by Elhaym on September 10th, 2010, 4:19 am
The smell of the bodies had at last broken through the mental and physical barrier Pain had erected. It was simply too much, truly the odor of death. she turned away from Xelin and began to wretch, barely containing herself from truly losing it and becoming sick. After her heaving subsided, she wiped away some saliva from her mouth with her forearm, and turned to face Xelin. The makeshift grave was complete. Their ghastly deed was done. But what of Xelin?
"Xelin... I can't say I've ever really thought about how people would react to me calling myself that. I guess it is a little... uhh, what's the word they used. Eccentric, I think? Someone told me that a while ago. I guess i've been using it so long I've never thought about it." And she hadn't. Did people really think so oddly about her name? It just wasn't really something she had ever considered. Maybe, she would ask some people she met. Xelin already seemed to think that it was a bit odd.
Pain realized something. She used the name Pain because she had no longer identified herself with her family. She couldn't go so far as to say she was an outcast; far from it. She could most likely show up at any of her relatives doors throughout Sylira and be welcome. It was just they weren't interested in her. Her brother had been the golden boy, after all. Maybe, just maybe... if she could find friends, people that did care for her just a little, like Xelin...
"I'll tell you what, Xelin... you call me Elhaym." she said, offering up none of the reasoning she had just come up with, rather only stating it bluntly. "We're done here, we just have to cut the horses loose and get back into Syliras. It would probably be best if we didn't go through the gates at the same time." Pain said, pausing for a brief moment. "Goodbye, Xelin... thanks. Thanks for everything."
Pain left Xelin there, as she marched through the brush and trees to the spot the three horses had been left. It was a bit of work, but she was able to free the crude knots that the mercenaries had tethered the horses to several trees with. Encouraging each with a harsh pat, she urged them to wander off. Someone would find these horses, presumably someone better fit to own one than a mercenary.
Pain looked over her shoulder, but she couldn't see Xelin through the clearing. She felt a tinge of sadness, but decided it would be best not to go back. He was a hired hand, and though he seemed to be someone with whom she could eventually be friends, she thought it best to simply move on. Pain looked towards the direction of Syliras, and let out a sigh.
A three mile run back, and nothing to return to but the shattered remnants of her room. Despite, she felt free. She could walk through Syliras without fear. It was this feeling that gave her the spirit she needed to make the trip back.