Falling into the role of a slave was a simple matter, so simple that Evalin half wondered if she were exposing herself unintentionally. This life, unlife, or whatever it be called, was filled with that which Evalin could not hold, or accept. Such in this world she wished to banish from her mind, to not worry or wish for. This, however, was different. A slave need not worry of what may or may not be. Such things were for the master, or rather Mistress as this child wished to be called, decided. It was an odd release from the worldly responsibilities Evalin bore. So odd and... Amusing.
The girl touched her with such gentle caresses, and such surprise filled Evalin that she flinched slightly when those lips pressed against hers. If she still head life her heart would surely beat faster, but as it was Evalin's eyes simply widened in shock. Blinking twice, somewhat dumbstruck, Evalin touched her own lips for a moment. The girl's, they had been warm, full and filled with life unlike her own. Her eyes fell, mind wandering to the curse that plagued her.
Be not caught within your own act... The simple words slipped through the cracks of Evalin's mind, pressing against the delusions that threatened to overcome her. With a mental shrug Evalin pulled herself back to this world, grateful to the Familiar for his guidance lest she be lost to her own created identity.
A doll... that was what she was to be. A doll to gaze upon, to flaunt and admire. To sit upon the shelf until the child felt the need to play with her. Somehow Evalin did not mind this, not for now at least. The current state of the world wearied her, filled her with strange disconnect with reality. For a time, perhaps life as a play thing would not be so unbearable. Then, when all was well within her once more and her purpose restored, Evalin would free herself from the manacles she bore. She would defy FATE once more, and free herself to the world to unleash the wrath it so deserved... but not for now. Just... not now.
Evalin had not realized how long she had been silent, the kiss having thrown her mind out of sync with her purpose, but now she felt a finger on her lips, bringing red eyes back to attention just as another kiss was forced upon her. Evalin's mind was blank, void and endless as her body did not respond. Tortures of the greatest pain, limbs lost in spray of blood, eyes gouged out and backs whipped mercilessly. These were all things Evalin knew and recognize. She could handle such devices, but this... This was the greatest of tortures. She could not move as the tongue caressed her, something alien, a feeling she had never experienced before. Her eyes closed, mind adrift in the moment as Aka pulled back. In the distant fog of her mind a voice called to her, cold, familiar, but she ignored it. This moment was...
Blinking her eyes upon Evalin found her head forced back, blood tricklign toward her. The sight of the crimson flow abolished what little care she had for the world as she opened her mouth readily to accept the offering. The ruby drops fell upon her tongue, and her entire body trembled as relief spread through every fiber of this undead form. Her eyes glossed over for a moment as the last drop fell, and she licked her lips with the tongue stained black.
The feeling of the collar on her neck surprised Evalin, and with the greatest will of all Evalin held herself in check, pressing back the riding urge to strike down this girl and run, to free herself before it was all completed... but she let it go. The feeling of relief still filled her, waxing over her features causing her to visibly relax, despite the situation.
"Mistress..." Evalin gave pause, a hand touching her lips as her eyes gazed to a distant past, "I... Never have felt such a thing before... Even when life still flowed through me." It was a small, inconsequential thought, and then Evalin let it fall from her mind. The request, command, or whatever form it took, filled Evalin's ears and she looked up at the girl. Evalin crossed her wrists in front of her, nodding slowly, "Please... bind my hands in front, then I may carry my stick to aid my motions. This body does not walk well on its own..." it was not quite a lie, her body was not responding as it should at the moment, "And I may carry whatever my Mistress requires as well."
Be wary of the tides, the flow faster than what first appears...
The girl touched her with such gentle caresses, and such surprise filled Evalin that she flinched slightly when those lips pressed against hers. If she still head life her heart would surely beat faster, but as it was Evalin's eyes simply widened in shock. Blinking twice, somewhat dumbstruck, Evalin touched her own lips for a moment. The girl's, they had been warm, full and filled with life unlike her own. Her eyes fell, mind wandering to the curse that plagued her.
Be not caught within your own act... The simple words slipped through the cracks of Evalin's mind, pressing against the delusions that threatened to overcome her. With a mental shrug Evalin pulled herself back to this world, grateful to the Familiar for his guidance lest she be lost to her own created identity.
A doll... that was what she was to be. A doll to gaze upon, to flaunt and admire. To sit upon the shelf until the child felt the need to play with her. Somehow Evalin did not mind this, not for now at least. The current state of the world wearied her, filled her with strange disconnect with reality. For a time, perhaps life as a play thing would not be so unbearable. Then, when all was well within her once more and her purpose restored, Evalin would free herself from the manacles she bore. She would defy FATE once more, and free herself to the world to unleash the wrath it so deserved... but not for now. Just... not now.
Evalin had not realized how long she had been silent, the kiss having thrown her mind out of sync with her purpose, but now she felt a finger on her lips, bringing red eyes back to attention just as another kiss was forced upon her. Evalin's mind was blank, void and endless as her body did not respond. Tortures of the greatest pain, limbs lost in spray of blood, eyes gouged out and backs whipped mercilessly. These were all things Evalin knew and recognize. She could handle such devices, but this... This was the greatest of tortures. She could not move as the tongue caressed her, something alien, a feeling she had never experienced before. Her eyes closed, mind adrift in the moment as Aka pulled back. In the distant fog of her mind a voice called to her, cold, familiar, but she ignored it. This moment was...
Blinking her eyes upon Evalin found her head forced back, blood tricklign toward her. The sight of the crimson flow abolished what little care she had for the world as she opened her mouth readily to accept the offering. The ruby drops fell upon her tongue, and her entire body trembled as relief spread through every fiber of this undead form. Her eyes glossed over for a moment as the last drop fell, and she licked her lips with the tongue stained black.
The feeling of the collar on her neck surprised Evalin, and with the greatest will of all Evalin held herself in check, pressing back the riding urge to strike down this girl and run, to free herself before it was all completed... but she let it go. The feeling of relief still filled her, waxing over her features causing her to visibly relax, despite the situation.
"Mistress..." Evalin gave pause, a hand touching her lips as her eyes gazed to a distant past, "I... Never have felt such a thing before... Even when life still flowed through me." It was a small, inconsequential thought, and then Evalin let it fall from her mind. The request, command, or whatever form it took, filled Evalin's ears and she looked up at the girl. Evalin crossed her wrists in front of her, nodding slowly, "Please... bind my hands in front, then I may carry my stick to aid my motions. This body does not walk well on its own..." it was not quite a lie, her body was not responding as it should at the moment, "And I may carry whatever my Mistress requires as well."
Be wary of the tides, the flow faster than what first appears...