"For Myri sake! Stop apologizing for everything. Goddess, you mustn't compliment me every time you open your mouth!" Kaie scolded him like a child.
Come on, She wants it, I want and you want it. She won't respect you til your squeezing the life from her throat. She'll respect you then if only for a second. Dark Jervis screamed and tugged tightly at the reins feeling them loosen, though only enough to bring him close to the surface of Jervis's mind. This caused Jervis's brow to knit and his jaw clench tightly in anger.
"Do you always take this much shyke from everyone? Your whole life?" She yelled, throwing up her hands. Jervis let go further as this was what she wanted he would give it to her. It was the least he could do.
Yes the feeling of blood on my knuckles, Finally it has been so long. Let's but this bully in her place.
Just below the surface now having some control of the body, the change in Jervis was startling. Gone was the calm gentle man from before, in the blink of an eye angry rage poured off him palpably, his eyes taking on a feral reptilian glint in his fury. His muscles in his tightened suddenly, causing him to look lost in a feral madness.
"Slag Kaie, You think this much control is easy, You think I don't want to walk around smashing every petching person who looks me crossly. I do every moment of every cursed day Kaie. For a long time that was the only way I knew how to live and if Coli and Tenni hadn't saved me from that rage I'd probably be some feral beast roaming the mountains by now." Jervis screamed in her face, he couldn't put this good an act up if he wanted too he needed his other sides skills, Jervis had practically let go at this point. Dark Jervis sensing his chance tried to take control of Jervis's arm but only managing to make the fist open and close.
Nooo, Let me out, I want to grind her bones and rend her flesh. She deserves it and it'd be so easy. She's a willing target for doing this. Dark Jervis screamed as he fought for control having never been restricted when he'd let him come this close to the surface.
No, You are not coming out, This is as far as you go. Light Jervis, the dominate personality said forcefully. Dark Jervis felt the reins wrap tightly again. He screamed curses but could do nothing against the strength the light side had gained recently.
The anger and rage began to slowly seep from his face and limbs, leaving him feeling worn thin. Bringing his dark side to the surface like that was no easy feat even now after all these years. "To live in your anger takes no strength at all Kaie, It's a form of weakness and one I've long tried to reject for my own safety. I won't apologize anymore save playing the humble slave around strangers. Still what must have happened to you to treat someone like you have treated me. I know I stormed in forcing my agenda upon you But I have done everything possible to try to justify you keeping me around. I have never disobeyed or hesitated." His voice while still angry had come down greatly in volume.
"Still all you do is demean me for no reason, is it to scare me away? Because all you would have had to do is tell me, I gave you my word that I would follow your orders, all of them and I will not break that oath no matter how hard it is. Even if you told me to leave, My word is my bond. I'm going to tend the horses, I'm tired now and want to get to bed. Finish the stew if you'd like I've lost my appetite for some reason." Jervis said calm now though his voice had none of his usual mirth, sounding drained, stalking off into the darkness taking the horses with him as he went.
)
