Season of Spring, Day 75, 511 AV
After the ten days spent out in the wilderness in training it felt good to Jaelyn to get back into the normal activities, which included spending time at the Temple of All Gods. Even though she knew that Tyveth wouldn't be offended by her praying to him out in the wilderness it just felt better doing it from inside the Temple.
Sitting towards the back, as she typically did, she had her head bowed as she softly spoke to Tyveth, relaying her deeds to the Lord of Honor. Or she was trying to do so. Unfortunately other thoughts kept popping up in her head. Thoughts of Markus, Dimitri, and Kendall. She was trying to keep her mind focused, but it just wasn't happening.
Sitting up with a soft sigh she lay her head back on the pew, her eyes still shut. The more she fought against her thoughts and feelings the more difficult it seemed to be getting lately, especially since she started developing such a close relationship with Dimitri and Markus. They were more than just her fellow Squires now, but she didn't want to admit it.
Kendall was completely different though. Soft and gentle, he spoke to a part of her that no one else seemed to think was there. Though she had not spent much time with him she treasured those moments, and was both hopeful and fearful of seeing him again. How could she complain if she was so happy around him, but at the same time she found she had little control over her emotions when he was around.
Giving another soft sigh Jaelyn remained with her head back, closed eyes directed up at the ceiling of the Temple as she slowly breathed in and out, trying to clear her mind just a little more.