Yes, yes, perhaps she was mad. But Jilitse would not perish in Sahova, where madness will consume her insignificant unlife. Being mad enough to do something dangerous that had no certainty of success was raw courage. The Nuit thought, she'd rather be mad that see herself perish.
It would have been wonderful to watch It work, had he not been too small. Jilitse peered at the Pycon a lot, trying to observe his techniques. It seemed to be quite knowledgeable in putting gears together, maybe the elaborate plan it showed them earlier was being acted out diligently.
"A long long time ago..." Jilitse began, finding this humorous. This Nuit was always amused whenever she referred to a time before the Valterrian, or the Valterrian itself. "during the Valterrian, Sagallius, former Court Mage of the Empire of Alahea, the most powerful wizard of his time - perhaps out of ambition and out of madness - desired to become the most powerful being in the world. He saw the Valterrian as an opportunity to make himself more powerful. In order to take his righteous place as one of the Gods of Mizahar," the Nuit continued, "he decided to launch his own attack at the god of Doors and Travel, Aquiras. The god was caught off-handed and Sagallius stole the Aquiras' heart, leaving Aquiras in a a vegetative state. He is still alive, but is in a coma." The delivery was emotionless. "His lover, the Goddess Priskil, whom I seek, has sworn to be enemy of Sagallius. I see her as a key instrument, an important factor, to my success."
To Ora, she said, "Oh, but I do believe this is not hope I have, but rather, blind optimism. I know my mission in life barely has a chance of success, and yet I hypothesize that hope is not something I must pursue, but rather one that must ensue in itself. I should say I could feel hope building up on me now, but rather vicariously, as I see how diligent the Pycon is in pursuing his goal of repairing the doll, and hearing how you are following your desire, your mission, with a firm sense of resolution."
She wondered, slipping back into theorizing, what would a small twig from the fire have to do with the doll?