Looking at Aidara hand for a moment, Iosha gives her a weak smile before letting the healer help her to her feet. Once on her feet, Iosha is hit with another wave of vertigo, and she stumbles forward, but Aidara quickly catches her before she topples to the floor. She looks at the red head healer and apologizes for her clumsiness, and she says to softly Aidara, “I am sorry for the trouble. I am not normally this...clumsy.” She stops and thinks about what she just said and continues jokingly, “No wait.. I am normally this clumsy, but the room doesn't normally spin when I trip over a chair.” Typical Iosha always deflecting her anxieties with a joke. She isn't normally like this, but the visions are coming more frequent since she settled in the city a week ago. She is starting to worry that she will be needing a blind fold to function in this city.
Seeing their getting closer to the door, Iosha looks at the red haired healer, and she is pleasantly surprised she hasn't broke even a sweat helping her to the infirmary. She hears her ask a question about her visions, and she looks at the ground for a moment trying to figure out how to explain to a non konti what the Gift is without sounding like a complete crazy person. Feeling the dizziness start to subside, she looks at Aidara and says with a hint of cynicism at the question, “If I was a seer, Aidara, Berial could have sold me and paid off his damn boat and bought a new boat with the money. He got from selling me...Um Sorry, you weren't asking that were you...”
Iosha bits her bottom lip and thinks to her herself, “What is wrong with me? Why can't I keep those thoughts in my head.” It was a simple question, but trying to answer it was much harder for her because her “gift” isn't the typical of most konti. She always wished she could sense truth like her grandmother, or predict the weather like her mother. However, nothing in her life was ever simple, and sometimes she thinks the gods are just playing a cruel trick on her. She looks at Aidara again once she gets her thoughts in order, and she answers the question with a half smile a wink, “Sorry, that cynicism wasn't directed at you, but at the man who will remain nameless.” Her thoughts also add to the statement, “and next time I see him. He will not have a very good day.” Hoping Aidara sees her last statement was a joke, she continues with her explanation of her vision, “I not sure how much you learned about Konti in Kalea, but each one of my sisters are born with a certain second sight. For example some of my sisters can foretell the weather or tell if someone is lying. What gives us our powers of divination is the vision water. It is the life blood of our island.”
Iosha stops talking suddenly and grows sad with the memories of home. She wipes a tear, and she continues her explanation, “My “gift” or curse as I call it. Is the ability to see how a person has died. The visions manifest like a scene in a play. I see every gory detail until the time of their death. When the events play out to their inevitable end, the spirit of the person who died. The spirit tells me their name and normally leaves afterward, but the vision I encounter in this hallway...was especially vivid because I step on the vary spot he died. When this happens the spirit can actually interact with me, and they either give me a message or a dying wish. This puts me in a pickle because I am a giant softy, and I have to try to either deliver the message or fulfill their dying wish. Honestly when I encounter these visions, I just want to curl up in a ball and hide under my bed.”
Iosha takes a deep breath, sighs, and continues with a giggle, “As you can tell my abilities of divination are not really welcomed at parties, and when I was a child, I was traumatize when ever I encountered a the death visions. My Grandmother told me. I should just suck it up and deal with like a woman, but I think my grandmother's father was a Zith, so that must explain her shining disposition.” Iosha giggles to herself. She loves her grandmother with all her heart, but she was impossible to reason with since she was always right even when she was completely wrong. Iosha looks at her and raises an eyebrow, “Don't you trust outsiders or me? Because I am as harmless as a kitten, all I can really do to you is gnaw at your finger as I helplessly try to get away.”
Iosha lets Aidara lead her into the Infirmary, and she is slowly starting to come back to normal. She liked Aidara. Faric was right that she had a kind heart. What really impressed her was the fact that Aidara completely ignore her first explaination about her condition. Honestly she wasn't fine. The visions have defiantly taken a toll on her spirit. She needed to talk about to somebody even a stranger, but Aidara wasn't a stranger. She was a fellow healer of Rak'Keli, and Iosha felt a kindred to the red hair woman. Maybe it was they both shared the same love for their Goddess, and their goddess' radiant back to her followers. Whatever it is Iosha enjoyed watching the childlike innocents as she asked her questions. However, it is nice to feel a kindred to someone. Kindred or belonging was something she hasn't felt for a long time since she left her beloved island.
Iosha lets her lead her to a chair and sits down. She blows a piece of silvery blond hair from her face, and watches the other healer help a elderly patient. She smiles at Aidara when she tell her that she will introduce Iosha to the other young healer. She leans back in her chair and runs her hand through her hair, and looks at Aidara and smiles, “By the way, if I had any friends at all, I would like them to call me, Io, so you can call me Io if you like, Aidara.” She gives her a quick wide grin, and she sits back her with a giggle. Small talk wasn't her specialty, but she thinks she can make up for it in sheer weirdness.
A little while later, Aidara shows her the gnosis mark on her arm, and starts explaining her the way she received mark. Iosha just smiles warmly at Inartan woman. She was marked the same way Avalis marked her child. She says to softly to her, “You must be a blessed child of Rak'Keli, Aidara that is how I explain children marked by the gods. I could be completely wrong though, but I figure Rak'Keli will set me straight when I meet her.” Wanting to show Aidara her faith for their goddess in her words, Iosha takes her hand in both of hers and quietly says to her, “I believe being brothers and sisters of Rak'keli puts us in a special family of our own. She choose us to heal the sick and comfort the dying. We can only take a life if ours is threatened. You are special Aidara, and you are never alone when you have your family with you.”