The stroke of her fingers caused his eyes to hood slightly even as he twitched again, the corners of his mouth twitching upwards and pulled her in to him more firmly.
”Privacy yes,” The thought of privacy was enticing for a reason he’d never really considered before. He’d grown up in the Pavilions and knew what the limits of that were and knew what was ignored and what was not, but it was new to him to share the intimacy that he had with Tay with them. He was jealous of the time that he had to share with them and annoyed by the background thoughts which ran in his mind as to what some in the Pavilion might be thinking and of what judgements they might make of him and rather more freshly in annoyance what judgements that they might make of Tay.
He tried to allow the tension to wash out of him, recalling the lessons that his father had taught him about the ways of meditating, of the changes necessary to achieve that state of mind which allowed access to the Web. He upturned the tension in his mind, allowing it to spill over and drain down into the earth.
”Need better tent,” he said musingly, considering the winter ahead where they might want to give shelter to the horses as well as themselves. Of course it need not be a different tent but he thought it likely that it would be easier to try and sell this one and buy another than to have this one modified. A bigger tent though moved them towards needing a way to carry it and that potentially changed everything. Perhaps though all the time they stayed with the city it might be possible to rely on the Clan for assistance when the weather got worse.
He sighed and held her, losing himself in the moment where it was just the two of them and there was no need to consider the needs and wants of others. Just for the moment this was what he wanted and he dreamt of what it might be where she felt for him as much as he did for her.
”Privacy yes,” The thought of privacy was enticing for a reason he’d never really considered before. He’d grown up in the Pavilions and knew what the limits of that were and knew what was ignored and what was not, but it was new to him to share the intimacy that he had with Tay with them. He was jealous of the time that he had to share with them and annoyed by the background thoughts which ran in his mind as to what some in the Pavilion might be thinking and of what judgements they might make of him and rather more freshly in annoyance what judgements that they might make of Tay.
He tried to allow the tension to wash out of him, recalling the lessons that his father had taught him about the ways of meditating, of the changes necessary to achieve that state of mind which allowed access to the Web. He upturned the tension in his mind, allowing it to spill over and drain down into the earth.
”Need better tent,” he said musingly, considering the winter ahead where they might want to give shelter to the horses as well as themselves. Of course it need not be a different tent but he thought it likely that it would be easier to try and sell this one and buy another than to have this one modified. A bigger tent though moved them towards needing a way to carry it and that potentially changed everything. Perhaps though all the time they stayed with the city it might be possible to rely on the Clan for assistance when the weather got worse.
He sighed and held her, losing himself in the moment where it was just the two of them and there was no need to consider the needs and wants of others. Just for the moment this was what he wanted and he dreamt of what it might be where she felt for him as much as he did for her.