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The player scrapbooks forum is literally a place for writers to warm-up, brainstorm, keep little scraps of notes, or just post things to encourage themselves and each other. Each player can feel free to create their own thread - one per account - and use them accordingly.
Syliras has had Nuits before. It should be used to them by now.
I've been keeping track of your threads. (What do the numbers in front of the thread titles mean?) It's always interesting to see what Jilitse's up to. I can't really predict what she'll do next either, but I love this and I love her character. Malia's designed to be a Nuit who has gotten numb with age - Jilitse is a Nuit who has gotten weird with age. Honestly, I like both ideas of how age and undead-ness affect the mind. ^^
Malia They were the dates. TS is hard when you've got a few threads running, all at the same time. I thought I'll have a few that might overlap (I assign dates randomly XD)
On another note, wow. I like found three people to thread with, and I was not courteous enough to answer immediately. It's been storming where I am, and my broadband sucks when it's so cloudy. Ugh.
I've talked to Colombina about my other PC, the Eypharian who would be Jilitse's opposite in many ways (for starters, she's *drumroll* alive!) and I'll have her up within this week. I hope!
I love that thread with Stitch. I recommend it to anybody who'd like a weird story for a change.
I am nothing special, of this I am sure. I am a common woman with common thoughts and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough.
I bet we are all just happy you are threading with us in the first place. We do have a great thread going on, and I am happy that we started it! You are quite the talented writer, my dear Jil. I don't mind waiting for posts, not at all. And what you considered a wait was barely anything at all! <33333!
There you go, there is your ego fluffer for the day. ~~~~<3
The ego flutter was only read today, but thanks, Stitch. It's really interesting to thread with you. I can't wait to solve our problem! XD
Now, as I have forever said I'll be helping in Mizahar, I've decided to start working on wiki articles, like really work on them! This time I'm checking out the skills of Undertaking and Embalming. Perfect for my nuitness. I'm reading up on the latter anyway.
My Eypharian hasn't been given enough love for quite a long while now. I still want to continue her, it's just that being Jilitse had been really busy lately. Agh.
I am nothing special, of this I am sure. I am a common woman with common thoughts and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough.
On another note, I'd love to read about your Eypharian character once you've registered and started posting. I'm sure you'll make her just as original and unique as Jil.
Instead of posting for Mizahar, I've been playing an NDS game called Utacchi. It's in Japanese, and I can't read Japanese, but after blind jabbing I found how to properly control the game. It's a rhythm game and has a lot of, well, Japanese songs. Please let me be a sentimental dork for a while.
Among other songs, this one is hitting me so badly: Sunao Ni Naretara. Because I'm not sure I cannot magically whiff everyone into understanding romaji, I'll post the translation I found in the intarweb.
Sunao Ni Naretara by Spontania feat. Juju
抱きしめてほしいよ ほんとは ねぇ今すぐに 素直になれるなら すべてが君に... I really want to hold you, really, right now If I could be honest, I'd tell you everything
※いつだって本当はずっと I wanna say I love you でも戸惑うばかりで過ぎていくね時間だけ 君のすべてになりたくて 信じてたいの※ Always the whole time I wanna say I love you But while i was perplexed the time had already passed I want to become your everything Would you believe it
僕の声聞こえてるなら If you can hear my voice
強がって笑顔で隠す不安は 君にはもう気付かれてるかな? 気になって云えなくて I want you by my side every moment in my life
the uneasiness concealed by my forced smile are you able to notice it? i can't say what i'm thinking I want you by my side every moment in my life
傷つくことが怖いから 次の約束もできないまま またねって、手を振ると 泣きたいくらい切なくなるのはなぜ? Because i'm afraid of getting hurt I am still unable to make another promise 'Bye' you said, waving your hand I almost wanted to cry, that word is so painful
※いつだって本当はずっと I wanna say I love you でも戸惑うばかりで過ぎていくね時間だけ 君のすべてになりたくて 信じてたいの※ Always the whole time I wanna say I love you But while i was perplexed the time had already passed I want to become your everything Would you believe it
僕の声聞こえてるなら If you can hear my voice
ためらってる今 この瞬間にも 君は何を思っているの? 知りたくて聞けなくて Boy you make me lose control every time you touch my soul
Hesitating now, at this moment too What are you thinking about? I want to know but I can't hear it Boy you make me lose control every time you touch my soul
着信の度にスクリーンの中 探してるのは君だけで '会いたい'の一言が 痛いくらいに私を乱してく When a message arrives, in the screen I am only looking for you 'I want to meet you' this one sentence is almost painful, it throws me into a mess
※いつだって本当はずっと I wanna say I love you でも戸惑うばかりで過ぎていくね時間だけ 君のすべてになりたくて 信じてたいの※ Always the whole time I wanna say I love you But while i was perplexed the time had already passed I want to become your everything Would you believe it
僕の声聞こえてるなら If you can hear my voice
離れてると寂しくて 側にいると苦しくて どこにいたって 何をしてたって ただ 募ってくよ 君への想いだけ こらえ様のない 気持ち溢れだしていく I wanna give it all to you 君の声を聞くだけで ふっと見つめられるだけで いつまでも 何があっても 離したくないから lovin' you 君へ走りだす
Being separated and lonely, Being together but in pain No matter where I am, no matter what I do I need your help, I keep thinking of you I can't help it, my feelings are overflowing I wanna give it all to you to just be able to hear your voice, to just gaze at you Because I don't want to leave you no matter when or what lovin' you I run towards you
※いつだって本当はずっと I wanna say I love you でも戸惑うばかりで過ぎていくね時間だけ 君のすべてになりたくて 信じてたいの※ always the whole time I wanna say I love you but while I was perplexed the time had already passed I want to become your everything would you believe it
YOU'RE MY EVERYTHING
※いつだって本当はずっと I wanna say I love you でも戸惑うばかりで過ぎていくね時間だけ 君のすべてになりたくて 信じてたいの※ Always the whole time I wanna say I love you But while i was perplexed the time had already passed I want to become your everything Would you believe it
僕の声聞こえてるなら If you can hear my voice
ALL MY LIFE I'VE ALWAYS DREAMED TO BE WITH YOU ALL MY HEART DESIRES FILLED WITH LOVE SO TRUE
抱きしめてほしいよ ほんとは ねぇ今すぐに 素直になれるなら すべてを君に... I really want to hold you, really, right now if I could be honest, I'd tell you everything...
If I could be honest, if I could tell you everything, I wanna say I love you.
And now back to regular programming! I've got posts to do
I am nothing special, of this I am sure. I am a common woman with common thoughts and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough.
An excerpt from this morning's chat with the Tarot.
(05:37:13) Tarot: (whispers) for example, Lucrece has some personal space. Oh, the fun Jil is going to have with him... not. (05:38:32) Jilitse: (whispers to Tarot) There is nothing more dangerous an upside down nuit. I was like "what the.." and for the first time understood everyone when they said you are an evil plotter. (05:40:01) Tarot: (whispers) look at it this way... if I see a PC who needs to cheer up, I throw some comedic relief. A PC who's happy-go-lucky gets gore delivered to their front door. (05:40:59) Tarot: (whispers) and the adventures of Marie Suzanne... *cackles* (05:44:31) Tarot: (whispers) well, the book itself is basically VERY bad stereotypical fanfiction, and the protagonist is... well, doesn't the name ring a bell? (05:45:13) Jilitse: (whispers to Tarot) Mary Sue? Haha. Did you know that Kamalia, possibly Malia, Stitch, maybe Hadrian, has agreed to go against Sagallius. On the other hand, Satu said Siiri is on her side. (05:45:46) Tarot: (whispers) Indeed. Marie Suzanne has, among other things, five marks of Sylir and can talk to any animal (05:47:10) Tarot: (whispers) it's nice to hear that Saggie has many enemies. More people to mindrape! (05:48:44) Jilitse: (whispers to Tarot) five, there can be more than 4? Ah, yeah. I think Alice and Kams were discussing about Shalal earlier, wondering about Satu and Kam's future, and were brainstorming if Shalal could have visited and learned in Sahova. (05:51:28) Tarot: (whispers) it's fanfic - 5 marks is fine, until she gets more. I don't know about Konti in Sahova, I did notice every single NPC in Mura seems to know magic. Special kids
I am nothing special, of this I am sure. I am a common woman with common thoughts and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough.
Apparently the Alice has something to work on now. Not every NPC in Mura knows magic, I simply haven't written them up yet.
As for Malia, I still want her to be a possible ally of Sagallius. Getting power from him while perhaps plotting behind his back ... But let's see what Panna's thread will make of her. That sounds like an important change in her career!
"Shard by shard she rearranges the world. It looks the same, she says, but it is not. It looks as they expect, but it is not." Gregory Maguire, "Wicked"
So you think an NPC who's hanging upside down in his room qualifies me as an evil plotter? Poor girl, you will know better in time.
I'd like to ask the Alice what would happen if someone entered Mura and went on a rampage of really bad blonde jokes. I'd pay (Monopoly bills) to see that.
Tarot's thread tickets: sold out. Not accepting any more threads for the time being unless I promised you one. Sorry for the inconvenience!