Date: 89 Fall, 511 AV Denval seemed to Seodai a dark, cursed place as of late. How long had it been since the streets had felt bright, full of laughter and possibility? Denval had drawn her long, serious face and squared her shoulders against an uncertain future. The mood seeped into every pore of their society, their existence. Even the children seemed more intuitively subdued. The death that came to the city was, perhaps, not so unusual. People were born and people died, it was the way of the world. The sensitivity of their situation made it somehow seem worse, though, the loss of life among them. Such as it was, even Seodai was compelled to come from the cozy anonymity of his home to attend the funeral of a young boy who had drowned. A cousin, somewhere down the line. Swimming with his friends on a dare. He had miscalculated his jump and struck a rock as he splashed into the water. He was dead before anyone could even reach him. It was especially tragic in a place like Denval, where young, strong boys like that had grown into the force that breathed to protect and serve. Not only had they lost a child, a brother, a cousin, but Denval had lost a son in a way that almost transcended all of those bonds. Seodai was never comfortable in such large gatherings, even if they were the very same people he had grown up with, had spent his life near. And so he hovered on the outskirts of the procession, his eyes glued respectfully to the dirt beneath his feet as he shuffled along. He could hear the quiet sobs of the mother but, otherwise, Denval observed his death with a poised, respectable sort of sadness. Ultimately, the people were shuffling back towards the city proper. Families would bring food to the mourners for days, gathering around them in a gesture of solidarity and comfort. Seodai had already put together a basket full of the freshest bounty he could find around the farm, and sent it in the hands of Syllke, who had been absorbed well enough into the fiber of his new community as to attend just as readily as Seodai himself did. Now, though... now was the time for Seodai to make his quiet escape. There were always things to do, especially on a farm. Grief or no, life had to carry on. Seodai did not have a difficult time inching away from the outskirts of the town and, eventually, found himself strolling through mostly deserted streets towards his home, on the other side of the rocky landscape. He picked, idly, at the cloth wrapped tightly about his forearm. An insignificant scratch, the common hazards of life on a farm. At least, it would be so, if he were normal. If his blood weren't tainted, his very existence set up for failure. As it were, the gash he'd earned in the fields wouldn't close. It wept crimson too persistently, and Seodai had wrapped it in layers and layers of cloth. He did not want to detract from the funeral for the sake of his own dramatics. He'd try to find Noc, later. For now, he was bleeding through his best attempts to staunch it, and needed to find his way home to remedy that before he attracted sympathy that would feel inappropriately timed. |