Had the Konti been able to overhear their thoughts, her reaction would have been equal parts pleasure and dismay. That they were holding a conversation together, talking as if the two men were standing shoulder to shoulder rather than sharing the same body would have brought joy to her heart and filled her with comfort knowing that since they were talking, it was a good sign they were well on their way to a better truce between them and maybe an ease in the distance where they could exist together almost comfortably.
Her dismay would have come sharply for Kavala tended to forget, if at all possible, the debt she owed to Riverfall among the hustle and bustle of her life. The Konti had made a vow to readily agree to provide a broodmare service to whichever Akalak asked her first, and almost everyone in the city knew it. Kavala would have been distraught if she knew every Akalak that looked at her might very well be sizing her up for her body's potential. It wasn't that she wanted love or a relationship. She knew that was unlikely with how the Akalak culture was set up. It was just that she wanted to be someone to them... someone with a face, a name, a story. She'd been no one to the slavers. And having no identity was a lot like experiencing death. Here, there was life. There was a name and an association and a purpose.
Here she had Sanctuary in more ways than one. Besides, it was easier that way. Intimacy would lead to someone discovering her secret shame, and she didn't want that to happen.
Perhaps that was why she had hoped a stranger would present himself, someone she had no knowledge of, no insight into so that she could woodenly go about the business of producing an offspring without any friendship involved. Most women in her situation would perhaps want someone they knew to request her debt payment, but to Kavala sex was a horrible thing filled with violence, pain, and submission. It was something she couldn't think about other than in clinical terms. She knew what a man's wet disgusting lips felt like on her skin and a man's stiff impersonal organ invading her body - but she'd never been kissed or held tenderly. It was perhaps the reason she was still here. The Akalak were nothing like the humans that captured her. They were tall, clean, sensible and sensitive, prone to great sorrow and deep passions. There was nothing human about them, in fact, which made it easier for her to exist here - for her to heal. And the thought of one of them touching her didn't make her vomit, not like the thought of a human touching her did. Yes, Riverfall had its benefits, and the lack of a great many human males here was certainly one of them.
It was a good thing she didn't know Radis' thoughts and the conversation he had with Hatot. And it was probably just as well that the men didn't know her own.
Kavala had faithfully made time every other day to attend Hatot's classes. She quietly came in, joined the other boys, and worked as hard as they did though it was obvious that she was no nearly as strong. That didn't seem to phase the instructor or the other students who seemed inclined to work around it, so that there were obvious ways to get around her slight size and weight. Kavala rarely complained, though she did curse her own stupidity when she was slow to pick up a move or had a lapse in attention that resulted in one of the boys knocking her down. Thankfully, they pulled no punches for her... because her mistakes kept her learning until she was more in the boys range and catching up rather than in classes that should have been levels below theirs.
This afternoon, just before she slipped out, she'd turned to Hatot and bowed politely to him as a student was due to an instructor. "Everyone is gone from my home tonight because there's assorted events going on in the city they will be attending. I thought I'd have a quiet evening on the veranda and cook some steamer clams for dinner if you'd both like to join me. I know there's other events in the city if your busy, I will understand. Akela will be home later in the evening and could be talked into a spar if your up for it." She bowed again then, and left him no chance to reply. She figured he knew where she lived since half of Riverfall knew there was a Konti managing the stable on the outskirts of Riverfall... and if either of them wanted to come they'd present themselves. Her words, though, left plenty of room for him to not show up if he liked. He could tell by the invite that she half didn't expect him anyhow.
It was odd with Kavala though. She'd sometimes simply speak only to Hatot, and other times when the conversation might involve decisions or actions that included both of them, she'd often say things like 'both of you' or 'you two' rather than speak singularly. It was as if she was acutely aware there were two and both needed to be asked and agree. It was a strange courtesy for a non-Akalak to pay to them both.
Regardless...
While Hatot and Radris stood on the beach, Kavala was busy further down digging clams for a fresh dinner. She was not a good cook, but steaming clams with butter sauce and providing a salad, bread from the market, and fresh fruit guaranteed that no one would die of poison and everyone would eat well. Growing up on the grasslands, Kavala had never had seafood. Here though, it was plentiful and she partook of it often.
When her mesh bag was full, and she turned to start up the path to the road that eventually rose to the cliff where Sanctuary stood, she spotted the figure further down the beach towards the city. She waved, her white hair and slim form revealing her kontiness and a slight joy to see him there.
The Konti would wait to see if he moved to join her for the walk up the road or if he kept his vigil. If he did so, she'd not bother him further but would head back quietly. |