by Runas on July 7th, 2011, 3:15 pm
A smile tilted Runas' lips again. She scanned the celestial bodies as Seven reassured her that she had not ruined his evening and then turned her face to flash one of her smiles at him again. She wasn't minding of sand coating her back or getting into her hair. She couldn't be bothered for physical vanity like that. "I'm glad Seven. You're a very nice person."
For a moment, her smile faded. So, he knew what she was, but he pitied her for it. She pitied herself for losing it. His words were almost accusing, but she couldn't resent him for them. She'd known full well what having a pure blood's child would entail for her and her mortality, but she'd done as much as she could to make sure that the child and its father would not forget who she was and what she'd given to keep them. "Yes, I was." She said softly, the silver becoming subdued as she spoke. She couldn't let anger take her for the manner of her untimely death, and the death of the spider that would have killed her anyway. "I was glad to be a surrogate, Seven. There was no misfortune or unfortune involved. I wanted that child. I'd wholly agreed to it, unlike most other mortals who are seduced to it You are luckier than you know for your blood. You're painted in their seeming, but if you remain far from any of them, you'll never have to be despised for the way you continue to exist."
A small, quiet smile danced across her lips again. She then turned to look back at the stars and felt an even greater sense of loss now that he'd made her think of everything that had befallen her mortal seeming's life. If she had come without those memories, she could not have felt this way.
With Seven's point, Runas' eyes glimmered again with life. For a brief flash, she realized that he was probably a child when she was first in Lhavit. She'd have remembered encountering a truly little spider in a city that held suspicion for the caves of Kalinor. If she'd met him, perhaps she would have removed him from human society and brought him with her to Kalinor, keeping him under the protection of being her companion, so he could see that the race of his mother's kin were not as bad as the stories whispered. She'd loved a spider when she was an Eypharian, so why couldn't a half blood love them too? She was aware they thought low of their half brothers and sisters, but that was the result of females being unable to mate with the males without the untimely death of pregnancy.
What she'd have done with Seven after could be questionable. Maybe she'd have brought him to Mura, or left him in Ravok with one of the aging companions she'd once had. She didn't wish to leave him, if she'd actually met him and taken him, but there would have been no choice. He was mortal, she was not. If she kept him after removing him, she have to give him away or end up watching him grow old and die.
So, she was glad she'd not stolen him or met him in Lhavit.
A chuckle floated past her lips as the thought of the could-have-been past was shoved aside for a half-blood's curiousity. She followed his finger and looked at the planet of Fyrden. One of the homes of the Familiars. Seven sure had a curious nature. Was he planning to study Familiary? She'd have to dissuade him or he'd be a slave to a little runt creature.
"Fyrden," She said quietly, a small smile glimmering on lips that rarely gave way to frowns or glowers. She was prone to bouts of misery, longing, and darkness, but she rarely submitted to them. She'd never take her life, even if she lived for a thousand years and became as lonely as the sun in the sky... A chuckle, brought on by a thought completely irrelevant to the current topic, erupted past her white lips. The sun, Syna. She looked at Seven and made an imperious face at him. "Syna has a half-blood's name." She said shortly. Another smile tickled her lips before she returned to the topic at hand and looked back up at Fyrden.
"Fyrden is... Well... Incredibly painful, I've heard." Luckily, very, very luckily, she knew a few mages that were now probably old, impotent geezers or insane, screaming lunatics. The latter were more likely to be the way they are due to Familiar interference, while the former were more likely due to the form of Hypnotism, Reimancy, and Morphing that they had practiced. Personal magic was a dangerous toy, they'd always told her, and Familiary was just as bad, just as dangerous. But that was a digressing thought. She had to focus on the Fyrden Familiar she'd met and bickered with. The Sarawanki, named Hapless by his Mage, had spoken of extreme heat and a terrible existence that was still so soothing to him.
"Fyrden is not in any way like Mizahar except in terms of djed. It does not rotate. One half is always facing the sun, the other always facing the black space around it." Her nose wrinkled in thought. Hapless was a Lightface Familiar, therefore he knew very little about what the Darkface was like, except that he'd die if he tried to cross into it. "The half facing the sun has seas of molten rock while the half facing space supposedly has mountains of ice. The only way to survive Fyrden is to survive off djed, which sounds very painful if you ever should meet a Fyrden Familiar and ask."
When the first drops of rain struck her bare arms and face, a startled laugh escaped her. It was raining! A natural phenomenon just as magical as snow, rain was something Runas enjoyed greatly. Sure, snow was much more fun to play with, but rain smelled so good.
She licked a drop of the moisture off her lips before looking at Seven, real laughter and enjoyment in her eyes and in her voice when she spoke. "We can continue talking indoors somewhere if you do not like the rain, but if you wish to ask of planets that can not be pointed at from inside a building, you'll have to name them. Of course, you can come and enjoy a meal on my behalf while we talk." Almost subconsciously, djed was returned to her eyes. She wanted him to stay in her company, if only for a bell or two. She really would buy his meal, if he wanted to eat, and then she'd continue to try to satiate his obvious hunger for knowledge of the heavens. He'd probably make a good Ethaefal if he were unfortunate enough to be one.
All the heavens cried when the angels fell.