The weight of a stone. It wasn’t much as it was. Most men, even the weak ones, could heft that kind of weight with ease. Hefting it wasn’t the problem. Holding on to it was. While even the weakest of men were capable of single instants of herculean strength, holding up a constant weight pulled against one’s muscles, creating the slow burn that built and eventually broke the strength of even the most powerful men. Strength wasn’t all that was needed. Endurance was the key. Saul was keeping his pace steady.
When he had arrived at the docks that morning, he had been sent back into the castle to assist a construction crew there, a job he didn’t relish. Construction itself wasn’t something he minded so much; he had done it before. It was the location he despised. Work on the docks was wonderful, even with the harsh chill of winter. At least out there, the air smelled like air, not like sweat and the stink of human waste. But he was being paid, so he went where he was told.
The first order of business was to move supplies from the docks to where the construction was occurring. As he usually did, Saul went for the heaviest objects first. Either way would put him at a disadvantage at some point. If he did the heavy lifting while his muscles were fresh, he would tire early; if he waited, the building fatigue of the day would make him weary before he came to the heaviest loads. Somewhere early on in life, Saul had decided the former was the better of the two choices.
The stones, though not overly cumbersome, did not lend themselves well to being lifted. Their sooth surfaces offered no grip, and there was no way to slip one’s fingers underneath to lift them. It took a few attempts for Saul to figure out how to pick up the stone, but he eventually devised a way. Placing his hands on either side of the stone, he pressed his hands toward each other as hard as he could. This afforded him enough grip to pull the stone against one of its edges and tip it on end. Once the stone was on end, he could simply tip it back into his waiting palm, then get a grip on the end it had been standing on, and stand up, being sure to lift with his legs.
With the first stone of the day in his hands, he let his shoulders and fingers do the majority of the work. Contracting the muscles of his back and shoulders, he drew the stone against his body, allowing his torso to take some of the weight. He made his way for the castle, and at the end of the docks, Brat joined him.
Normally, she was bright and cheerful and given to the persuasion of optimism, but lately, especially over the last couple weeks, she had become sullen. Usually, she would be the one to carry on an entire conversation for the two of them, but today, she didn’t speak at all. Instead, she just fell in beside Saul and plodded into the castle with him.
Finally, Saul couldn’t take her silence any longer. “What’s got you so quiet, Brat? What’s on your mind?”
She shrugged. “Nothing.”
“That’s not true.”
Brat glared at him. “You calling me a liar, Uncle Saul?”
“It’s not something I do lightly, but yes. I’m calling you a liar.” The stone had begun to slide toward the tips of his fingers on his left hand, so he propped it with his knee, found his grip again, and continued on.
Brat huffed, then sighed. “You’re right.”
She went silent again, frustrating Saul even further.
He remained as patient as he could. “Well, if you don’t want to talk about whatever it is, you don’t have to.”
He hoped she would. He was worried about her.
When they were nearly to where Saul was supposed to take the stone, Brat burst out. “I hate it here, Uncle Saul. It’s so closed in it makes it hard to breathe. The entire place stinks like shit, and it feels like it’s trying to suffocate you. I hate it.”
Saul already knew she didn’t like Syliras, but he didn’t realize how much. “I’m sorry, Brat. I know you didn’t have much choice in coming here. I thought it would be best, but I’m beginning to regret the decision myself. I should’ve asked you. You would’ve set me straight, talked some sense into me.”
“Damn right, I would’ve.”
She smiled. There were two things almost guaranteed to improve a Sticks’ mood: cussing and decking someone. There was no one around worth punching, so Brat had gone with the first. Getting her displeasure heard had made her a little more at ease. She hated it here. He knew that; he just hoped she didn’t hate him being the one who brought her.
She had shown so much resilience already. Saul hoped she could show some more, but the first few seasons had already tested her patience. Even her optimism had its limits. The steady onslaught of this city was wearing her down.
Saul set the stone down and stretched his shoulders and arms. Already, his forearms were beginning to burn.
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