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Girlfriend? Is that what she was? All she was?
True, it had been a struggle trying to determine what word best designed them: in, Endrykas there was too much emphasis on betrothal and marriage, too specific to apply to their circumstances; and in Wind Reach they had no concept of either, with romantic unions and liaisons too temporary and fleeting for Inarta terms to ever apply to the enduring sentiment that he and Khara had. Now girlfriend? It was so small, so insignificant, so insubstantial. Yes, Khara was a girl, and yes she was a friend; and yes, she was everything that the word may normally have meant; but she was so much more, and it felt as if there simply was not an adjective in any language that did the two of them justice.
You'll just have to hurry up and marry her then, his mind nudged. He forced that thought violently aside.
Brandon's suggestion received a similarly earnest rejection. "We are not going to see Khara," he said adamantly, but the illusion that he was somehow in control of this situation was quickly shattered as Brandon began to leave. This was exactly why Zhol hated bats, and moths, and anything like them: they moved too much, constantly in a state of unpredictable motion, fluttering back and forth, here and there, with no easy way to understand or predict their intentions, no way of knowing where they would be going next. It left him rattled, and on edge; they might have been almost or even entirely harmless, and yet because their actions could not be comprehended by anything with even an ounce of sanity to them, they were unpredictable and thus worrysome.
He quickly gathered up his sword belt, slid his sword home and fumbled the ensemble around his waist, scampering quickly to catch up with the escaping bat. He quickened his pace, drawing alongside, but thought better of trying to cut in front and detain him: one too close for comfort encounter with a naked Kelvic was more than enough for one day. That said, he didn't particularly want Khara to have that kind of close encounter either. It wasn't that he expected Khara to be traumatised by it; she was an Inarta, and they very much didn't share his discomfort with public nudity. It wasn't that he felt particularly intimidated by the thought of Khara seeing Brandon either; she'd seen him as well, and, well... between a bat and a horse, there was hardly a contest in that regard.
No, it was something else; something about Brandon, something about his attitude, something about this theft of Zhol's attention and time to satisfy the bat's own boredom. True, it sounded as if he had felt quite imprisoned, and Zhol sympathised: he often felt trapped and claustrophobic in the tunnels of the city rather than the rolling grasslands of where he'd been born, and couldn't imagine what it must be like being trapped in a cage, trapped as a tiny animal form... or was it the other way around? Was Brandon a man who was sometimes a bat, or a bat who was sometimes a man? Either way, there was sympathy there, but that sympathy had limits: and any encroachment on his beloved Khara was a very long way past them.
He placed a hand on Brandon's shoulder, not threatening, but still firmly. "First, we find you some clothes, and then I'm taking you back to Drusilla." The muscles in his jaw bunched. "Okay, you're bored. You want to explore the city. I remember what it's like to be new here; I'll show you everything you need to know to find your way around." He meant it too, that much was clear; frustrating as the bat had been to him thus far, Zhol wasn't the sort of person to allow a person in need to walk away without lending a little aid.
"But not today. I have work, and you have my sister to get back to, who is going to be distraught if she comes back and finds you gone. And I assure you -"
The edge from earlier crept back into his voice. "You can knock me down and screw with me as much as you like, but if you do anything to hurt or upset anyone I care about, if you so much as cause them to shed even a single tear, I will cremate your tiny wings and toss your fluffy little bat body into the closest pool of lava I can find."
Girlfriend? Is that what she was? All she was?
True, it had been a struggle trying to determine what word best designed them: in, Endrykas there was too much emphasis on betrothal and marriage, too specific to apply to their circumstances; and in Wind Reach they had no concept of either, with romantic unions and liaisons too temporary and fleeting for Inarta terms to ever apply to the enduring sentiment that he and Khara had. Now girlfriend? It was so small, so insignificant, so insubstantial. Yes, Khara was a girl, and yes she was a friend; and yes, she was everything that the word may normally have meant; but she was so much more, and it felt as if there simply was not an adjective in any language that did the two of them justice.
You'll just have to hurry up and marry her then, his mind nudged. He forced that thought violently aside.
Brandon's suggestion received a similarly earnest rejection. "We are not going to see Khara," he said adamantly, but the illusion that he was somehow in control of this situation was quickly shattered as Brandon began to leave. This was exactly why Zhol hated bats, and moths, and anything like them: they moved too much, constantly in a state of unpredictable motion, fluttering back and forth, here and there, with no easy way to understand or predict their intentions, no way of knowing where they would be going next. It left him rattled, and on edge; they might have been almost or even entirely harmless, and yet because their actions could not be comprehended by anything with even an ounce of sanity to them, they were unpredictable and thus worrysome.
He quickly gathered up his sword belt, slid his sword home and fumbled the ensemble around his waist, scampering quickly to catch up with the escaping bat. He quickened his pace, drawing alongside, but thought better of trying to cut in front and detain him: one too close for comfort encounter with a naked Kelvic was more than enough for one day. That said, he didn't particularly want Khara to have that kind of close encounter either. It wasn't that he expected Khara to be traumatised by it; she was an Inarta, and they very much didn't share his discomfort with public nudity. It wasn't that he felt particularly intimidated by the thought of Khara seeing Brandon either; she'd seen him as well, and, well... between a bat and a horse, there was hardly a contest in that regard.
No, it was something else; something about Brandon, something about his attitude, something about this theft of Zhol's attention and time to satisfy the bat's own boredom. True, it sounded as if he had felt quite imprisoned, and Zhol sympathised: he often felt trapped and claustrophobic in the tunnels of the city rather than the rolling grasslands of where he'd been born, and couldn't imagine what it must be like being trapped in a cage, trapped as a tiny animal form... or was it the other way around? Was Brandon a man who was sometimes a bat, or a bat who was sometimes a man? Either way, there was sympathy there, but that sympathy had limits: and any encroachment on his beloved Khara was a very long way past them.
He placed a hand on Brandon's shoulder, not threatening, but still firmly. "First, we find you some clothes, and then I'm taking you back to Drusilla." The muscles in his jaw bunched. "Okay, you're bored. You want to explore the city. I remember what it's like to be new here; I'll show you everything you need to know to find your way around." He meant it too, that much was clear; frustrating as the bat had been to him thus far, Zhol wasn't the sort of person to allow a person in need to walk away without lending a little aid.
"But not today. I have work, and you have my sister to get back to, who is going to be distraught if she comes back and finds you gone. And I assure you -"
The edge from earlier crept back into his voice. "You can knock me down and screw with me as much as you like, but if you do anything to hurt or upset anyone I care about, if you so much as cause them to shed even a single tear, I will cremate your tiny wings and toss your fluffy little bat body into the closest pool of lava I can find."
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