Aimlessly, Verin ran his hand through the great wolf's fur, fingers getting caught every now and again in matted sections covered in mud and the like. A few runs through with his fingers and the knots disappeared, leaving behind a silky smooth texture, much like a domesticated canine or feline kelvic. He wondered if the beast had just been hungry, if he and Venser were merely the first prey it had come across. He wondered if it was female, and if it had cubs waiting for a meal that would now never come. It was these thoughts that kept the elder of the Rust twins sane: he had needed to kill the wolf, lest it had killed him, or his brother. Just like Venser had needed to murder their father - one person would have died that night, and it had only been Venser to decide who that should be.
This line of thought was where Verin's morals began and ended. He allowed himself - nay practically forced himself - to consider the repercussions of his actions, to consider who, and what, might be affected by, say, the death of another. It was this which allowed him to feel only a little guilt in knowing that he had killed the wolf sparingly, and that he had allowed his father to be killed because of the outcome had he been allowed to continue to draw breath. Verin was not opposed to disposing of someone's life, but he had decided long ago that such an action must be necessary and justified. A means to an end. He was a Ravokian after all, a devout follower of Rhysol, and though the Defiler ruled over the realms of Chaos, his domain was very different to the lawlessness of Sunberth. And to distinguish himself from those without law, Verin imagined what was being left behind and affected, and remembered why he must do such actions.
A dull headache, that he had tried to ignore at first, was now beginning to grow more pronounced in the front of his head, just behind the eyes. He squeezed them shut for a moment as he stopped stroking the wolf and reached up with both hands. Placing them on both sides of his head, he began to massage his temple lightly in an affront to alleviate some of the pain and pressure building up inside his head. Continuing the motion, he listened quietly as his brother finally got up and made his way over to kneel beside him.
The younger man spoke and Verin was surprised at the soft voice, the calmness with which Venser spoke. It was diplomatic, Verin thought, and he was impressed. A smile formed on the elder's lips and he removed his hands from his temple in order to look over at Venser. Pale eyes met warmer ones and he nodded in understanding and respect for the words just spoken, clearly agreeing to what was said, though he offered none of his own, as they were not needed. At his younger brother's next words, however, Verin's brow creased in the realisation that they were no longer safe in this clearing.
He glanced over to the rabbit that had been felled earlier, and then to the wolf in front of them both, “What do you want to do, brother?” It was possible that they could leave the animals and return later, but Verin remembered Venser's earlier lesson, the importance of the spine, and not breaking it - there was no guarantee that the carcasses would still be here, or the bones usable, if they had been stripped bare or broken. Unless there was no other choice, Verin would insist on taking both the rabbit and the wolf; they had each died for a purpose and Verin would see it through. “I doubt your new magic can carry this magnificent creature?” He asked, half humorous, half genuine, though he imagined that, after his brother's display of magic, it was affecting Venser too, and they probably could not fight off another attack. As he spoke, Verin glanced around, in case he might spy the next predator to attempt, and possibly succeed in killing its prey.
OOCI suppose we should be nice to her!