Runas was, in short, much more complex than the half-Symenestra thought. She felt that the Harvest was a necessary evil for a dying race to continue to flourish, and she truly felt pity for the women that fell into death and became only food for their murderous children. She was willing though, even if she wasn't so in the beginning. As Seven had earlier, Runas' mortal form in her life had succumb to the Hypnotism of a Symenestra's amethyst eyes. He'd convinced her to come with him and she had, but the journey from Eyktol to Kalea was not a short one, and so they had grown closer and closer as they days melded together.
Tawna and the Symenestra were supposed to wait for the confines of the web-city of Kalinor before conceiving, but it didn't go that way. Tawna became pregnant as they neared the coast of the Suvan Sea, and she convinced her mate to stay with her in Sylira until she died. And they would have. But nothing turned out the way she wanted, and she died while still pregnant, and her Symenestra was left alone while she became something else and forgot.
Could Runas confide this in Seven? No. Why? Because he was a narrow-minded mortal that just wouldn't understand. She could explain, but he wouldn't hear her. He would be disgusted at her for feeling so glad to have the killer child of the Widower she loved, and she knew that if they traded lives she'd probably feel exactly the same. There was so much negativity around that spidery race, so much misunderstanding and darkness. So, Runas deflected her musings about what she remembered being Tawna re Sirall, the Eypharian painter, and focused only on this moment between her and the half-blood.
"It is, as far as I've been told. Those Familiars are always looking for a way off their planet, but they need Djed for survival, and so they know they must attach to a wizard. Which isn't safe. So if you plan on getting a Familiar, let me dissuade you now. That is a branch of magic that you do not want to get involved with." Her voice had grown solemn, serious. One of her friends had a Familiar, not the Sarawanki though. She couldn't help her, but she could at least convince Seven to not follow that path.
The heavy, warm, chilling drops only made her smile even more. She loved rain, but this brought up an almost forgotten memory of Markus telling her about what rain on water meant. A sad memory, seeing how Markus died not long after it, but one that still stirred every so often.
"I was told once that when rain began on a body of water that Leth or Syna was weeping for the loss of one of their children." Her statement sounded random, even to herself. She didn't know why she had even found it important to say something like this. Maybe to help him understand her? She just didn't know.
The narrowing of his ruby eyes in response to her habitual attempt at hypnotizing him into submission completely amused her as well as mortified her. She was surprised he hadn't yet stomped off in pursuit of more amicable companionship. His statement, as well as his demand for her to stop, had another faint smile tugging at the corner of her lips. He was truly an interesting person.
"Your life is but a flicker in the storm that is mine, Seven," she said airily, relaxing again and allowing the rain to soak her thoroughly. "Can you blame me for trying to keep you longer?" Her silver eyes half closed in the lazy contentment of a sun-bathing lizard as rain doused her body and made her horns and skin even more shimmery and glassy. "In this form, I do not eat. We live off our patron's light as Ethaefal. I was only being considerate of your needs. I'm happy in the rain as well, Seven. Like the snow of Winter, rain is a magical expression of the sky. It's the only thing that stays the same in my world."
She grinned fully this time, tasting the rain among the bite of the fermented fruit she'd consumed. The wine lay forgotten at her side, another form of sustenance she didn't require as an Ethaefal.
"Did you want to know anything else?"