.78th of Fall, 513av.
The desolation flowed off of her; Nellie paid no notice. She walked the streets in a fog, neither keeping to the shadows nor avoiding passersby. That evening she had been Sunberth's easiest mark, though a perverse twist of fate saw her unmolested. In truth, Nellie might have welcomed a quick death, or an easy escape into slavery. Her world had already been shattered.
Footsteps slowed as she neared her home. The child in her imagined that, secure within its walls, she would find her parents. Grief-stricken and heartsick with worry that their only child had not come home the night before. But alive. They would be angry. They would yell. Ma would cry and Dad would bluster and in the end, they would hug her, warning her that Sunberth was no place for a young woman wandering alone.
She would apologize, and mean it, promising not to worry them like that again, and they would fall back into a routine. Ma would putter away creating this thing or that drawing. Dad would make his way carefully, always carefully, to his lab.
Except that it was a lie.
Nellie flinched from that fact, even as her brain conjured up vivid images of the truth.
The lab had caught fire, or exploded, or hai - maybe it had been bombed. Nellie couldn't be sure. She only knew that, by the time she got there, the lab had all but disappeared; flames licked up the sides of the building, as a crowd gathered to watch. To wonder. To judge. To take advantage of the tragedy in whatever way was easiest for them.
In that moment, she had hated them.
Not one among them had grabbed a bucket, gone for water, tried to rescue whoever might have been inside.
But this was Sunberth, and why should they? The building stood apart from other structures, there was little danger the fire would spread. Besides - tragedy happened daily. To those who watched, hers was no more special than the rest.
In fact, she had joined them, watching in mute horror and disbelief, and now her eyes could not unsee the lurid colors of the fire. It, too, had seemed purposeful, if fire could have a purpose. Crackling and climbing, searching out every shred of fuel. Several small explosions happened in rapid succession. Each one made her flinch, drawing odd stares from those nearby.
During one such episode, she felt her miza pouch yanked from her belt, the leather thongs breaking and pulling her off-balance. She spared her assailant no notice; dark eyes remained locked on the fiery ruin that was her father's lab. Her parents, she knew, had been inside.