She hadn't ever really thought of the drudge how Drusilla talked; not entirely, anyway. Khara had never considered them useless, they did a lot of good things for the city, after all. It was more that they seemed replaceable; one could die and the next could almost immediately pick up whatever it was the other had been doing. The Chiet weren't really much better except maybe they were slightly more adept at learning something new. Those that had the potential to become Avora or Endal were rare, though - weren't they? It was hard not to feel disquieted by the line of thinking though, it sounded far too much like the unhappy whispers from a little over a year ago and Khara pictured herself wrapping up the concepts in a little bundle and locked them away somewhere dark in the back of her head so they couldn't be found again.
Or, at least, she tried to. She could feel her cheeks flushing as Dru told her that she was the important one. It sounded all wrong to her, though. Drusilla was an Avora now, the Valintar had raised her to that level whereas Khara was still a Chiet and couldn't even dream of trying to petition such a thing. Khara was helpful, a tool for the Avora to use if they needed or wanted to, but there were plenty of others able to take her place if something or someone broke her.
That single thought lingered too long and as the weight of the opalgloam continued to shift from hand to hand. Vaguely in the distance she was aware of other things that Dru talked about and it was only the term big sister that snapped her attention back. She knew that the Symenestra had declared herself as Zhol's sister and the horse boy had been more than happy for it, but she hadn't been aware that Dru saw Khara as a younger sibling as well.
"I-I don't mind at all. I don't... I don't have a lot of people I can talk to." Khara forced herself to look up from her hands at the pale woman, a small smile managing to fight past the more bleak thoughts that had been running wild. "I didn't know you saw me like that. I-I'm sorry. I just didn't think that... I didn't know..."
A faint laugh left her and Khara let her eyes wander back to the covered cage to try and keep her embarrassment under control. "I don't think I matter so much. I know a few people think othersides," one in particular, she added, though kept it unspoken. "I guess I am still not so used to that."
She considered what Dru asked about the moths, but nothing came to mind. Insects weren't typically something she paid much mind to aside from the biting ones that came out in Summer when she was closer to Thunder Bay. There had to be somewhere that the moths would prefer to be though. "All I can think of is the torches that Val puts out in front of the gates when it's warmer and the hunters and scouts stay out longer. Maybe check The Enclave? They seem to have books on everything. Maybe there's a kind of plant that moths like to be around."
Or, at least, she tried to. She could feel her cheeks flushing as Dru told her that she was the important one. It sounded all wrong to her, though. Drusilla was an Avora now, the Valintar had raised her to that level whereas Khara was still a Chiet and couldn't even dream of trying to petition such a thing. Khara was helpful, a tool for the Avora to use if they needed or wanted to, but there were plenty of others able to take her place if something or someone broke her.
That single thought lingered too long and as the weight of the opalgloam continued to shift from hand to hand. Vaguely in the distance she was aware of other things that Dru talked about and it was only the term big sister that snapped her attention back. She knew that the Symenestra had declared herself as Zhol's sister and the horse boy had been more than happy for it, but she hadn't been aware that Dru saw Khara as a younger sibling as well.
"I-I don't mind at all. I don't... I don't have a lot of people I can talk to." Khara forced herself to look up from her hands at the pale woman, a small smile managing to fight past the more bleak thoughts that had been running wild. "I didn't know you saw me like that. I-I'm sorry. I just didn't think that... I didn't know..."
A faint laugh left her and Khara let her eyes wander back to the covered cage to try and keep her embarrassment under control. "I don't think I matter so much. I know a few people think othersides," one in particular, she added, though kept it unspoken. "I guess I am still not so used to that."
She considered what Dru asked about the moths, but nothing came to mind. Insects weren't typically something she paid much mind to aside from the biting ones that came out in Summer when she was closer to Thunder Bay. There had to be somewhere that the moths would prefer to be though. "All I can think of is the torches that Val puts out in front of the gates when it's warmer and the hunters and scouts stay out longer. Maybe check The Enclave? They seem to have books on everything. Maybe there's a kind of plant that moths like to be around."
"Nari" | "Common" | "Pavi"