Through the slowly receding miasma of agony, he could feel something soft brush the side of his head. Then Kechaiya was talking again, assuring him the hardest part was over and that her new stitches would be far more effective. Nov opened his eyes and blinked a few times in bleary succession. Well, that was a petching relief, at least. He didn't know if he could survive a renewed round of scourging every time he ruined her work and got infected. Which would have been often, had the doctor not come up with this nifty solution.
Krysus knew, he just couldn't keep himself out of trouble.
The healer had also used one of her father's sayings, which was surprising. Noven didn't know much about her life in the Berth, let alone her past, so this glimpse of personal information stuck out and lingered for a while in his pain-addled, sleep-deprived mind.
But then Kechaiya's light brush turned into a tender palm that rested against the side of his face, and suddenly the man found himself transported back in time. Back to when he was still new to the grim life of a Sunberthian and having just met Nona, the only mother he'd ever come to know. He could still remember his first attempt to sleep, how he had stayed up all night fighting tears of confusion and frustration and fear.
And how, later on, without him even making a single peep, Nona had come to his side to lay a gentle hand along his face. Just as Kechaiya was doing now.
"I know you've had a rough start, kid," the former fighter had murmured, her palm warm and dry against his stoic expression. "It's not weak to be afraid or feel pain. It's only weak to let those things stop you from living."
After that he did cry, if only a little. Wept silently under Nona's unjudging, unwavering presence. And when she'd been taken from him by that fucking cunt of a Daggerhand, he shed his very last tear of remorse in her honor. Because from then on, there was no looking back. All of his bridges had been burned for him. Some literally on the night of the fire that had killed old Calyn. And there was nothing, absolutely nothing, stopping him from going down that dark, twisted path Krysus had so gleefully aided his travels through. She was honing him to be her perfect little weapon, the fact of which Nov found himself minding less and less as the days wore on.
And yet...he was still here, troublesome as ever, but still relatively unknown in the world of crime and infamy. Noven tried to tell himself it was the practical thing to do to wait. That he had no major leads, nothing to go on, so why risk himself before a plan could be formed? But somewhere inside, he knew it was only a front. The mercenary could have been much, much more ruthless in his hunt for the murderer who took Nona's life. Only one question remained: why was he holding himself back?
Nov looked away for a tick and squeezed his eyes shut. Not from pain or discomfort; the doctor had been right in claiming the hardest part had been over, and her ministrations were was precise and gentle as ever. No...his distress came from an old, well nursed cesspool of hate and obsession. It threatened to consume him even now. Swallow his last, lingering shreds of humanity whole before leaving him with nothing but vengeance to pursue.
But he didn't want to think about all of this. Not in his current, prone state. The cook was too tired, too bone weary and sore. All he wanted to do was rest.
Just one night of peace and forgetting, Noven begged to no one in particular. Having no ancestors to call upon, nor gods or goddesses to pray to, he chose to make use of the now. It was meditative in its own right, or as close to it as he could get.
Nov focused on nothing but his surroundings. The crackle and pop of flames in the hearth, the scents of various salves and herbs and tonics lying about, and the calm but focused lines that made up most of Kechaiya's features as she worked. There was a softness there, too, he noticed idly. Maybe it was in the waves of her earthen hair, or the warm tone of her desert bred skin. He couldn't put finger to it, but there was something decidedly feminine in spite of all her no-nonsense demeanor.
The cook wondered why he was noticing this now. Why he was staring at her at all in the first place. Feeling strangely self-conscious, Nov turned to stare back up at the ceiling, no longer paying much attention to poultice being applied to his wind, nor the needle poking over and over through his skin. It was all just one big stretch of tiny aches and pains now. Part of him wondered if he'd ever know what it felt like not to being in some form of torment or another. Probably never.
The entire process must have taken ages, because by the time the healer was done she almost looked as worn out as her patient. She issued a few more explanations and instructions, and then, with the help of Jillene, managed to re-bandage his torso.
Once this was done, Noven thought it might finally be time for this mammoth trial to be over. But it turned out that the good doctor was not quite finished with him yet. She needed more ingredients for medicine and had even enlisted the help of the Isur to keep him from going anywhere. Nov didn't relish the idea of having those milky pale eyes of his landlady watching over him anymore than they already did, but it wasn't as if he was in a position to argue.
Jillene made her usual, thinly veiled threats as a response to the healer's request. Unpleasant as the thought was of being knocked out--again--by the five foot nothing proprietress, Nov had to admit he could probably use the sleep. That, and he didn't mind all the much thinking about Kechaiya's panties. Better her undergarments than Daggerhands.
"Nov, Nov!" a chorus of shrill voices burst as soon as the doctor opened the door. Oh petch me, the cook inwardly groaned.
Thomas was the first to pop up by his side. "We thought you were dead!" Not half a tick later, Mira's face joined his, shoving Thomas to the side as his colorful protests fell upon deaf ears.
"Y-you....you really are okay, right?" the dark skinned orphan demanded, her eyes grown so big Nov was half afraid she'd turned into a cat.
"Yeah, I'm fine," he muttered. "Get out of here and let me rest. I'm too tired to yell at you all...go make some trouble while you still can or...something."
"We're staying right here till you're all better!" Mira insisted, still struggling to keep Thomas away from the table. He managed to get to it anyway, at some point, along with Loy, who'd been sporting a runny nose for the past three years. "Naw," Thomas interjected, "we're just 'ere ta see yer wound. Was it roight disgustin'?"
"Can we touch it?" Loy chimed in.
To Noven's overwhelming relief, Jillene finally put her foot down. "Out, all of you! Yes, even you, Mira. When I come back I better see those floors swept and dishes cleaned, or every last one of you will be cleaning latrines for a year."
'Latrines' was the magic word with these runts. They cleared out faster than a hoard of thieves at dawn, not a trace of them to be seen. Just how Nov liked it.
"Doctor's been treating you well, I take it?" came the Isur's unusually congenial question.
Trap. Definitely trap.
"Eh," Nov answered, "not any better than she does the others, I'd imagine. I bet I'm the only one of her patients who can tear his stitches and get infected in less than a day though. Why d'ya ask?"
Jillene sank into a chair with a tired sigh and folded her arms. "No reason."
The cook grunted and went back to staring. He was so exhausted he could probably fall asleep on this table in five ticks flat. But he found himself reluctant to do so, partly because his landlady was still conspicuously present, and partly because he knew nothing good would come of sleeping right now. His only option was to wait and hope. Hope that Kechaiya would return with something to knock him out clean before he was forced to revisit all those dreaded ghosts, some he worked hard to forget, others he simply couldn't.
There was only so much fight left in him, though. And sooner rather than later, the nightmares came...
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