12th of Spring, 511 AV When Kendall was alone he tried to let a bit of himself shine through. When no one else was looking there was not a reason to hide. As he walked through the garden he sang quietly to himself. He missed the days back in Zeltiva when music came so easy to him. He missed his beautiful soprano voice. More so, he missed the way people complemented him. They had said he was good enough to be a professional, or maybe that had just been his family. Things from back then seemed to becoming more and more like a haze each day. It was like it was another life. It was painful. There was no doubt about that. So many of his hobbies had gone out the window because he had changed. Quietly he began to sing, making the words up as he went along. "There is a home a left so long ago I wish I could return But there is something here that has set my soul aglow I cannot leave now No matter how hard I try It now seems as though I will never be able to say goodbye" He tried to keep the words short incase someone was listening. He did not want others to hear. He could not help the feeling bubbling up inside of him though. He missed dancing so much. He had tried to dance since becoming stuck in this body but the steps seemed to be different for males. He could not dance like a girl anymore. As he walked through the garden he slowly started to throw little dance steps into his pace. It seemed to work for about a second until his foot caught on a stone making him stumble forward. It was quite evident he needed more work in his dancing. He really wanted to get better. He had someone he wanted to dance for. |