[Laszlo's Scrapbook] If you only knew.

by **Tabarnac** on May 23rd, 2012, 12:15 am

I post interesting articles about stuff!!

by **Laszlo** on May 23rd, 2012, 1:02 am

Yes, Dani, and we are all so very proud.

by **Seven Xu** on May 23rd, 2012, 12:01 pm

I'm glad you had a nice break and were able to move on with a lot of things.

by **Laszlo** on July 3rd, 2012, 1:54 am

I laughed WAY too hard at this, for way too long.

by **Pash'nar** on July 3rd, 2012, 3:06 am

Win. Especially if you don't feed it first and have a lot of guests.

Don't ever throw birdseed. You find it later in places you never ever ever wanted birdseed. I am not speaking from experience ... n-not at all.

by **Laszlo** on July 15th, 2012, 7:08 pm

I have been sifting through a lot of personal BS lately. Not posting in my scrapbook about it has actually taught me a fair bit of restraint. I'm glad for that.

That said, I need to state it here that I'm not really going to be the best person to be around for a while. My best friend's brother is on his death bed after long years of chronic medical problems. He's in his late 20s.

I'm not distraught. He's not my brother, and I don't feel the same kind of pain my friend is going through, but this kind of thing reminds me that while I indulge in my fantasy worlds, the real one is the only one that matters. I'm not very good at comforting people through these kinds of things, but for the sake of my friend, I am going to do my very best to ensure that she knows I am always here for her.

You guys probably know I'm not very religious, but if you care and you'd like to send your thoughts and prayers (not to me personally, this is not my tragedy, but just to take a moment and consider that a young human life is ending), I would be grateful.

This just absolutely isn't fair. This man has never done anything wrong, never broken a law, never did anything to deserve the poor genetics that brought on these health issues. I cannot imagine what my friend and her family are going through if it upsets me this much.

by **Laszlo** on July 20th, 2012, 6:43 am

As an update, my friend's brother did die. I was able to get a hold of her and we're talking now. She is being very strong and she's tasked herself with taking care of her family and trying to help heal her parents' wounds. She's a superstar, really. An inspiration.

I feel like I should be more appreciative of the family I've pushed aside, due to differences in our ideologies. But there's a lot of pain there. I don't know how I'd even begin to heal those wounds.

Therapy, I guess. I might consider it!

by **Tabarnac** on July 21st, 2012, 1:36 am

Sending happier thoughts to your friend and her family, for what it's worth. :|

by **Laszlo** on July 21st, 2012, 8:55 pm

Thanks Dani~

Hey guys! Just a heads up about reaching me on AIM! I've been getting tons of spam aims lately, which I think has to do with my phone being signed in all the time. xD So I'm going to change my privacy options to have anyone not on my list be unable to IM me. It's either that or get a new name, but I've had this one forever.

So if you'd like to get me in AIM and you aren't on my list yet, send me a PM or get in touch with me through a mutual friend, and I'll add you straight away. I say this thinking of Adam (Indy) and Xav who both got me randomly by sending a surprise IM.

by **Laszlo** on July 25th, 2012, 11:33 pm

Bit of road rage today. When you pull up to the stoplight, remember to pull your car ONTO THE PLATE that senses your car and SIGNALS THE LIGHT TO CHANGE. Jeezus. Next time I will get out of my car and walk up to yours to slap you silly.