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There was still a lingering tone of judgement in the huntress's words, but it sounded so natural and at home within her voice that Zhol had to wonder if it was possible for her to sound any other way. It was strangely reassuring, though: Zhol was rapidly getting the impression that she disliked and disapproved of almost everything, and that transformed her judgement into a strange kind of acceptance. Confronted with someone seemingly annoyed by everything, it was far easier to work out where you stood.
As silence fell between them, Zhol felt discomfort wrap around his chest like a vice. He was not overly talkative, and yet anxiety compelled him to fill voids in conversation with sound, to keep the silence at bay. It was the same compulsion that lit the candle in his chambers at night; the same compulsion that hugged his limbs around his bed sheets as if they were a makeshift companion; the same compulsion that turned the stable's horses and mules into some of his only friends. It was not the darkness or the silence that he feared, but rather the loneliness that they brought with them. Zhol would rather have endured a century of scathing words than even another single day of feeling isolated and alone.
As Azira halted her archery, and begun to inspect her arrows, Zhol closed the distance between them still further: not enough to crowd, but close enough that any continued conversation wouldn't have to be conducted loudly enough to carry across the range. His initial intent had been to help, but two steps in he realised that he had no idea what to look for; and the huntress did not strike him as the type who would appreciate incompetent help on the basis of sentiment alone. Instead he merely crouched and observed, and set himself the task of holding the silence at bay.
"I can't speak your language, save for a few scattered phrases," he explained, stating the obvious. "Every time I force one of your people to speak in another tongue for my benefit, I feel like a burden. I work in the stables; every meal I eat knowing that my only contribution to Wind Reach is to care for creatures you scarcely use, adds to that guilt. Every Pinion I get paid, every night I spend in the room Wind Reach provides for me, every single favour and concession made to accommodate me -"
His lips tugged into a small, bittersweet smile. "Of course I'm trying to teach myself. I've already been given far more than I deserve; I have no right to ask for anything else."
As silence fell between them, Zhol felt discomfort wrap around his chest like a vice. He was not overly talkative, and yet anxiety compelled him to fill voids in conversation with sound, to keep the silence at bay. It was the same compulsion that lit the candle in his chambers at night; the same compulsion that hugged his limbs around his bed sheets as if they were a makeshift companion; the same compulsion that turned the stable's horses and mules into some of his only friends. It was not the darkness or the silence that he feared, but rather the loneliness that they brought with them. Zhol would rather have endured a century of scathing words than even another single day of feeling isolated and alone.
As Azira halted her archery, and begun to inspect her arrows, Zhol closed the distance between them still further: not enough to crowd, but close enough that any continued conversation wouldn't have to be conducted loudly enough to carry across the range. His initial intent had been to help, but two steps in he realised that he had no idea what to look for; and the huntress did not strike him as the type who would appreciate incompetent help on the basis of sentiment alone. Instead he merely crouched and observed, and set himself the task of holding the silence at bay.
"I can't speak your language, save for a few scattered phrases," he explained, stating the obvious. "Every time I force one of your people to speak in another tongue for my benefit, I feel like a burden. I work in the stables; every meal I eat knowing that my only contribution to Wind Reach is to care for creatures you scarcely use, adds to that guilt. Every Pinion I get paid, every night I spend in the room Wind Reach provides for me, every single favour and concession made to accommodate me -"
His lips tugged into a small, bittersweet smile. "Of course I'm trying to teach myself. I've already been given far more than I deserve; I have no right to ask for anything else."
"Pavi" | "Common" | "Nari"
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