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10th of Fall, 514 AV Cantillion walked slowly towards his barracks, looking for the one he had been assigned to as he did, with a longbow in one hand and a pack in the other. He wasn't entirely certain what to think when he was told he would be living with other Squires. These were people he had never met before, after all. He wasn't really worried about whether they were mean or not. Living with cruel people was something he could endure, if he had to. Yes, you have to, his patron's voice resounded in his mind. Sergeant Mage-Knight Dra-Nelsa had broken any hopes for a friendly relationship between student and teacher earlier that day. She insisted he would be too exhausted to care about the Squires living around him most days, regardless of his reluctance to sleep in the same room. At last, Cantillion reached the door. He hesitated for a moment, taking a deep breath and trying to compose himself. A nearby door opened, and his head snapped to see who it was; just two Squires. Young boys, chatting happily as they passed him. And suddenly, it hit him like a brick to the head. I'm too old to be a Squire. But that wasn't true, was it? He had been accepted, hadn't he? Dra-Nelsa hadn't burst out laughing at the sight of him, or made any comments about his age. Still, he couldn't help but remember that children could be just as cruel as their parents. His grip on the longbow tightened in fear, but his other hand reached out to open the door. Still, he hesitated. What if they want to know where I'm from? he asked himself. Cantillion had made the mistake of explaining himself mere days ago, only to be met with revolt, his own fears reflected in the face of another. Would the Knights and Squires of this city be any different? Would they reflect his fears and make them even greater than before? Or would they shun him for his cowardice, having run away from his monsters after slaying one from behind? Something else, he decided. Something normal. Something happy. He frowned, realizing he didn't really have any normal, happy tales to draw from. Only hunter's tales, brutal and heroic, which would be quickly debunked the moment his claims were put to the test. Cantillion's mind drifted back to the caravan that had gotten him to Syliras some days ago. They were nice folks, if a bit shady, travelling to make their living from city. "Here we go," he braced himself, nodding slightly as if to cheer himself forward. He reached out a hand and opened the door, stepping inside. |
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