56th of Winter, 512AV
The halls of Hearthside Medical were quiet. For the first time in a long time, there were no patients. Adnaj was glad for the rest. It meant that no one was currently dying from this great plague which had struck Zeltiva. For once, there was no suffering to be found in his halls. He needed the break. Capitalizing on the moment, Adnaj was in a dark, back room. He was meditating.
The last few weeks had been exhausting. Even as a Nuit, even without a specific need to eat or sleep, something in Adnaj just felt...tired. Maybe it was more mental exhaustion than anything else but being a healer in Zeltiva was just not incredibly fun anymore. It wasn't that had lost any of his zeal or that he regretted the fact that he had come here. It was just that he didn't want to be a heroic battle-medic. His interest wasn't in high passion and moments of intensity. It wasn't in "saving the day" or necessarily in "saving lives."
Medical study had gathered Adnaj's interest because of the complex study and the ability to conquer and solve medical mysteries. He was more interested in boring, proficient anonymity than in being 'the hero of the Blight.' The challenge had been interesting at first but the oppressive onslaught of hopeless patients had continued for far longer than Adnaj had anticipated. The initial outbreak had been so immediately devastating that Adnaj figured it would have run its course by now. However, this epidemic was uncharacteristically prolific.
This morning, however, he got his respite from all of that. He took a moment to quiet his mind, sit still and meditate before the Zeltiva delivered the first patient needing of Adnaj's care.
The halls of Hearthside Medical were quiet. For the first time in a long time, there were no patients. Adnaj was glad for the rest. It meant that no one was currently dying from this great plague which had struck Zeltiva. For once, there was no suffering to be found in his halls. He needed the break. Capitalizing on the moment, Adnaj was in a dark, back room. He was meditating.
The last few weeks had been exhausting. Even as a Nuit, even without a specific need to eat or sleep, something in Adnaj just felt...tired. Maybe it was more mental exhaustion than anything else but being a healer in Zeltiva was just not incredibly fun anymore. It wasn't that had lost any of his zeal or that he regretted the fact that he had come here. It was just that he didn't want to be a heroic battle-medic. His interest wasn't in high passion and moments of intensity. It wasn't in "saving the day" or necessarily in "saving lives."
Medical study had gathered Adnaj's interest because of the complex study and the ability to conquer and solve medical mysteries. He was more interested in boring, proficient anonymity than in being 'the hero of the Blight.' The challenge had been interesting at first but the oppressive onslaught of hopeless patients had continued for far longer than Adnaj had anticipated. The initial outbreak had been so immediately devastating that Adnaj figured it would have run its course by now. However, this epidemic was uncharacteristically prolific.
This morning, however, he got his respite from all of that. He took a moment to quiet his mind, sit still and meditate before the Zeltiva delivered the first patient needing of Adnaj's care.