the feeling of how easily his eyes stayed open, and how difficult it was to keep them closed. "Now what do I do." the teen grumbled, cheek pressed against the soft pillow. A moment's pause, then a hand slid from his stomach downward to pick thoughtfully at the waistband of his boxers before pushing far enough to reach a cropped hairline. A barely audible moan escaped his dry lips before he yanked his hand away, wrinkling his nose. No. Seven cursed himself, shifting and finally settling on his stomach, warm air breaking cool over the sweat on his back. Bloody pervert. Sleeping was hard, but the slow realization that he did not want to be alone anymore was harder. I'm not really alone, he reminded himself. But something certainly is missing. Moments passed and Seven forced his thoughts to drift towards his family back in Lhavit. Did they miss him? He had been gone for ... nearly three seasons now, a birthday, and Lhavit's breathtaking season celebrations had passed in his absence. A hand reached back to rub the crimson crown on his shoulder and he finally managed to close his eyes for a significant few seconds. |