The entire scenario was dream-like. Conscious, yet not conscious, his body acted automatically, as if it was entirely natural to do so. His mind did not question his deeds, for it was dulled to some extent, and he only participated in content, lacking the critical questioning that he usually subjected his experiences to.
Thus, he walked, drawn to some unknown place for some unknown reason. The moon called to him, and the child of the night responded naturally. For Leth's wishes were his commands, and though he might have grown further apart from the moon-god with every year of non-communication and neglect, there was no question as to his origin. A child of Leth would always remain a child of Leth.
And so he found himself before the pond, still stuck somewhat in his hypnotic trance. Scenes from his past, the desired heavens of the Ukalas that all Ethaefals wish to return to, played itself out. As long-forgotten memories came surging back as a result of this memory-trigger, a sense of familiarity permeated every fiber of his being, filling him with a sense of bliss and content satisfaction. He felt like there was nothing abnormal about this situation; he was merely returning home.
This long suppressed desire led to him unconsciously leaning ever so dangerously to the pool, his yearning evident in his strangely expressive face, the nostalgic desire obvious in every subtle movement of his body. His home beckoned, and he would return.
Until, Nira'lia suddenly came in, breaking the trance that he was in. The strange state that he was in was violently broken, shifting him back to his usual conscious self. Yet, the feelings that filled his soul did not go away quickly, and the lingering emotions from before was still displayed clearly on his face, his body, his actions, and his very soul.
"Wha-what? Where am I? What was I doing?" The ethaefal responded in a confused manner, for the conscious memory of what he had been doing was beginning to fade. Just like how most people forgot their dreams when they woke up, so is his memory of that dream-like sequence disappearing when he was awoken from his hypnotic slumber. The only thing that remained were the emotions that would confuse him further. For an emotion without the context was like a question without the answer, or an answer without the question. Either way, one was incomplete without the other.
Though he did not know why, but a sense of despair began to fill his being, his unnaturally expressive visage reflecting this change. The pulsing in his eyes flared with intensity as if mimicking the shifting gaze of Morwen's children, and a depressing aura of sorrow emanated from his very being. It came from a small seed of his subconscious that still remembered what happened, but with the fading memories it only served to confuse him further.
A single tear rolled from his eyes. Though he did not consciously know this, it was a mark from his long suppressed misery at being wrung from the eternal bliss in Ukalas, and of being away from his original patron deity Leth. It was the tear that represented the grief of being violently wrestled away from his one true home, and of the many centuries of suffering and experiences in the mortal world.
"I don't... I don't know what's happening anymore," Eridanus croaked, raising his eyes to the night sky as the pure-white moonlight glinted surrealistically off his horns. The single tear drop shined with the reflection of the moon as it made its journey down his unnaturally beautiful face, enchanted with otherworldly glamor, leaving his chin as it sailed downwards onto the ground.