Irriari knew that soon, she would fall to the ground if she did not rest her wings. Her whole body ached from the training and she knew that if the warrior hadn't caught onto the signs he would soon. Falling out of the air would lend little credence to her races reputation as fierce warriors. She willed her wings keep her afloat for a little bit longer, focusing all her spare energy into an attempt to make sure that they did not waver and that her arms did not shake.
It amazed her that she was still speaking to him, and Irriari knew that if she lived to make it back to the colony the Elders would flay her alive if they found out about any part of her interaction with the drykas. To them, her descriptions of him would not matter. Her weariness and lack of ability to fight at her best would matter even less. To the male warriors of her colony, a fight was simply that and the lack of action on her part was both a show of how weak she was, and stupid as well. Their opinions did not matter, and they hardly ever had, even when she was younger. She did not subscribe to the belief that one should fight a stronger opponent simply because it was a principle. If that made her a coward, she would remain trembling her whole life, because this man and his ax did worry her.
She pondered his statement, and acknowledged the truth in his words as he spoke, and the man echoed what nearly any of his kind would say. They did take from others. From the slaves, they took the livelihood of those they captured. From the akalak, they stole the very air out of their chest and the movement in their hearts whenever they could. Yes, her race did take what they wanted, needed and sought. Somewhere, deep within herself, Irriari empathized with the human, and could see his point. If the tables were turned, she could truly understand why the Zith were hated. But that part of her was buried too deep, under memories of her own kills and slaves she owned. This was the life she had lived and known for years and to anything else seemed foolish.
Irriari flew down to the ground and lightly let her feet hit the grass. She prayed that the move looked as graceful as she wished it would, and that her eyes held fire, not the bone tired sensations that were coursing through her body. She looked at him and then spoke.
“I suppose we could coexist, if such a thing were ever to happen. We were not made to do such things though. You know that I can see you in the dark, and that the light burns my eyes. How would we farm? How would we develop a 'civil' society when every part of our bodies craves that edge over our fellow den mates by violence, or whatever means we can manage? Do you think that humans and the blue warriors are the only ones who die by our claws?”
She laughed as the memories flooded back to her. Bodies were everywhere during the mating of Death and Pestilence. Zith had killed their brethren as easy as a cat would destroy a mouse. She continued speaking,
“No, we kill each other as well, and probably more than you would expect. It is written in our veins, human. We are chaotic, and we are killers. I cannot explain it to you any better than that. Maybe one day, if you felt the blood sight, you would understand.”
She waited for him, knowing that he could trample her now. He wouldn't expect the poison, but it hardly mattered, as the potency of the plant based blend she had used would not kill him.
It amazed her that she was still speaking to him, and Irriari knew that if she lived to make it back to the colony the Elders would flay her alive if they found out about any part of her interaction with the drykas. To them, her descriptions of him would not matter. Her weariness and lack of ability to fight at her best would matter even less. To the male warriors of her colony, a fight was simply that and the lack of action on her part was both a show of how weak she was, and stupid as well. Their opinions did not matter, and they hardly ever had, even when she was younger. She did not subscribe to the belief that one should fight a stronger opponent simply because it was a principle. If that made her a coward, she would remain trembling her whole life, because this man and his ax did worry her.
She pondered his statement, and acknowledged the truth in his words as he spoke, and the man echoed what nearly any of his kind would say. They did take from others. From the slaves, they took the livelihood of those they captured. From the akalak, they stole the very air out of their chest and the movement in their hearts whenever they could. Yes, her race did take what they wanted, needed and sought. Somewhere, deep within herself, Irriari empathized with the human, and could see his point. If the tables were turned, she could truly understand why the Zith were hated. But that part of her was buried too deep, under memories of her own kills and slaves she owned. This was the life she had lived and known for years and to anything else seemed foolish.
Irriari flew down to the ground and lightly let her feet hit the grass. She prayed that the move looked as graceful as she wished it would, and that her eyes held fire, not the bone tired sensations that were coursing through her body. She looked at him and then spoke.
“I suppose we could coexist, if such a thing were ever to happen. We were not made to do such things though. You know that I can see you in the dark, and that the light burns my eyes. How would we farm? How would we develop a 'civil' society when every part of our bodies craves that edge over our fellow den mates by violence, or whatever means we can manage? Do you think that humans and the blue warriors are the only ones who die by our claws?”
She laughed as the memories flooded back to her. Bodies were everywhere during the mating of Death and Pestilence. Zith had killed their brethren as easy as a cat would destroy a mouse. She continued speaking,
“No, we kill each other as well, and probably more than you would expect. It is written in our veins, human. We are chaotic, and we are killers. I cannot explain it to you any better than that. Maybe one day, if you felt the blood sight, you would understand.”
She waited for him, knowing that he could trample her now. He wouldn't expect the poison, but it hardly mattered, as the potency of the plant based blend she had used would not kill him.