Timestamp: 26th of Fall 514 AV
Tonight was the night. Thannis had been preparing himself all day. Not in any physical sense for whatever physical ability he might need that night he already had. No, he had to prepare his mind. Tonight he would do something he's never done before. With full clarity and unaffected by the Urge he was going to murder another human being. Why? Thannis' life had become a living hell since he had Returned. He was plagued by visions of darkness, emptiness and the vivd pumping of human hearts. Who had done this to him? Uldr: the God of the Undead. Why? Thannis could only guess. All he knew was that he was a monster and he couldn't avoid that. He hadn't found any way to actually kill himself either. He was stuck this way so it was time to just give in. It was time to be the monster. Such was unlife.
He spent most of the night in a tavern. A smaller, less popular tavern. Few people came and go throughout the night. Thannis watched them all. He'd sat himself down with a good view of the entire room. At any one time everyone in the bar would be in his line of sight. He was also enshrouded in shadow as well. It was the perfect place to sit for such a task. It was also great for brooding and dark contemplation which Thannis was sure to make sure he got a lot of. Eventually, however, he spotted a target. An old alcoholic who looked positively homeless. He only had enough money for one drink and sat nursing it for hours. Thannis was sure there was no one out there to miss him and equally that he wouldn't have a hard time of it.
Now that he had selected his target all he had to do was wait. The old codger took so long with his one little drink that Thannis eventually began to daydream. He started to think of Caela; the young woman he had met a few times when he had first come to Sunberth. She had been nice enough. He hadn't tried to find her since he returned to Sunberth nor had he went to the Pigs Foot Tavern where she had once worked. He couldn't face her. He'd failed. He'd left seeking some kind of peace out in the wilderness away from the pesky beating of human hearts. It hadn't helped. The beating had simply gotten louder and louder. Caravans and bandits had found him, or had he found them, and it had all ended the same way it always did. Thannis half dazed lying in a pool of someone else's blood lapping like a puppy dog. He couldn't face her...
Thannis almost knocked over the table as he leapt to his feet. The old codger was gone. Thannis quickly regained his composure remembering that he had to make his leaving not seem quite so suspicious as running out the door after a man who was soon to be found dead. Thannis made his way over to the door quickly but with all the bearing of someone who was simply leaving. At least he hoped he did. When he was outside he looked both ways for the old codger but he was nowhere in sight. He ran down the street looking in all of the alleyways as he passed them. He caught the swishing of coat tails around a corner and raced after them as quickly and as quietly as possible. He whipped around the corner and almost collided with the old codger in another side street. The codger was momentarily alarmed and so was Thannis. His whole body tensed up and he did the only thing he could think of. He leapt onto the man taking him down to the ground. Sitting on his chest he repeatedly bashed the old codger in the face with the iron force of his fists. At some point he had slipped on his knuckledusters and the man's face crumpled in dead long, long before Thannis finally stopped beating him. Thannis wasn't himself anymore. The Beast had taken him over heart and soul. The young Voider from Zeltiva was dead. Tharr be only monsters here...
Tonight was the night. Thannis had been preparing himself all day. Not in any physical sense for whatever physical ability he might need that night he already had. No, he had to prepare his mind. Tonight he would do something he's never done before. With full clarity and unaffected by the Urge he was going to murder another human being. Why? Thannis' life had become a living hell since he had Returned. He was plagued by visions of darkness, emptiness and the vivd pumping of human hearts. Who had done this to him? Uldr: the God of the Undead. Why? Thannis could only guess. All he knew was that he was a monster and he couldn't avoid that. He hadn't found any way to actually kill himself either. He was stuck this way so it was time to just give in. It was time to be the monster. Such was unlife.
He spent most of the night in a tavern. A smaller, less popular tavern. Few people came and go throughout the night. Thannis watched them all. He'd sat himself down with a good view of the entire room. At any one time everyone in the bar would be in his line of sight. He was also enshrouded in shadow as well. It was the perfect place to sit for such a task. It was also great for brooding and dark contemplation which Thannis was sure to make sure he got a lot of. Eventually, however, he spotted a target. An old alcoholic who looked positively homeless. He only had enough money for one drink and sat nursing it for hours. Thannis was sure there was no one out there to miss him and equally that he wouldn't have a hard time of it.
Now that he had selected his target all he had to do was wait. The old codger took so long with his one little drink that Thannis eventually began to daydream. He started to think of Caela; the young woman he had met a few times when he had first come to Sunberth. She had been nice enough. He hadn't tried to find her since he returned to Sunberth nor had he went to the Pigs Foot Tavern where she had once worked. He couldn't face her. He'd failed. He'd left seeking some kind of peace out in the wilderness away from the pesky beating of human hearts. It hadn't helped. The beating had simply gotten louder and louder. Caravans and bandits had found him, or had he found them, and it had all ended the same way it always did. Thannis half dazed lying in a pool of someone else's blood lapping like a puppy dog. He couldn't face her...
Thannis almost knocked over the table as he leapt to his feet. The old codger was gone. Thannis quickly regained his composure remembering that he had to make his leaving not seem quite so suspicious as running out the door after a man who was soon to be found dead. Thannis made his way over to the door quickly but with all the bearing of someone who was simply leaving. At least he hoped he did. When he was outside he looked both ways for the old codger but he was nowhere in sight. He ran down the street looking in all of the alleyways as he passed them. He caught the swishing of coat tails around a corner and raced after them as quickly and as quietly as possible. He whipped around the corner and almost collided with the old codger in another side street. The codger was momentarily alarmed and so was Thannis. His whole body tensed up and he did the only thing he could think of. He leapt onto the man taking him down to the ground. Sitting on his chest he repeatedly bashed the old codger in the face with the iron force of his fists. At some point he had slipped on his knuckledusters and the man's face crumpled in dead long, long before Thannis finally stopped beating him. Thannis wasn't himself anymore. The Beast had taken him over heart and soul. The young Voider from Zeltiva was dead. Tharr be only monsters here...
Credit to Skerry