{13th Summer, 513 AV
10th bell}
The Nuit was meditating. Normally she sat on the ground with her legs crossed half-lotus style, back straight, shoulders forward and relaxed, head bowed. Today she was perched at the rough edge of a fallen tree, bowed forward, elbows resting on her knees and pale hands holding up her head. If one didn't know she was a Nuit, they would have thought she was sleeping, or perhaps resting after the long, uneven trek out into the Woods. Neither of these assumptions could apply to Isolde. No, she was meditating, that was all. She certainly needed it if she was going to be able to force herself to attack Fallon later on.
Meditation for the Nuit was like drifting along on a thoughtless --and somehow at the same time thoughtful-- breeze. Sometimes beginning meditation was hard for her, trying to work out the right breathing pattern, and sometimes trying to lay aside all her worries and doubts and fears seemed nigh impossible. But once the Nuit slipped in deep enough, it was a whole other matter. For Isolde, meditation was as close as she got to feeling at peace, and once a bit of that tranquility leaked into her it was hard to let it go.
Isolde was counting on that. Training would be hard enough without her tripping over her feet trying to run in the opposite direction, or flinching every time Fallon made the smallest move. She had purposefully left her pocket of flour at home, so as not to be tempted to throw a fistful in Fallon's face and disappear into the Woods; perhaps the Myrian had found that little trick amusing, but it was likely that not many others would. Especially those kind enough to actually agree to meet with --and perhaps even teach-- a Nuit. She didn't want to wreck this by being her usual cowardly self.
The thought that she shouldn't rely so heavily on meditation to make herself willing to fight was a minor annoyance, buzzing in circles around her head like a particularly interested bumble bee. Isolde swatted it away, not letting it sting her, and let her other, primary worry settle meekly into place-- that Fallon would not show. That she would get lost --or that she would decide she was unwilling to help Isolde-- and that the Nuit would be left waiting for her in the Woods, sitting on a sawed-off tree stump and meditating herself into oblivion all day long. The Nuit wouldn't blame the girl for deciding not to show, and she couldn't blame Fallon if her own directions to this happy little clearing --which she had stumbled upon while searching for a good place to practice her Reimancy-- had been incomplete. Isolde knew she should have agreed to spar in the Anthonius Fighter's Pit, that was a much more practical place to practice... but she was afraid of going back there now that she had been forced to reveal what she was in front of a number of burly men who may or may not have overheard. She didn't want to take the chance of one of them being there, recognizing her --for it was hard not to recognize her in such a place-- and deciding that it was time to play decapitate-the-Nuit. There was also the slim possibility that one of them would hurt her simply because Razkar had stuck up for her in front of them all. No, going to the Pit was out of the question unless the Myrian --or someone suitably large and terrifying-- was by her side. Isolde didn't want to drag Fallon into a real fight... no, not at all. So the Bronze Woods would have to do. At least until the day came that the Nuit was stupid --or brave-- enough to face the Anthonius Fighter's Pit once more. Most likely that day was lurking far out somewhere on the horizon, safely far away.
For now there was nothing to do but for the Nuit to hold the dagger in her lap, breathe evenly, steadily, and wait for her acquaintance to --hopefully-- appear.