To christen the beginning of this 'scrapbook' of IRL information about the player behind the character, there is this quote that fits perfectly with the topic of my first post in this scrapbook which has been woefully necessary for a long time coming. Cheers.
"Never ruin an apology with an excuse" ~Kimberly Johnson
For those of you who recognize this player character, and the accounts associated with it which include, Lariat, Dovinya, Atl, Faraluun, and even Darian and Nex before I retired them, this post is my terribly inadequate apology for my actions. As a moderator, I was horribly irresponsible and sickeningly lazy and hurt my domain because of it for which I carry much shame. As a player character I echoed the same irresponsibleness and laziness, making poor choices in the process that dug me further in the mud. As a character, moderater, and player, I'd become an utter let down. Looking back upon it, I felt and feen my mistakes keenly especially since I know now what I should have done, because as it is often said that hindsight has 20/20 vision. The fact that I didn't act immediately to rectify my mistakes added to the regret that festered and prompted the same routine inaction for a long while.
With this I do to break this cycle of not accepting responsibility for the actions that tarnish the name. That is to say this is not as a ploy to seek forgiveness, rather for me to simply own up to my failures.
With that, for now, I bid you adue.
"Never ruin an apology with an excuse" ~Kimberly Johnson
Absence and Shame
For those of you who recognize this player character, and the accounts associated with it which include, Lariat, Dovinya, Atl, Faraluun, and even Darian and Nex before I retired them, this post is my terribly inadequate apology for my actions. As a moderator, I was horribly irresponsible and sickeningly lazy and hurt my domain because of it for which I carry much shame. As a player character I echoed the same irresponsibleness and laziness, making poor choices in the process that dug me further in the mud. As a character, moderater, and player, I'd become an utter let down. Looking back upon it, I felt and feen my mistakes keenly especially since I know now what I should have done, because as it is often said that hindsight has 20/20 vision. The fact that I didn't act immediately to rectify my mistakes added to the regret that festered and prompted the same routine inaction for a long while.
With this I do to break this cycle of not accepting responsibility for the actions that tarnish the name. That is to say this is not as a ploy to seek forgiveness, rather for me to simply own up to my failures.
With that, for now, I bid you adue.