You need a master.
You need me.
You are mine now.
Elias's words rang inside of her mind as Redd listened to the woman’s words, words that continued to chastise the wolf with a vengeance. Growls even left the strangers lips, the sounds made her want to place her back against a solid wall to confront the woman, but instead she dropped her shoulders and allowed the words to settle and press down upon her. However, a soft growl of her own did settle upon her lips. Yes, she was bitter, but it had only happened ever since she had taken a few steps into the human world. A decision that she regretted ever since then with every day that passed. ”What do you want me to admit human? That I’m a failure at this so-called life where everyone despises me? Hates me? Shuns me? Yes, I’m bitter. Yes, I’m a failure at this life, this life that I do not understand. I constantly fail and disappoint so many people that I cannot remember a time where one was satisfied with me. So if you want to add onto that, then be my guest, it’s a long list why not add one more.” She growled out as she kept her single eye upon the path ahead, now barely paying attention to the scent she followed.
She didn’t understand as to why Elias’s words also rang in her mind at that point, perhaps it was because it was the only time that she felt like she truly belonged to someone. Until he too abandoned you, mocked the voice and she lifted a hand to rub at her temple. The young wolf was used to being abandoned and chased off because of who and what she was. There were times when she did enjoy life, but those were rare, even more so now. Sometimes she even wondered if happiness was even something that she was meant to have. She had said that once, that happiness wasn’t for her, so why did she keep trying? No, a beast was meant to kill, that was all. A beast who longs for something more, whispered the all-knowing voice and she simply shook her head as she dropped her hand back to her side. It was then that she realize that she had lost the scent of the hare and she back traced passed the stranger, her bare feet skimming the ground with each step. Memories were beginning to press in on the wolf, memories and the voice and she didn’t know why. Why were they being a constant reminder? She then picked up the scent once more and brushed passed a prickly bush.
”No, I guess you’re right. No one owes me anything because I am just a beast who should just be used and then left behind. A tool to kill my own brethren, a tool to be beaten and a tool to be tossed away.” Pain, sadness and loneliness were the things that came crashing down upon her and she stopped, suddenly feeling the need to run. To run and never stop until she dropped, to wander until she could no longer walk and to howl. ”I don’t believe that you are here to just simply help, because every human has a hidden motive, they always do. That has been proven to me more times than one.” She said softly as she pressed on, moving forwards as she battled to supress the emotions hidden within. It was distraction as its finest really. A brush of her right arm against a thorny tree, the missed sign of paw prints upon the ground and because she wasn’t paying too much attention to her own footsteps, they were louder than normal. Which would have sent the hare further onwards if it was around nearby. Even then she didn’t know, for her hazel hue wasn’t looking for the sight of the white little body of the hare. It was just simply focused upon the path in front of her and a little bit glazed over as she retreated into herself, but she still followed the scent. It was important. ”Yes… I guess red is the colour of blood.” She had a feeling that she was supposed to say something else, but what? What did one say when the other clearly saw a bitter beast?
You need me.
You are mine now.
Elias's words rang inside of her mind as Redd listened to the woman’s words, words that continued to chastise the wolf with a vengeance. Growls even left the strangers lips, the sounds made her want to place her back against a solid wall to confront the woman, but instead she dropped her shoulders and allowed the words to settle and press down upon her. However, a soft growl of her own did settle upon her lips. Yes, she was bitter, but it had only happened ever since she had taken a few steps into the human world. A decision that she regretted ever since then with every day that passed. ”What do you want me to admit human? That I’m a failure at this so-called life where everyone despises me? Hates me? Shuns me? Yes, I’m bitter. Yes, I’m a failure at this life, this life that I do not understand. I constantly fail and disappoint so many people that I cannot remember a time where one was satisfied with me. So if you want to add onto that, then be my guest, it’s a long list why not add one more.” She growled out as she kept her single eye upon the path ahead, now barely paying attention to the scent she followed.
She didn’t understand as to why Elias’s words also rang in her mind at that point, perhaps it was because it was the only time that she felt like she truly belonged to someone. Until he too abandoned you, mocked the voice and she lifted a hand to rub at her temple. The young wolf was used to being abandoned and chased off because of who and what she was. There were times when she did enjoy life, but those were rare, even more so now. Sometimes she even wondered if happiness was even something that she was meant to have. She had said that once, that happiness wasn’t for her, so why did she keep trying? No, a beast was meant to kill, that was all. A beast who longs for something more, whispered the all-knowing voice and she simply shook her head as she dropped her hand back to her side. It was then that she realize that she had lost the scent of the hare and she back traced passed the stranger, her bare feet skimming the ground with each step. Memories were beginning to press in on the wolf, memories and the voice and she didn’t know why. Why were they being a constant reminder? She then picked up the scent once more and brushed passed a prickly bush.
”No, I guess you’re right. No one owes me anything because I am just a beast who should just be used and then left behind. A tool to kill my own brethren, a tool to be beaten and a tool to be tossed away.” Pain, sadness and loneliness were the things that came crashing down upon her and she stopped, suddenly feeling the need to run. To run and never stop until she dropped, to wander until she could no longer walk and to howl. ”I don’t believe that you are here to just simply help, because every human has a hidden motive, they always do. That has been proven to me more times than one.” She said softly as she pressed on, moving forwards as she battled to supress the emotions hidden within. It was distraction as its finest really. A brush of her right arm against a thorny tree, the missed sign of paw prints upon the ground and because she wasn’t paying too much attention to her own footsteps, they were louder than normal. Which would have sent the hare further onwards if it was around nearby. Even then she didn’t know, for her hazel hue wasn’t looking for the sight of the white little body of the hare. It was just simply focused upon the path in front of her and a little bit glazed over as she retreated into herself, but she still followed the scent. It was important. ”Yes… I guess red is the colour of blood.” She had a feeling that she was supposed to say something else, but what? What did one say when the other clearly saw a bitter beast?