30th of Fall, 517
There were forty three steps from the second floor to the foyer in the Craven Manor. Madeira was intimately familiar with each of them. The young Spiritist had one hand wrapped white-kuckled around the bannister of the curving staircase, the other choked her silver headed cane, and on the step behind her dragged her dead left leg.
It had been weeks now, and those paralyzed by the summer plague weren't getting any better. Madeira knew the family was watching her, that they talked behind her back. What were they going to do with Madeira Craven? They hadn't called her into any sort of meeting yet. She probably bought herself time with that job she stumble into at the Crooked Playhouse several days ago. But she knew it was coming. Could a paraplegic keep up with the demands of the Spiritism profession? Was she now a liability to her family?
"Jomi", Madeira whistled for her ghost. She had taken to bringing her spectral servant with her when she had to visit the family manor. If only to weakly prove that she still had power, that she still had control over something. "See if you can open the front door before I get down the stairs. If you manage it I'll give you a jar of soulmist. The fresh stuff." she negotiated slyly, looking over her shoulder as she lowered herself to the next step. "You need the practise."
What were the Craven's going to do with her if they decided their youngest couldn't keep up?
These thoughts sprang up uninvited. Madeira looked to her feet and counted the steps as she dragged herself down. Anything to distract herself.
Twenty one.
She couldn't lose her career. She had Allister to take care of. And what of Emma and Jomi? Would they still stay with her?
Twenty.
No, the family wouldn't kick her out over this, not right away. She might just be forced to be a scrivener under Rune Craven.
Nineteen.
But she would have to prove to be smarter and more diligent than Einar to be the family scrivener, and she wasn't sure she could. Her cousin had been groomed for the post since he was small.
Madeira paused on the eighteenth step to catch her breath. Golden autumn light was pouring through the tall windows on either side of the heavy doors below her, even penetrating through the gloomy drapes that hung heavy over them year round. Dust glimmered in the air, moving in invisible currents around the dark antique furniture. She remembered a time, not too long ago, when the house felt too big. It's expectations sat too heavy on her shoulders, and she struggled with her place in it. She thought she would never live up to what it wanted of her. The house and the name still sat heavy in her hands, but she felt that maybe she was getting used to the weight. She was improving, nobody denied it. She was getting better at her craft, she had two servants who looked up to her, and a Kelvic that would do anything for her. She was getting stronger.
This leg wasn't a setback, she told herself. It was an adjustment. She was still moving, she just had to change her direction and keep going.
Madeira breathed deep and rallied herself, and was just about to resume her laborious descent when something out the tall windows caught her eye. She squinted through the glare, and could make out a portly man in a tall feathered hat coming down the long stone walkway to the front door. He was struggling with some sort of crate in his arms, and even muffled through the drapes and the distance, she thought she could hear him blubbering with snotty tears.
"Open the door", she told her ghost again, though now the sharp slice of a command ran through it. "Someone's coming."