Yazata. In the beginning, there was nothingness, and only nothingness. Layer upon layer of darkness, and heavy silence. Eventually, pale green eyes fluttered open. This place, whatever it is, was undoubtedly NOT where he is supposed to be. Left, right, up, down...there were no such things, for there was only cold wetness. But even in this state of oblivion, the fallen being’s mind reeled still. The essence of dearest Syna, beautiful and majestic, still resided in his very wandering soul. Torn from his celestial abode, and flung into the gaping maw of an unwelcoming world...there were no coherent thoughts that allowed him any semblance of understanding while he floated, carried by gently rolling waves and glittering waters. Never did he feel as lost as he was now, with him not knowing where to go, what to do, or more importantly, what kind of life this was supposed to be if he can remember his heavenly home, and not be in it. The passage of time was just as vague as everything else in this place was. Not long after, the damp beach greeted his bare body, and provided a somewhat soft embrace for him to huddle on. Confusion was mixed with disbelief, and a small amount of terror. For one, the flickering images filling his head did not help his abrupt birth into the material. On and off, visions passed by like illusions depicting people that he had been, but no longer was. One in particular, was rather prominent. Little more than fleeting recollections, the memories of sun-baked sands, cheers, and a call for what he recognized as a name, dominated his jumbled mind. Yazata, he heard. Yazata, was what he was called, long before his last release of carnal bindings. The glorious name he had after, was gone with his days in the arms of the divine. No longer speakable, nor who he is. The now Ethaefal knew nothing of his current state of being. He only knew that he was in a foreign realm, and that he wanted more than anything to return to where he did not feel the chill of dawn, and the unsettling fears of mortals. How to go back? CAN he go back? Should he go back? There were many questions, and not a single answer. Even his attempts to call out for Syna, whom he thought would be there for him, went unanswered. The errant consciousness that was previously Yazata, was truly, and utterly, lost and all alone. But eventually, there was light. Although soundless, it beckoned to him with irresistible magnetism. He wanted to go there, he wanted to head towards the all too inviting light, but his reborn flesh was heavy and aching. Warmth and brilliance showered the world not too long after, accompanying the deliberate sunrise. One might have thought the motionless, porcelain form that laid on the shore was that of a corpse. He did not move, did not make a sound, until the storm in his head abated. And when he did move, his motions were awkward and sluggish. Syna was suspended where he could only watch -for a second-, but not reach. Bereft, he scanned the skies for a gate, a pillar--any way to assure himself that he has a way back. But there were none, and he was instead left with a bitter realization, and the gripping claws of dread. Saline droplets rolled, involuntarily, from awestruck eyes. It was all the release he was allowed, before a cacophony of noises assaulted his unsuspecting ears. Seabirds called, waves crashed on moss-tipped rocks, and distant noises drew his immediate attention. In a way, it was a merciful diversion. A temporary distraction of having to accept THIS as his reality. Taking a few moments to familiarize himself with his body, Yazata’s figure stood and walked with the idle aimlessness of a lost wraith, leaving a distinct trail of footprints on the golden carpet of sand. Looming large shapes in the horizon, half obscured by the very thin veneer of morning fog, were where he found himself heading. |