Aello nodded, although she said nothing, her eyes still fixated on the image of her past. The way her hair curled softly, the lighter hue, the way her eyes sparkled with a childlike curiosity and vibrance, until a time when an unsettling silence swept over the coast, causing the huntress to look out of the past and into the present. The knowing blue eyes of the older woman who accompanied her. "Someone once told me it was when you stopped blaming everyone else for your problems. Whatever happened to you, and started to blame yourself for everything," the huntress whispered as her feet slipped into the mud, coupling with the occasional darkened beige grain of sand. "But I don't know if I believe that," she added, as her muddied eyes grazed over the sea, trying to discern whatever rested in her peculiar expression. The tilt of her lower lip, the slight glimmer within her gaze.
But it proved to be too difficult, and soon enough, the huntress was overwhelmed by the wave that crashed into her. The foam that burst as salted wounds penetrated the shores of her mind, before slipping through the folds.
They seemed to start at the beginning. A fleeting image of her form swaddled in a milky white blanket, cradled in her mother's arms. And although she couldn't see her face, she knew they were hers. Somehow, almost instinctually, as a sense of warmth crept into her bones, before falling away with the next image. One of her father holding her hands. Her tiny fingers coiled around his thumbs as he guided them over her head, and held her upright as she began to put one foot ahead of the other. Her toes curling as they dug into the dark wood floor. Pristinely polished, slippery beneath her bare feet, which seemed to struggle to gain a decent purchase. They were her first steps; she remembered. A soft smile crossing her lips as the image faded to make room for another, one where her mother was seated in an old rocker. The chair creaking softly as she pushed against the soles of her feet, inching the adornment back and forth as she smiled sweetly, her eyes set on the closed eyes and button nose of another baby, swaddled in a soft blue blanket. The shade of the sky on a calm day. Aello could see her her mother's arms cradling her little brother Leon, her fingers winding about them as she tugged on them lightly. Pulling them down as she stood on her tippy toes and craned her neck so she could look down on her little brother's slumbering face.
The memory left as swiftly as it had come, making room for times when she was a little older. When she and her brother used to tumble in the grass, wrestling each other endlessly. Getting long green streaks upon their clothes, and the occasional blade in their hair. The first time her father had trusted her with his short bow. The one she carried now. As the memory flashed in her mind's eye, her fist tightened around the supple grip. She could see him leading her outside by her spare hand, after having put his quiver of ten prized, peacock feather fletched arrows onto her back. She must have been little more than seven or eight when he first took her into the yard and taught her that she was right eye dominate. That you held the bow with the left, and pulled the string back with the right after having nocked an arrow. Placed the left foot in front of the right, closed your left eye, and aimed down the arrow's point. She remembered the weight of the bow. She felt it; how she struggled to pull the string past her smile, to her ear, where she often drew it now. She remembered every shot she took, trying to reach the targets her father had set a few yards away- sacks of dirt and flower, of which she never hit, until several more lessons in. Trips into the front yard.
The next images seemed to come and go even more quickly. The day she had found her father's diary on spiritism locked in a chest by her parent's bed, after discovering a ghost named Fred in the attic. The first time she tried to make soul mist and failed, having forgotten one of the ingredients. The last few days before the fire. The day of it. Pillars of smoke rising from her family's cottage as flame consumed it. Licking at the boards hungrily. Blackening them as she stumbled out of her house, with her father's bow in hand. Awakening some time later to the realization that she was the only one left, and had to move on. To Lhavit, where she entered the brothel's, learning of her lust for other women and how to satisfy, to Avanthal, where she froze her arse off before going back to Sylira. To Ravok, where she met Alenias, and was thrown in jail no more than a season later for defending her honor against two city guardsman in the Silver Silver. One of which was slain by her own hand, that which held the cursed blade which had grown attached to her after meeting a ghost who sought to end the existence of the one he had murdered fully. She remembered the weight of it, the only thing she had left as she pressed her body against the cell doors. Waiting for death to reach her, alone in the cold, dank, dark.
A death that never came, for somehow, Alenias had snuck in, pulled the keys off the guard, and then been caught. But that petching blue monkey, Kiochi, with whom she had struck a bargain, cackled. Causing him to bleed out his ears, so that they could both steal Aello's stripped belongings back, and then some, and escape. A few days later, they met Nex, and got lost in a cave. She remembered it now, the way her auristics had caused it to sparkle, before all the light was snuffed out, save for the strange glowing moss, which near lured her companions to their untimely death. Another wave washed over. She was standing by Dira. Her porcelain face, jackals, and silver scythe. Another moment, and she was fighting the Ebonstryfe apprentice on the streets, and then running through the forests. Returning to her home. The skeleton of her family's cottage. A wooden frame littered with ashes, where she found the ghost of her mother. The one who told her that her father had not come for her, and that she was certain he was no longer living. She had held her once, for a fleeting moment, and she could feel her now as she thought of all that had happened since. Her birth of faith in Tanroa. Her meeting with Kaledon, which led to a fall through Priskil's spire, and her acquisition of the eon bell.
A moment, and she was back in the forest. With Nex, looking up at Rhysol's messenger. His form cackling as he instructed her to go to the druvin known as Silvas. Leading her onto the quest where she was now. The final memory, the pool she had just peered into. Talking with her younger self. A tear ran down the girl's cheek by then. Transparent and soft. Lending a cool kiss to her flesh as it ran down in a supple curve. "Another?" Aello whispered, as she turned to look, wondering how her aching heart could possibly handle another, if the experience proved to be anything like this. A singular tidal wave of memory, crashing into her form, willing her to her knees. Asking her to crumble; drown beneath its enormity. Its weight.
Eyes falling, the huntress forced in another breath. Deeper than the others, one that swept in through the nose, and left in an audible sigh through her mouth. She could see herself now, in the reflection. Simple blue dress, muddied irises with smoldering coals for pupils at their center. A lithe frame, holding her father's old bow. A quiver strapped onto her back. Her long, chestnut colored hair filtering through the feathers as she offered the true self a hard glare. "On my way?" Aello asked. "When I scarcely know where to go? Which path I should take?"
The huntress paused, as her eyes swept over the dirt which had been rubbed into the soft rosy petals of her reflection's cheeks. "For I do not wish to follow them. Rhysol's men. But there can be no turning back. Not if one wishes to avoid the god's pursuit. A curse, a death by their hands." Aello shook her head lightly, rustling her deep brown mane. "How can one bring themselves out of this place without knowing the truth that lies in their heart?"
OOCSorry this is an ultra long post. Also, apologies for leaving the ending as such, I wasn't sure if you wanted me to assume control of the reflection again or not. |