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..1st of Winter, 514
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..1st of Winter, 514
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The first sensation Khara had upon waking was panic. Had she somehow overslept? Was she supposed to be somewhere? And then there was the fact she was in bed but not her bed and she wasn’t alone and someone was touching her and...and... A tick passed far slower than possibly imaginable before it all came flooding back. It was the first of the Season, she had the day off, no one would be expecting her to be anywhere important and where she was? Well that was fine too. Better than fine, really.
The bit of sitting up she had begun in that half-formed flight was aborted and Khara let herself settle back in bed and her head against Zhol’s shoulder once more. This wasn’t an accident, wasn’t some misunderstanding or anything else that would give her pause to worry about where she found herself or the consequences that could follow.. The slight weight of his arm around her wasn’t constricting, it was comforting. That was… Until she reached out to place an arm across him and found it resting against the arm he had in a sling instead. Khara hadn’t asked any questions the night before, all curiosity aside they had a lot of other things to talk about that had taken up all the bells until they both had fallen asleep at an hour probably considered far too late to be any good. It had been strange to find out that if she had been more direct, like most other Inarta, she may have actually spared the both of them quite a lot of pain. She didn’t blame herself though, Zhol had made every effort possible to drive that notion from her mind and for once in her life, she actually listened to reason rather than self-doubt.
Her fingertips strayed to where his hand rested against his chest, gently entwining around his. The subtle change in his breathing had left her guessing he was already awake, probably due to her initial distress, so she didn’t worry about the subtle gesture disturbing him. Khara shut her eyes, not exactly aiding in the effort to try and not fall back asleep. There were things to be done that day, after all. Not many, but if she managed to get up and moving early enough there was a chance there would be less people around. The Valintar would be paying out wages, and then there was the market - not that she needed anything - and then, well, Khara wasn’t quite sure.
It seemed like for most of the second half of the Fall Season her days off had been spent hiding in Zhol’s room or shadowing him around the stables. Their days hadn’t entirely lined up and when they had, it had been too soon and she hadn’t wanted to go anywhere. Near the end of the Season she had just about given up all her free time, working every day as if she had no other option. So now that there was this day, a day when she didn’t feel gripped with fear and anxiety but instead hope and a warm sense of calm, the girl didn’t know what to do with herself.
For that chime though, she was content to stay right where she was. A stray thought came to her, of where they should have been the night before. Khara hadn’t exactly promised him, but it had certainly been her intention to go when she had spoken of it a Season before.
"I'm sorry" she spoke softly, barely above a whisper just in case he was still sleeping. "That you didn’t get to see the Wind Tower change last night. It was probably very pretty."
The first sensation Khara had upon waking was panic. Had she somehow overslept? Was she supposed to be somewhere? And then there was the fact she was in bed but not her bed and she wasn’t alone and someone was touching her and...and... A tick passed far slower than possibly imaginable before it all came flooding back. It was the first of the Season, she had the day off, no one would be expecting her to be anywhere important and where she was? Well that was fine too. Better than fine, really.
The bit of sitting up she had begun in that half-formed flight was aborted and Khara let herself settle back in bed and her head against Zhol’s shoulder once more. This wasn’t an accident, wasn’t some misunderstanding or anything else that would give her pause to worry about where she found herself or the consequences that could follow.. The slight weight of his arm around her wasn’t constricting, it was comforting. That was… Until she reached out to place an arm across him and found it resting against the arm he had in a sling instead. Khara hadn’t asked any questions the night before, all curiosity aside they had a lot of other things to talk about that had taken up all the bells until they both had fallen asleep at an hour probably considered far too late to be any good. It had been strange to find out that if she had been more direct, like most other Inarta, she may have actually spared the both of them quite a lot of pain. She didn’t blame herself though, Zhol had made every effort possible to drive that notion from her mind and for once in her life, she actually listened to reason rather than self-doubt.
Her fingertips strayed to where his hand rested against his chest, gently entwining around his. The subtle change in his breathing had left her guessing he was already awake, probably due to her initial distress, so she didn’t worry about the subtle gesture disturbing him. Khara shut her eyes, not exactly aiding in the effort to try and not fall back asleep. There were things to be done that day, after all. Not many, but if she managed to get up and moving early enough there was a chance there would be less people around. The Valintar would be paying out wages, and then there was the market - not that she needed anything - and then, well, Khara wasn’t quite sure.
It seemed like for most of the second half of the Fall Season her days off had been spent hiding in Zhol’s room or shadowing him around the stables. Their days hadn’t entirely lined up and when they had, it had been too soon and she hadn’t wanted to go anywhere. Near the end of the Season she had just about given up all her free time, working every day as if she had no other option. So now that there was this day, a day when she didn’t feel gripped with fear and anxiety but instead hope and a warm sense of calm, the girl didn’t know what to do with herself.
For that chime though, she was content to stay right where she was. A stray thought came to her, of where they should have been the night before. Khara hadn’t exactly promised him, but it had certainly been her intention to go when she had spoken of it a Season before.
"I'm sorry" she spoke softly, barely above a whisper just in case he was still sleeping. "That you didn’t get to see the Wind Tower change last night. It was probably very pretty."
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