by Adnaj on December 16th, 2012, 2:20 am
Winter 36th 510 AV
Adnaj had been convinced that his herbal remedy was what had sent Kandir into respiratory distress. Fortunately, Adnaj had been able to artificially inspirate Kandir until he normalized and was again able to breathe on his own. Today, he rested peacefully in his bed.
Four days had passed since Kandir's arrival. He continued to lay in this same bed, while Adnaj concentrated on charts at the foot. It very well may have been the loneliness of these past few months but Adnaj was starting to take a liking to his new patient.
"Kandir, pardon my blunt approach but why here? Why did you decide to come to my clinic and why did you stay here? I mean~" Adnaj paused for a moment. "Alone? With no one here but ourselves? You definitely have a very unique amount of patience for me in my lonely little hall, here."
Kandir simply laughed at the question. "Well yes, I could certainly find more established health clinics, here in Zeltiva," he answered, plainly. "But after the first day here, I recognized something in you... "
Adnaj waited in silence, not wanting to cut his patient off.
"I'm alone too. Disease took my wife long ago and my two sons ran off to find adventure and riches outside of Zeltiva. I've been working, day in and day out, at the docks for 27 years, by myself," he flashed Adnaj a grin that was not bittersweet and was not any fight through tears or angst. It was more simple than that, just a grin of unity and acceptance.
Once again, Adnaj remained silent. He forced a smile back at his patient. Adnaj's smile revealed something more than an attempt at bedside manner. It revealed an emotional distance and an unwillingness to connect. It also revealed a secretive sense of frustration and helplessness. Kandir was right.
"Doc, this isn't just a simple case of exhaustion, is it?" he finally asked.
The question quickly pulled Adnaj back into the moment. "Hmmm, well," Adnaj muttered. "You aren't responding to your treatments as quickly as we would have hoped. I'm going to monitor your condition over the next day or two and if you don't respond we will undergo a different course of treatment."
The problem wasn't that Adnaj was confused. It was that Kandir could have had one of two conditions. Kandir was a fifty-something year old man who was mildly heavier than average. He was experiencing tingling sensations in his extremities which were accompanied by muscular weakness and fatigue. Furthermore, Adnaj had begun to notice the eyelids drooping lower than normally and the occasional eye twitch.
This was either a simple nutritional deficiency or it was a disease process which ended with chest muscle paralysis and suffocation. So far, Kandir hadn't improved after 3 days of proper nutrition.
The next few days would confirm Adnaj's grim suspicion. The good news was that Adnaj's herbal remedy was viable and did not poison his patient. The bad news was that that patient was dying. Kandir would slowly lose function of his muscles until he would no longer be able to expand his lungs. Adnaj had the materials to make the coming events virtually painless. Understandably, this news did little to make either man feel much better.
Eventually, the day came. Adnaj was by his patient's bed and watched the last bit of light flicker from Kandir's eyes. Adnaj did not permit his patient to experience any of the pain or the panic in his last hours. Before Adnaj lulled Kandir into peaceful unconsciousness, Kandir made sure to pull the doctor close.
"I know what you are. Don't try to hide the fact that you are Nuit, I knew immediately. I had a feeling that you were a trustworthy doctor and I was right. That's all that matters. I know that you need another vessel. I want you to use my body. Consider it a... donation to medical science."
Adnaj was taken aback. He was left dumbfounded as Kandir drifted away into a drug induced forfeit of consciousness.
That night Adnaj stared at his patient, not in the warm light shining in from the window, but by the weak flickering of a single candle. He remembered the corpses at Palsa Hydrasa. How they were treated like simple tools by the various apprentices. He even remembered cutting into and dissecting a plethora of corpses. Tearing them apart and slicing them open for the purpose of gaining practical knowledge.
He couldn't help but to laugh at how easily the coin was flipped. An hour ago, there was a thinking, speaking man named Kandir lying on this bed. Now, Adnaj was preparing a shell for the ritual. An hour ago, Adnaj had to tiptoe around the clinic and second guess every decision. He had to make absolutely sure that no mistake could sneak past his clinical observations. He had to be absolutely perfect because the slightest mistake could have sent his patient out of control and into a world of unnecessary pain. Now...he was only preparing his new shell.
This delicate sense of 'life.' This strange paradigm, this fickle timeline...this was why Adnaj was interested in medicine and it was why he was interested in the living.
He began the tedious preparatory work required for the ritual. First, he quickly undressed Kandir and left him exposed on top of the bed. Adnaj's rune looked more like an academic seal than part of any djed tradition. It was comprised of a medical cross with an open hand on the bottom left side and a clock face with no hands on the bottom right side. The top left contained a book and a quill pen while the top right featured an open eye. He carefully used a scalpel to superficially inscribe this across Kandir's body.
Next, Adnaj climbed awkwardly upon the shell with which he'd been having long conversations with on the prior day. He opened his mouth began the slow transfer of ichor.
Staring into Kandir's eyes during the transfer seemed to take painfully long. Finally, it was over and Adnaj lost consciousness. He woke up a few moments later and pushed his expired shell off of his new one.
Kandir was weak and slow. Attempts to move were almost entirely ineffectual. The ichor allowed him to operate the shell outside of pathophysiological constraints but it would be a few more days before he could really pilot the shell with any sense of sophistication. Living in this shell would have been a nightmare if he would have had to rely on traditional actin-myosin cross linking in this thing. This, of course, was due to the neuromuscular dysfunction that had taken Kandir's life.
This was another perk of being a Nuit. Afterall, if Adnaj had needed to simply wait for healthy people to spontaneously drop dead...than he would quickly find himself without any shell whatsoever.