Clyde shook his head, but he could not deny the logic of her words... He himself had used some of those usages for Reimancy... But then, the danger alone was not a physical one.
"I do not deny what you have said... Reimancy can be used as such. And while it would be easy enough to start a fire for a camp, as I have done, gifting water in the desert from a scroll, would be foolhardy, if not fatal. Creating large masses of such things, is very costly, in djed. A fire can be started by a spark, but a mass of water great enough to quench many throats, would be costly even for a master of the magic as myself. And anything you store with Glyphing, must be made purely of res, you cannot store mundane waters."
"And the danger alone is not found in physical threats. Your mind and life are as much at risk. Do you think such a power, is easy to cast aside? Do you think once you do it, you will not be tempted to use it whenever possible? Do you think that it is not addictive, and that you will not be pushed to do just a little more. A little more. What would it hurt, to do a little more? Or if you are in danger of dying, of being killed, might you not be pushed to do whatever it takes, and push yourself to hard, beyond your limits."
Clyde held both hands out, palms up, and began to exude a small bit of res, out of them. For him, it was a bright silvery substance, in this case a gas. He floated it up, exuding it and shaping it into the shape of a ball, about the size of a large nut, or a small fruit. Then with a series of motions, moving his hands up and down and side to side, he moved the ball over his body, starting at his head, and slowly crisscrossing and moving slowly downward, till it reached his feet.
All the time of doing this, he used water attraction, and pulled the water off of him, drying himself. Were once he had stood miserable and drenched, he know seemed as dry as if he had toweled himself down. Even his clothes and boots were dry, along with his hair.
That done, he was left with a tiny bit of res, which had not been spent in his actions of attracting res. He used the tiny bit unspent, and cast it out into the rain a good 20 feet. Once it struck the ground, the water fell apart, no longer clinging into a over sized droplet, as the last of the res was spent, which had been holding it together.
"You have done other magics, Shielding, and Glyphing. But neither of those, are a danger to oneself, and what you are, as Reimancy is. Neither allow you to overgive. Neither are addictive. Do you truly think, that the man standing before you, is not different, and changed, from what I would be, had I never used this magic? I was forced into this magic, when I was young, and nearly died in doing so. I am lucky to be alive at all. I was initiated, without my choosing. Surely you can see then, with what I know now, why I think it foolish to choose to teach it. Do you really still want to learn it, knowing what I deal with on a daily basis, to not use this magic constantly. To not succumb to the constant desire to cast, and eventually giving in, like I just did now."
Clyde let out a sigh, filled with a bit of joy from casting his Reimancy, a pleasurable sensation that thrummed and filled him upon casting... But all to soon it was calling to him, to do a bit more... Just a bit more... What would it hurt... As the joyous sensation slowly bled away...
Her question, in response to what he had said, puzzled him... Honestly, he did not know, what it would take.
"I do not know, what would make it worth it to me. I do not know, what you should offer. Honestly, I do not. Perhaps nothing you could offer, would convince me... I have no need of your healing, you cannot heal what ails me. And your other magics, are less than what I already can do. I have no need for coin, I likely have greater than you, and can acquire more should I need it. So what can you offer me, that I cannot gain myself? What do you have to offer, that I need or would find of use?"
Oftentimes though, as he reminded himself, possibility, was worth more, than any mundane or specific thing someone could offer in the now... |