Timestamp: 38th of Spring, 512AV (Late evening) It swelled in her- the growing irritation that she couldn't shake off. One that seemed to be planted far inside her, constantly biting at her and toying with her. There was no end to such an irritation- unquenchable irritation that did not ebb even at the presence of food. She almost laughed at herself. To call it food was nothing short of an exaggeration! The meat she and her slave had hunted down was weak and crippled, a sentient creature that lay waiting for the disease in his body to eat him. His flesh was merely fuel, nothing more. Like fluid, her moods swiftly transitioned to another- moving smoothly to happiness and anger in a split of a chime, but the past few days since her visit to the springs and the events before that had rendered her a vicious company. Each word that fell out from her tongue was meant to cut and wound the receiver, make them bleed and cringe. There was poison in her words, seeking to currupt the delicate. Not even her new slave, Rail, was exempt from this. Their nights together, while filled with passion, was a painful experience for the Kelvic- raw bites and wounds infecting various areas of his body, not to mention a couple of bruises that would soon begin to swell. Her treatment of him was no better outside of her bed- more than once she had hurled the odd item at the Kelvic, screaming in her native language. Tonight, she laid alone, curled into a ball in her bed, her eyes glaring at nothing in particular. Musca didn't want the slave near her- when he tried to climb in, she had lashed out on him violently, leaving faint scratches on his arm and sent him in a corner out of her range of vision. Slowly, her eyes pushed themselves closed and once again, her mind began to relive memories of her past home. Xy. Her childhood home- the place were nothing exempted her from the excellence that she knew she deserved. In there, she had everyone playing at her claws, willing to snap their backs if she wished it so. Here? Amongst the humans? She was nothing but a pesky bat trying to delude herself of grandeur. Musca could already see it in their beady little eyes- the loss of respect that stemmed from fear was beginning to wane, beginning to lose the flavour that it once held. Vapidly, she scratched the wall, the high pitch noise briefly dangled at her ears, threatening to burst inside. There was no point in her musings- only empty thoughts that lead her into confusion. Why dwell in possibilities unseen? Ridiculous. Musca had a strong suspicion that this behaviour rooted from her meeting with the little pup at the graveyard. He had imposed more than his presence into her life; with him, he bought the gleeful memories of her childhood. The realisation was enough to make her stand from her bed, anger flaring as furiously as a wildfire. She should've known. The pup. Of course it was him. Him and his feeble little ways. But try as she might, she couldn't place enough anger in him to bolt into the camp where he stayed in and rip his wings off him. Musca was fond of him, in her own way. She was simply pissed off for the sake of being pissed off. Her stomach growled dangerously, wailing for food from its host. A hunt. She needed to hunt. She stalked over to her pile of clothes and slipped them on her, not even batting an eye at the Kelvic as she passed by him. Musca was no lover of his- she was his master. Tenderness and foolish love was a stupid little joke. "Pick yourself up, slave." She grounded out at him, "don't make me repeat myself. Get ready and change into your other form. We're going out." A hunt. A hunt. The crisp night was calling her. A hunt. A hunt. Her wings longed to spread. |
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