But Give Us Roses As we come marching, marching, we battle too for men, for they are women's children, and we mother them again. Our lives shall not be sweated from birth until life closes; hearts starve as well as bodies; give us bread, but give us roses! - James Oppenheim. Timestamp: 01 Fall 513 Afternoon light showered the Sanctuary. It located door hinges and water puddles alongside troughs off which to bounce and reflect darting brilliants of color, daffodil sun and jasmine steel, lilac shadow and hydrangea blue sky. The slow shed skin of summer was sloughing off into the very air, shimmering and somnolent, and inch by fantastic inch, it was beginning to unveil the unadulterated glory of an autumn sky. Since the hour of Caelum's fall ten years to the season past, the soul in him had always gasped at the bowl of the heavens when it was framed in autumn hours. Night or day, it was possessed of an irrevocable promise -- that in service there could be integrity, in death dignity, in plea pride, and in desire morality. The sun exalted over the ethaefal, this first sip of the season ushering in the inevitable change to the colors of his construct. The gold summer had used to gild his hair smoldered into a deep, rich auburn, but there was a breath yet of that gold left, dusting through the rest in determined streaks that would die within days all the same; and the pale patterns of peach and pearl tones to the elegiac curve of his horns was slowly being stained with blood colors. There was still sun in his skin, however, unfading, offsetting the shimmer of Rak'keli's favor to his hand. The mark of his third goddess was hidden; and, well, he sometimes thought, it should be if for no other reason than his personal safety. Rak'keli's gnosis, declared boldly on the back of his right hand, was in enough habit of tripping him into dangerous and inconvenient situations without the strangling kiss of Nikali beckoning strangers too. As the mirror-masked goddess was herself the most misunderstood, as were her followers. As it was, Caelum was even still in recovery from seasons spent in mingled thrall, constantly disturbed and uprooted by things so simple as the brush of another's hand. Notably, it was far from the first time he had fallen in thrall to a god. His beloved Syna was at once kind and cruel in her lending of him. Following Rak'keli's appearance to him in the very grasses that sprawled beyond the Sanctuary and Riverfall's protective cliffs he had wandered in unfocused shock, healing with nothing but fingertips over and over again. He was passed such hours now, or so he held hope. There was not a thing in him diminished in service, and the marrow of his bones itself had a habit of singing with a driving need to run, to chase, to seek and suss out every injury of body and mind, heart and spirit that riddled this world. Yet for now he intended to try and catch his breath. Morning had found him stretching the legs of a yearling in what was no doubt too fast a pace out into the wilds. The buckskin horse had a hunger for the wind and Caelum had a desire to drink it, so they were well matched companions. With him, he brought a supple leather bag that, untied, spilled out in a line as long as his arm to reveal pockets and pouches perfect for gathering. He had filled it with bunches of the precious myrdas flower before it could gasp itself out of bloom and next with orangeroot and wild onions. While the yearling grazed and he drifted, he stumbled into a grotto by a tributary of the Blue Vein that was swallowed with long green shadows and a collection of cattails and wildflowers days from fading. These gathered remnants of summer's bounty was what dominated the porch with him now. Wildflowers chosen for nothing but their beauty and the pleasant scent they would produce when dried and made it potpourri spilled in handfuls from the tables. He was cutting twine from a ball and braiding the stems even now, scarred fingers deftly sliding through the knots. Half a dozen already hung from the porch rafters like windchimes. A bucket's worth of wild onions sat at the top of the steps, waiting to be washed and trimmed for the kitchen; and more precious was the myrdas flower and orangeroot, carefully arranged on a table of their own, needing slivered and plucked and ultimately jarred and preserved for extended implementation of their medicinal purposes throughout the fall and winter. On his own, Caelum had a good few hours of work left to do. He went about it steadily, humming an old, half forgotten tune under his breath and his shadow puddling far darker than the rest of him could dream along the weathered boards. |