[Silver Chest] Bound To The Burden

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[Silver Chest] Bound To The Burden

Postby Colt on August 23rd, 2015, 1:26 am

Image77th of summer, 515 a.v
before sunrise

The morning had begun like any other. Shahar had risen before the sun, as was his way, pulled on his clothes, given Naiya a gentle touch goodbye and slipped into the gray pre-dawn air.

Summer was as thick as ever, and the night left no lingering chill to nip or shiver. In this weather, Shahar opted to remain shirtless, although he did don his sheepskin vest. He left that open, though; at the moment, the grasslands remained marginally lukewarm, and he could take the vest off before the sun began to actually scorch the land. After that came his belt, laden with all of the things he might need for the day, and then came his javelins, slung over his shoulders and strapped tightly into place. Last of all came his axe, more out of habit than anything else; it had been nearly a full year since he had raised it in actual defense, and he had no reason to think that he would do so again on this morning. Even in the case of danger, he would likely default to his javelins to fend off whatever might attack him, anyway---he was far more skilled with those---but still he carried the axe with him. It was a gesture of respect, he thought. But to what? The Serenity Tree? No, he reasoned. It was a gesture of respect to himself. Or at least, more specifically, it was a gesture of respect to his name, and where his name had come from.

And besides, it never hurt to carry an extra weapon when one roamed the Sea of Grass.

With his tools and wits about him, Shahar clicked quietly at the travois. There was a stirring beneath it, and then Tuka slid languidly out of the shadows, stretched and padded to her Drykas.

Good morning, dear friend, Shahar signed, kneeling to rub her on the head just the way she liked. Tuka pressed into his fingers and let loose a low rumble of pleasure.

Ready inquiry? Shahar stood. Time to go.

Tuka fell into practiced stride at Shahar’s hip, and he stretched his arm to toy gently at the fur of her crest. They both knew that there would be no hunting at this time of day, but Tuka did not seem to care; where Shahar went, Tuka went, even if where Shahar was going happened to be terribly boring. Shahar had never expected himself to care as deeply about the hunting cat as he had come to, but it was what it was, and he was altogether grateful for the company.

They made their way out of the camp, carefully quiet so as to avoid waking the others at the unreasonably early hour. Past the mismatched herd of zibri and horses they went, past Akaidras and Wildfire, past Khida’s dun mare and her slumbering filly. The mare glanced warily at the hunter and cat, and Shahar sent a quick flash of greeting peace nonthreatening her way. The mare didn’t appear to be impressed, but Shahar and Tuka weren’t venturing particularly close; without anything to be truly alarmed by, the mare watched as the pair passed the herd by and continued on their meandering way.

Shahar walked by memory, picking out familiar landmarks and patterning their journey around them. There was a stand of cattails not far away, and that was where he had set one of his traps. Beyond that, beneath a tuft of rabbitbrush lay another. He was more confident about the second than the first.

His confidence, it turned out, was correct; the first trap had been sprung by something small and lengthy, but it held nothing for him to gather. He reset it and continued on. The second one, to his immense pride, held the stiff corpse of a rabbit; it had been snared during the night, apparently, and its attempts to escape the cord around its neck had, in the end, caused the cord to constrict and eventually strangle it.

It would make a fine addition to their breakfast.

Shahar freed the rabbit and reset the trap, although he placed it beneath a different patch of rabbitbrush. Tuka eyed the kill, but made no move towards it.

With their morning task completed, the two of them made their way back to the camp. The silvery light that had seen them leave was nearly gone; the eastern horizon was ablaze with the color of Syna’s ascension, and it burned away the stillness and silence of the in-between twilight. Birds were waking, greeting the morning with joyful songs and bickering over the first morsels. Wind rattled. Grass whispered.

The night was over. The day had begun.
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[Silver Chest] Bound To The Burden

Postby Colt on August 23rd, 2015, 1:28 am

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They returned to a stirring camp. The other two cats were awake and about, as were his wives; routines were fulfilled, the fire was stirred, Shahar skinned the rabbit and did with it as Naiya told him to. The skin was rough and pocked by his unskilled hands, and would hardly fetch more than a few coppers at the Spit Fire, surely. There were more productive ways to spend his time, and so he tossed the skin, bones and unused organs to the cats as a treat. The heart he gave to Tuka in particular.

The morning wore on and their fast was broken, and then each went off to begin their respective tasks for the day. Shahar, used to using his morning to hunt, cleaned his bowl and angled towards the travois; hunts meant riding, and to ride Akaidras without brushing his back would rub the dirt into the stallion’s skin and irritate him. It was brushes he sought, and the brushes dwelt with all those other things that they piled onto the travois.

The travois seemed noticeably heavier than it seemed it should be as he approached it. He couldn’t place exactly why that was; the camp was set up, their worldly possessions spread across the little plot of land, and so the travois should only have held those items that had no other place, like extra rope and stray tools. There appeared to be far too much there now, and Shahar could not fathom why.

But that was a problem he could tend to later. First, Shahar needed to hunt.

The brush bag was unexpectedly deep in the pile, tangled up with something else, and Shahar had to dig just to get ahold of it. Once his grasp was firm, the Drykas tugged sternly, but the bag was more ensnared than it looked. He tugged again, harder. It almost came free. Shahar braced himself against the earth, then threw his weight back and heaved---and was rewarded by the escape of the brush bag. Not just the brush bag, though; out came the bag’s snare in the form of rope and canvas and so many things wrapped up in a tight bundle.

A tent.

Shahar’s hands fell, although he did not drop the bag. A sudden weight fell onto his shoulders. It all fell into place then, why the travois had looked so heavy.

No one had pitched the tent.

Why should they? There was no one to sleep in it, and so no one had thought to set up what they didn’t need.

There was no one to sleep in it.

Again it hit him, just as fresh as the first time he had looked at the tent and remembered why it was still folded up.

There was no one to sleep in it.

He had forgotten putting it away. He had forgotten all the times he’d looked at Drelah, pulling their possessions faithfully, and thinking dull, dead thoughts about the weight of the extra tent upon the Seme’s shoulders. It wasn’t as if it was something that Drelah was unused to pulling.

They’d pulled it for a year, after all.

They’d pulled it for her.

There was an empty space around the tent. There was an empty space in the camp, where it was supposed to be pitched. There was an empty space at the fire, where she was supposed to sit.

Shahar dropped to his knees and began to pull at the ropes and cloth of the tent that ensnared the brush bag. It was too heavy. Why was it so heavy?

“Let go,” he rasped at the tent.

It did let go, finally, snapping and tumbling open to reveal all those things that had been wrapped inside: a blanket, bedroll, a bit of soap, extra clothes for when the wind grew cold. He snarled and grabbed them, piling them back up, rolling the tent back over them; why did he had to pull it free? Why did he had to open up that wound after he had done such a good job forgetting it?

Shahar scooped the pile into his arms. The brush bag lay on the ground, forgotten. What did he do with these? Did he put them back on the travois? Did he pretend he had never seen them in the first place? Did Drelah pull them again, day after day? Did it stay with them forever, like the empty space shaped like her?

You can’t,
said the voice of reason. What would be the use? No one sleeps in that bedroll. No one uses that blanket. Those clothes are too small for anybody here.

His heart beat against it. He didn’t want to have to see these things, but to get rid of them… the mere thought of that made his chest burn, and he didn’t know why.

They are a burden. They take up space that could be better used for other things, other things that you need more. That Naiya and Khida need more. What point is there to keeping them?

They were unimaginably heavy in his arms. How was he still holding them?

It’s time to let her go.

Shuddering, shaking, half-aware of what he was doing, Shahar gripped the bundle until his knuckles were white and began to walk.
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[Silver Chest] Bound To The Burden

Postby Colt on August 23rd, 2015, 1:31 am

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He didn’t know where he was going. To Endrykas? To the grasses? Neither? All he knew that he was going somewhere, because these needed to be away from the camp. What was he going to do? Sell them? Leave them somewhere? He couldn’t feel his hands, he was holding them so tightly. Why? Why couldn’t he let go?

He took the halfway path, neither into Endrykas nor away from it. He made his way through the outskirts, through herds and single person camps, through trade caravans and strangers that were forbidden to settle inside the city. There were people about, both foreigner and Drykas, talking excitedly to one another through tight words and muted, fluttering signs. It didn’t pierce Shahar’s haze as important, at least not until he was approached directly.

“Are you going to the chest?” Young. Male. Quiet and reverent.

What?

“The chest. The silver chest.” Secret excitement. The boy was short and dark-haired, not possibly more than eleven winters. He was staring blatantly at Shahar’s burden. “Are you going to give that to the chest?”

Uncomprehending, what are you talking about?

“You don’t know?” Disbelief. “There’s a silver chest. It just appeared this morning. It’s been doing things. Giving things. Taking things. They say that if you give something up to it, it will give you something back. No one knows why.” The boy peered at the bundle in Shahar’s arms. “What even is that?”

None of your business.

“Sorry.” Apologies, fear, meant no offense. The boy began to retreat.

“Wait,” Shahar croaked.

The boy paused.

Where?

The boy hesitated, then pointed. “That way,” he said before dashing off.

He couldn’t do it. Could he? If you give something up. No, he couldn’t. Not yet.

Give her up.

Was that something he was even capable of doing? It is for the best. Then why was it so hard to breathe?

Why were his feet following the boy’s directions?

Into the grass. There were paths there, paths that Shahar saw without thinking. Many feet, human feet, man and woman and child, all in the same direction. He followed them numbly.

The chest appeared to him rather than him finding it. It shimmered like forged moonlight, jarringly out of place amongst the greens and browns of the Sea of Grass, and yet there were no marks of someone moving it or setting it down. It was as if it had always been there, and always would be.

Let it go.

Shahar knelt in front of the chest. What was he doing here? The tent and cloth clattered to the ground.

Why? Why? Why? The single word beat at his skull, relentless and unceasing. Why had he failed? What had he done wrong? Why was this tent empty and lifeless? Why had Hope deserved whatever it was Lhex had wrought upon her?

His failure crashed over him like a wave, wrapping around his chest and crushing him, sucking him down, down into the depths of his self-loathing and regret. He had failed her, and he didn’t know how. He hadn’t taught her to ride properly. He hadn’t taught her to survive properly. He hadn’t taught her to find her way back. He hadn’t he hadn’t he hadn’t, so many hadn’ts, so many should’ves. So many failures.

He had loved her. Not in the way she had thought he did, but he had loved her nonetheless. Not like a sister, not like a daughter, not like lover, not like anything else. Shahar did not love often, but he loved deeply; he had wanted to give her so many things. Home. Family. Safety. A people. Skill. A name. By the Gods, he had wanted to give her the world.

And he had failed.

Shahar picked up Hope’s things.

It is time.

He didn’t want to. He couldn’t just throw it away. It was his fault! His! He didn’t know how, but it had to be!

It never even occurred to him that the fault might lie somewhere else.

You have held on to it for so long.

Shahar’s hands shook as he held her possessions over the chest.

It’s time to let her go.

He let it fall, and it felt like ripping off his own arm. The air in his lungs left him. The world blurred.

Let her rest.

Shahar closed the chest.

storyteller noteThe exact contents of the bundle:

1 backpack
1 bedroll
1 2-person tent
1 winter blanket
1 wool cloak
less than 1 pound of soap
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[Silver Chest] Bound To The Burden

Postby Tribal on August 23rd, 2015, 8:33 am

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Everything that reminded him or her went into the chest; this was goodbye. The hardest part was not knowing; where had she gone, what had she done, how had he failed her? A teacher never gives up on a student and reflection is sometimes the most powerful tool at a man’s disposal. The light came and went and a hesitant Shahar knew not what to expect when he raised the lid of the chest; especially not her…

The Ivaski was white as snow with a nose blacker than coal and crystalline eyes he could have sworn belonged to her; the same colour, the same shape, traced by the same dark lashes. Hope, the man heard the word swim around in his head as if spoken directly into his thoughts and when he realised it was the puppy who had placed it there, Shahar caught his breath.

She wore a rope of pleated silver around her neck linked to a small, silver medallion with the Pavi word for ‘Protector’ etched on the front. Fate had spoken. Was she an old soul in a new body? The Drykas believed in stranger things. One day she would be the man’s best line of defence, but until that day she would need love, guidance, a teacher, a friend, and above all, him.

In the seasons to come Shahar would find that the Ivaski puppy was strong, intelligent, and shared a mental link with him others of his race might never understand; a telepathic dog after all seemed insane. No one but Shahar would ever be able to hear the dog’s thoughts which came to him much like grassland sign, in single words rather than comprehensive sentences; hunger, pain, happiness, love, devotion, hunt, wait, look. She would offer him hope when he needed it most; all she asked in return his companionship.


G R A D E S

Shahar Dawnwhisper

Experience

  • Organisation: 2
  • Land Navigation: 1
  • Trapping: 1
  • Investigation: 2
  • Wilderness Survival, Plains: 1
  • Skinning: 1
  • Cleaning: 1
  • Body Building: 1
  • Logic: 2
  • Socialisation: 1
  • Rhetoric: 1

Lore

  • Trapping: Reset traps in a new location after a catch
  • Skinning: Basics
  • Skinning: A poor pelt
  • Skinning: Work slowly for better results
  • Butchering: Nothing wasted
  • Tuka: A heart for a fury friend
  • Grooming: Brush before the hunt
  • Observation: Recognising something is amiss
  • Logic: The voice of reason
  • Shahar: Saying goodbye is never easy
  • Event: The Silver Chest
  • The Silver Chest: A gift for a gift

Penalties

- Backpack
- Bedroll
- 2 Person Tent
- Winter Blanket
- Wool Cloak
- Soap

Loot

1 x Rabbit (food)
1 x Ivaski Puppy (2 seasons old)

Notes

I expect seasonal expenses will be paid for summer 515 a.v. I really enjoyed reading this thread, it was a pleasure to grade, though I apologise for over-stepping and assuming Shahar's reaction to the gift (hopefully he likes it; hell, hopefully you like it!). Looking forward to fall threading to see how their story unfolds. Enjoy the rewards and be sure to edit your grading request.
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