38th of Spring, 518
The air was dry and the skies blue and clear. An ocean breeze climbed the great tired city and tangled itself under eves and windows and the ladies' hair. The crash of waves below and the whistle of the grass on the plains behind mingled in the air with the vibrations of a city going about it's business. It was spring in Riverfall, and it was perfect.
Madeira kept her head down, ignoring the beauty and searching for cracks in the cobbles as she walked. The perfection was a static hum in her ear; a kind of soulless, unbroken noise. She searched for imperfections to break the noise and prove to herself they existed at all. Her chest was tight, her limbs spring loaded. For someone who had lived their entire life in Alvadas, where the unexpected was routine, the stillness was unbearable. Without an outlet to expend the energy of her anticipation it turned inward and drove her mad.
Madeira hated it. She hated the city and it's straight lines and pretty gardens, the way it crouched as still as a cat before the pounce. The pressure of it's immovability was reared above her like a crested wave and she was holding her breath, preparing for a crash that would never come.
The tenseness set a hard lines in her straight back and tightened jaw, yet if anything she looked healthier than she ever did in Alvadas. Madeira's ever tired eyes had faded drastically since her stay in Riverfall. She had begun sleeping ten to twelve hours a day, having found comfort in the irrationality of dreams. She had even put on weight as she endeavoured to go outside a little as possible, and her figure was beginning to fill out the tight bodice of her high-collared dress. Yet there was a sickness in her. Something that seeped out in bursts of laughter or tears or a sudden and inexplicable breakdown in logic.
"Emma! Emma, wait. I can't see you." Madeira raised her head and squinted, looking for the ghost that was leading the way. Emma was no more than a suggestion of shape in the direct sunlight, so she felt more than saw the girl roll her eyes.
"You're moving too slow!" the child huffed, stopping in the middle of the street. An unwary Akalak cursed with shock as he stumbled through her cold, churning soulmist.
"Patience, sweetheart. Is it much farther?"
"It's right there, see," she pointed over the buildings to their right to Akajia's black tower. "Over there you can see the spire..." A muscle jumped in Madeira's cheek, and her eyes stayed fixed on the ghost, who changed track immediately. "It's not far." the ghost muttered, hands falling to her side.
'Over there' meant nothing to the Avalad. As far as she was aware, if the building was not in front of her it didn't exist. At least, that's what she told herself. The concept of anything existing in some permanent, definable way outside her field of view was too much for her already overburdened mind to handle. She ran gentle pressure over her Kelvic bond, anchoring herself until she could smile convincingly.
"Excellent. Keep close, now, don't let these people walk through... you..."
Ushering the ghost closer, she happened to glance to her left and through the small glass window in the door of a shop set in the cliff face. Through the small square splashes of colour were suspended. They undulated liquidly, grouped together like a school of brightly coloured fish. But of course, that was exactly what they were. A memory of a night less than a year ago, where she had to shoo a school of bejewelled fish out of her house with a book, hit her hard. Before she could check herself the Spiritist threw the door open with a strangled gasp, certain this was Ionu reaching out for her with its tricks and mischief.
Disappointment crashed over her, and the static came roaring to fill the space where hope had briefly flared. The fish were nothing but drawings covering the back wall of the small shop. The water was nothing but the warped glass in the pane. The bitter smell of ink hit Madeira's nose as she sucked air into her tight chest. Still standing in the door, one hand white and bloodless around the brass handle, she blinked hard to keep from crying. She mentally latched onto her bond like a drowning woman, calming herself with the erratic tide of Allister's thoughts until she could keep her head above water.
Madeira kept her head down, ignoring the beauty and searching for cracks in the cobbles as she walked. The perfection was a static hum in her ear; a kind of soulless, unbroken noise. She searched for imperfections to break the noise and prove to herself they existed at all. Her chest was tight, her limbs spring loaded. For someone who had lived their entire life in Alvadas, where the unexpected was routine, the stillness was unbearable. Without an outlet to expend the energy of her anticipation it turned inward and drove her mad.
Madeira hated it. She hated the city and it's straight lines and pretty gardens, the way it crouched as still as a cat before the pounce. The pressure of it's immovability was reared above her like a crested wave and she was holding her breath, preparing for a crash that would never come.
The tenseness set a hard lines in her straight back and tightened jaw, yet if anything she looked healthier than she ever did in Alvadas. Madeira's ever tired eyes had faded drastically since her stay in Riverfall. She had begun sleeping ten to twelve hours a day, having found comfort in the irrationality of dreams. She had even put on weight as she endeavoured to go outside a little as possible, and her figure was beginning to fill out the tight bodice of her high-collared dress. Yet there was a sickness in her. Something that seeped out in bursts of laughter or tears or a sudden and inexplicable breakdown in logic.
"Emma! Emma, wait. I can't see you." Madeira raised her head and squinted, looking for the ghost that was leading the way. Emma was no more than a suggestion of shape in the direct sunlight, so she felt more than saw the girl roll her eyes.
"You're moving too slow!" the child huffed, stopping in the middle of the street. An unwary Akalak cursed with shock as he stumbled through her cold, churning soulmist.
"Patience, sweetheart. Is it much farther?"
"It's right there, see," she pointed over the buildings to their right to Akajia's black tower. "Over there you can see the spire..." A muscle jumped in Madeira's cheek, and her eyes stayed fixed on the ghost, who changed track immediately. "It's not far." the ghost muttered, hands falling to her side.
'Over there' meant nothing to the Avalad. As far as she was aware, if the building was not in front of her it didn't exist. At least, that's what she told herself. The concept of anything existing in some permanent, definable way outside her field of view was too much for her already overburdened mind to handle. She ran gentle pressure over her Kelvic bond, anchoring herself until she could smile convincingly.
"Excellent. Keep close, now, don't let these people walk through... you..."
Ushering the ghost closer, she happened to glance to her left and through the small glass window in the door of a shop set in the cliff face. Through the small square splashes of colour were suspended. They undulated liquidly, grouped together like a school of brightly coloured fish. But of course, that was exactly what they were. A memory of a night less than a year ago, where she had to shoo a school of bejewelled fish out of her house with a book, hit her hard. Before she could check herself the Spiritist threw the door open with a strangled gasp, certain this was Ionu reaching out for her with its tricks and mischief.
Disappointment crashed over her, and the static came roaring to fill the space where hope had briefly flared. The fish were nothing but drawings covering the back wall of the small shop. The water was nothing but the warped glass in the pane. The bitter smell of ink hit Madeira's nose as she sucked air into her tight chest. Still standing in the door, one hand white and bloodless around the brass handle, she blinked hard to keep from crying. She mentally latched onto her bond like a drowning woman, calming herself with the erratic tide of Allister's thoughts until she could keep her head above water.
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